Simplement moi

depression

2010-02-27T21:48:00.002+08:00

don't mean to be all depressed and neglectful. YOU made me do it.

one frickin' sentence from you can make my day. or.. ruin the whole day for me.

this is SAD.

i probably have depression, as in clinically pathologically depressed that i may not know of. or Parkinson's Disease..the one that comes with depression. and shaky hands. and wrinkly skin.

i might not seem to be bothered, or worse, be offended but deep down I DO CARE. it hurts so much that my heart's exaggeratedly broken into thousands of pieces when you probably don't mean what you just said. what can do..

it's so right that when you love someone until it's got to certain point, or what i'd rather call the boiling point, the hatred's gonna start building up and you'll feel so obnoxious of whatever that's done by that someone. ain't that a bitch.

i'm zonked out. so. very. knackered. shouldn't really do long-time-contact-lenses.

tonnes more to express but just too tired to clear up my mind. not to mention writing it all out. Oh God, guide me through this and hopefully everything's gonna turn out just fine after one good night sleep.

nighty. night.

car crash

2010-01-11T08:48:00.002+08:00

it wasn't exactly a car crash with like casualties all over the place. just me. and a truck involved.

sent mom to work, driving back home as usual, and saw this huge line so decided to take over to the left lane.. i saw the truck coming and kinda knew it was coming in a nasty speed. for God knows what reason i signaled, and i just took over without even bothering the 'upcoming' truck.. so i was like all nonchalant driving my car doing my thing and BAMMM! Cor Blimey i felt a sudden BAMM-ness and BAMMM BAMMMM and everything was so BAMMM and BAMMM.. my mind went completely blank.. so what happened was that the truck SCRATCHED through my car and all i managed to know was the left side mirror was gone and the doors on the left side were like..ruined. see the 'SCRATCHED' i used..it was a HUGEASS scratch.

i was scared. i DROVE OFF. like that. i was terrified.. didn't know what to do.. was driving home and everything was.. so.. scary.. the thought of it.. and yes i didn't stop at the side of the road to argue and called the police whatever. and it was pretty clear that it was my fault. i didn't know what to do so i drove off.. what a sinner i was.. am.. was.. whatever..

called my mom right away but she didn't answer. so i got home and called her office and i got scolded.. yes.i should of stopped and lodged a police report or something. to claim the insurance.. now.. everything's just so much more complicated. damn.

so i called laura to cancel the movie-session we were gonna have later on. thanks for the comfort and no you're not a property's ruiner dw:) hahaa it's all good.

yes. DAMN. perhaps i'm not born a good driver. don't think i'll drive anytime soon. not to mention to speed on a bloody carless highway.. sighness.

but thank God that i'm still alive..intact.. perhaps it's time i started to be more careful on the road.. should have been cautious since the first day though. yea right.

i used to sarcastically boasted that i never got involved in a car accident before. so proud of it and all. now this is what we call karma or whatever it is.. and this is def worse than 'getting' involved cos i ditched like a bitch.. it's all your fault Britney! Spears..

one funny thing though.. the scream i uttered when all that happened..was HILARIOUS. HAHA i couldn't help to think of that scream that came out of me throat. 'twas just hysterical..

yea. still in shock. :(

frustration. so knackered. the guilt. pharyngitis.

2010-01-09T16:46:00.005+08:00

woke up. thought it was gonna be a good day despite the little sore throat that struck me for no reason.. perhaps to do with the late nights? only God knows..

the day went by.. more like the arvo went by. the sickness was getting more and more fucked up. felt like as if something was draining every bit of me. now i'm feeling like a poodle waiting to be fucked. so knackered..

went to two 21st birthday parties last night. gratz on turning 21 Kaman and Waen Yien ;) grown-up..yea! both so awesome. with the first one feeling a little out of place though..i was the only one from different class after all. not the only one but the only quiet freakazoidal one. so typical me hah.. the second party, went up to papar, drove all the way there (someone else did.me the passenger coolness).. aweshome.. 'twas all fun..

one thing though. promised my friend that i'd go to ice bar for the after party of the first birthday gal..and the thing was that i received the invitation to the 'papar-ish party' the day before y'day. PARTY CLASHES DETECTED. so.. i did what i do best.. to please every party, i had to bail on the ice bar thing and attended the first part of the party instead.was a dinner gathering sort of party btw. that way i could make it to papar for the second party of the night.

that..somehow..pissed my friend off. sorry laura. hope you had great deal of fun last night..

and so yea the parties last night. oh and about the house hunting matter.. one of my house-hunting angels, olivia's got us a place.. it's her uncle's. well..in fact..she's always been the ONE house-hunting angel hahaaa. yea. the place's at Osborne park..somewhere northie yet close to the city..i spose. the rent is.. $170/week for the whole unit. a two-room unit. YES! God is amazing. God is so good. thanked God for that like immensely.. so i thought we got the house and was spreading the news around. only to find out that it hasn't been confirmed yet.

i started worrying. worrying that the house's given to someone else. worrying that we might not get the house. together with the sickness the sore throat. the last-minute-bailing-on-laura guilt. the worry that the primary school little get-together tonight might not go as well as i hope it would be. all these.. are tiring me out.. LEAVE ME ALONE tiredness! i'm tired of being tired :(

i remember one thing though. got this from the senior pastor of Glory church. he once mentioned that out of the things we worry about, 70% of which never happen, 20% of which happen but can be solved/prevented, 10% of which happen and you can't do anything about it. so..WHY WORRY? pray to God and do your best and there's nothing to be worry about. but..it's my nature to worry.over-worry. i'm always so worried. stop. being. worried. thank you.

something i wanted to say but kinda forgot.. but yea. feeling much better babbling out all these. :) thanks for reading if you are reading. thank you. bye now.

add-on. the thing i 'kinda forgot' earlier on.. perhaps it's just me but recently, when i talk to the ladies, i feel like i'm hitting on them.like..flirting. whatever i say, when i look back, it just sounds flirtatious for some reason. this is a serious matter. i don't flirt.

Be Still My Soul

2009-11-20T18:10:00.002+08:00

i was folding clothes. as usual. like nonchalantly all care-free clothes-folding.

was playing this hymn called "Be Still My Soul" by Don Moen. this is one of the songs our church choir is gonna present tmr at one fund raising event for the church. thought it sounded nice so i dl'd it and put it on replay mode.

i was like all fine and whistling (not that i can whistle lol) and all of a sudden, the chorus struck my head "Be still my soul... God knows your way... and He will guide... for His name's sake"

my eyes turned teary. the switch was on. just like that. there i was, folding clothes, crying to the song, thinking "thank you God for touching my soul"

i felt it.

that very splashingly splendid moment, i felt it. God's always there for us.

Thank You God for letting me find my way to You. or.. bringing me to You. whichever it is, thank You God.

oh yea. i joined the church choir. since i figured i'm good at nothing but i like singing. might as well join the choir. and the turnout's unexpectedly amazing.

i'm truly blessed. i am. though there have been a little trouble going on with all the house-hunting, packing, and time-clashes for that matter.
but i believe it'll all turn out to be alright.
"Be still my soul, I will guide your way"

praise the Lord!

it's just a few clicks away..

2009-11-16T20:30:00.003+08:00

click 'option', 'reply', then, type your heart out and reply the frickin' sms already!

this is what i don't like. when you receive a msg, REPLY! whether a simple 'yes/no' would be fine. unless you phone's out of credit. otherwise, just reply the one who sends you msg.

not that i obey the rule myself. loll. i sometimes don't reply when i see a msg. for some reason.

but seriously.. reply..

well for my case, when i see a msg, you're lucky if i'm in the mood of replying msg. but if i'm not, you're gonna receive my reply few days after..or never. which irritates i know.

i always contradict myself with my words. yea i do.

here's one more thing. if you don't get a reply, either the person hates you and cbf replying your sms. or.. OR.. the person's simply a slothful tush who can't even be bothered exercising his thumbs. i'm the latter.

but when i'm in the mood. i literally SPAM your inbox. yea as in send spam meats to your inbox. DUH.

hahaa random post. bye. i'm not exasperated at all.

fluctuation

2009-11-15T01:30:00.002+08:00

blogging at this time of the night. can't be anything good.

i've been feeling deliriously emotionally unstable the whole night. the kind of icky feeling i loathe the most.

call it the post-exams trauma or whatever.
nothing remotely related to exams though..

well. technically speaking. it's still about exams after all. exams in general.

nah. not me. i never fail in exams. i'm a nerd. a nerd never flunks academically.

right. the 'fluctuation'..

perhaps i'm like zonked out after a whole day out of choir practice, maccas-ing, supposedly haircut session turned into aimless wandering around the city, karaoke session, and now newspaper-house-hunting..

prolly just too much for a day. FOR ME.
well of course.. with some 'external factors' contributing to the damn fool 'fluctuation' of mood.

stupidity to its finest.

why do i even get upset over such trivial matters.

what a bitch..

vague much? i know. am aware of the vagueness. exactly the whole point of blogging isn't it :)
aahh. the beauty of being indistinct. love it! :)

seriously. there's something with blogging. i def feel better letting all the bottom-of-the-heart craps out here. something.. something.. oh well.

gotta get back to house-hunting. need some luck here.

at this time of the night..

2009-09-28T02:00:00.004+08:00

i'm tired of everything..

so everything.. in this world.

i'm not gonna shoot myself in my throat/bang my head against the wall/slit my own wrist.. so worry not.

just.. at this time of the night. i'm tired.
just.. at this time of the night. i think a lot. A LOT. mostly random stuff though. still.. depressing thoughts come flooding in like always. at this time of the night.

tired of assignments. tired of uni. tired of being tired..

all these feelings are gonna be gone when i wake up in the morning hearing the chirping birds get penetrated by sunlight. awesome.

tired..

the following weeks are gonna be so completely full-on. like full-on full-on.
i've got one lab report due this thursday. one test this friday.
one assignment due next tuesday. another 2000-word essay and one lab report due the same friday.
then a lab report due the thursday after.
followed by a 50% exam on the monday after. another two tests on the same friday.
still.. not done yet.
a major report due the monday after. and a final assignment due the same tuesday.

*two weeks to study for exams*

exams.

this is depressing.

haven't started any of the things stated above. awesome.

g'nite.

inebriation

2009-09-26T15:06:00.005+08:00

shouldn't have drunk.

i'm a fucking asian lacking of ADH-expressing gene. whatever it is.

'twas a pharmacology lab. yesterday. ethanol prac where brain function was tested. volunteers had to drink ethanol and perform a series of tasks, results compared with another non-drinker performing the same tasks.

thought it was fun to get wasted in a lab. apparently it wasn't..

well it was. during the lab. but the aftermath.. terrible.

chugged the whole cup of 50/50 ethanol + coke. terrible taste. i felt just fine for the first few mins but when time elapsed the alcohol started to unleash its true colors.

i got the typical asian-flush at first. still feeling sober but with a wee bit of tipsiness.

started to act like a fool. laughing around with the bloodshot eyes and the lobstery face. i successfully attained drunkenness level 10. it was full-on.

got even worse. couldn't even type properly. went onto facebook and dropped bullcraps everywhere. at one point, i fell asleep doing one of the tasks. embarrassment to its best i would say.

done with the lab, not knowing what i'd actually done. waiting for the bus. there i go. vomited for the first time that day. the chunder came flushing out of my mouth. i could literally taste the cocktail i had at the tip of my tongue. if that wasn't good enough, the barf found its way to come out through my nostrils. i made a complete fool of myself.

got on the bus feeling so much better throwing up every possible thing i had. well technically nothing much cos we had to fast for four hours before the lab. i basically had nothing but a bowl of cereal + milk when the sunlight penetrated the chirping birds. so i got to the busport and grabbed a cheese sausage - my all time favorite snack at the busport. for some reason i felt sick chewing the greasiness which i normally LOVE. chucked the rest of the sausage into the bin. started to feel sick again.

got to ivan's place waiting for pastor to pick us up to the bible study. 'twas a bad idea to attend. should of just gone home and slept my night away. that way things wouldn't have happened the way it had.

"Nothing good happens when you get wasted". true story.

lying on his bed feeling like a fool. with him doing his thing at the computer. i started to feel like vomiting like again. thought it was just an illusion so i was trying so hard to stop it from really coming out. just right the moment the vomit-switch in me got turned on, i had no control over the sphincters no more and the vomit came flooding out. right ON his floor. his CARPET floor. should of gone to bathroom earlier so this mess would not have happened. at that instance, i felt like the guiltiest person on earth. the worst thing that could possibly go wrong had. just a little bit of details, the second vomit got sausage in it. of course with a whole lot of the stomach digested chyme. disgusting.

still feeling guilty. to ivan. and his carpet.

hopped on to pastor's car. hangover just reached the top of the mountain. got to the bible study. had a cuppa. felt better. sat down.... singing.... reading verses....

as the night progressed, i felt sleepier each time i tried to stay awake. dozed off so bad that at one point i had to leave the group and rest myself at the corner.

woke up. the study was done for the night. still feeling a tad inebriated, i had some corn chips and fruits. scrumptious. chit-chatting away. laughing. joyous moment. and i don't know what was wrong with me that i had to spoil every single moment when ppl were enjoying their time. i stood up. covering my mouth. yea.. rushed to the toilet and UGH. i vomited for the third time. this time i could taste the corn chips slipping through the surface of my tongue. gross.

went home. showered. had a proper meal - toast with jam. feeling nice and warm. went to bed. still.. feeling a LITTLE BIT hangoverish.

woke up this morning. feeling so much better. thinking of all the things i did yesterday, i literally wanted to bang my head against the wall. only if that could reimburse the FOOL i made myself.
and i saw this on @IvanLiaw's twitter:

"@winceeee what sucks is that he had to come over and puke on my carpet ><"

can someone please stab me right now? sideways, front, back. doesn't matter. just stab me to death. i'm now officially dreadful of the smell of alcohol. atrocious feeling.. ugh.. so kids. NEVER EVER booze if you're not aware of how bad you are with alcohol. N.E.V.E.R.

wagger much?

2009-09-24T13:45:00.007+08:00

again. one of those days. you wake up, staring outside the window, it's rainless. birds chirping. sunlight penetrating the chirping birds. as usual. awesomee.

slept at 6.30am. guess what that means. even a retard can get it right hah.. i missed my two lectures today. one at 11am one at 1pm. wagging is never really my thing. well at least it wasn't until last semester.

came to a friend's place to help her build her architectural model last night. wound up watching 'friends' instead. awesome:) yes. 'friends' all-nighter. cooliooo. hence the turning in at 6.30am.

now. it got me thinking..

am i doing this too much? skipping lectures.though i can catch up with everything eventually. smartass i am what do you expect. despite the smartass quality of mine, this is not right. wagging is never right.

"Kita tidak patut ponteng kelas suka hati" (whatever the phrasing is you get what i mean)

still.. the wronger the thing is, the more you'd like to do it. even though you know it's not right. you still go ahead and be all i-don't-care.and DO IT. when it's done, guilt comes knocking on your door. tamed. for a short bit. go wild all over again. and the cycle never stops. let's just call this "yog's awesome postulation of stupid you-know-you-want-me cycle". never doubt my randomness.

just like wagging. felt bad when you wagged for the first time.felt slightly better but still bad the second time. the third time. the fourth. the fifth.. "I become so numb!" and there you go. it's a never-ending story.

but still.i can't seem to stress this enough. i'll still be able to catch up with all the classes i've missed and turns out to be an awesome swine. awesome indeed. true story.

"when i get sick. i stop being sick, and be awesome instead" (barney stinson, himym) awesomeness it is:)

awesome.

did i mention October's stairway to hell for me? this is the last possible week for me to play all i want do whatever frickin' fun stuff i want. once it's october, assignments followed by assignments, tests and tests and..um.. tests? and exams. no. exam's in Nov. my bad..

oh wait. what's that noise? ... right. it's ivan snoring like one awesome swine. ivan - the one friend of mine whom i do all the bad stuff with hah.. fun stuff..

can't seem to clear up my mind. all sorts of thoughts found entangled within my awesome brain. moving out. job hunting. expenses. clothes to be worn tmr.. hah

running out of brain juice. starving. pointless post indeed. as usual. awesome.

whatever title it is..

2009-09-18T17:08:00.002+08:00

vulnerability is what i'm feeding on atm.

lately, i feel SO depressed like all of a sudden.for some reason. sitting in my room. facebooking. doing nothing. PAMM. depressed..

wonder if i've contracted some sort of neurologic diseases.. schizophrenia perhaps. beware of ME.
probably that's why my hands have been shaking like popcorn machine for the past 19 years. i have yet-to-surface awesome disease. an awesome one.

rant rant rant..

what's the purpose of living anyway.. not that i'm having thoughts of committing suicide. just wondering. well of course other than to serve God.what else? i'm lost..

:)

cor blimey! english accent's hot ;) so bloody scorching HOT. random much huh. ...

friends come and go. they do. do they? well not for me but.it seems like that to me.. like one day all my friends are gonna leave me. i'ma die alone. on my tombstone " lonely old man with no friends who died in a car accident while roller-blading"

so many thoughts running through my head right now. random thoughts. not so random thoughts. some serious thoughts. i'm never a serious person am i.. how pathetic hah..

future. what about future? to be a doctor? a janitor? to get married? or not?
near future. what about it? still slacking like the filthy rich's kid?

i know i'm awesome..

maybe not so.........

it's just one of those moments where you feel like everyone in the world hates you. i still love myself though. no matter what :) *narcissism to its finest*

going to A.S.I.A Cocktail tonight. one of the most well-known annual fob events. it's gonna be packed to the rafters.seriously.2000+ ppl? drunk-dancing on the dancefloor? don't think so..

prolly it's just me. i want my friends to care about me like i care about them. even on some teeny trivial inconspicuous matters. i want them to SHOW me that they care. call me a sensitive emotional douchebag. whatever.

oh. i've been doing this one thing since i can remember. i'm a people-pleaser :) have i ever said no to any favor? people-pleaser i am. a pp who never expresses his stupid struggling self, who always presents himself as a happy-go-lucky TLN. feel sad? bury the sadness.keep it down as much as possible and put on a typical hypocritical grin. .... thought it was a good thing though hah..

emo much? :) feel so much better. just wanted to find some way to 'share' my feelings.at the same time thought i should really update this crappy blog a little. though no one's reading anyway hah..

that's all for now. don't forget, i'm awesome.

crumbled

2009-04-15T21:26:00.004+08:00

6 days down, only 4 more left.

It's been totally unfruitful since the day the break began.
wasn't expecting such futile holiday, thought i'd be at least a little more aggressive.

1 lab report,
2 upcoming tests,
10+ left-behind lectures to catch up,
the part-time job matter,
things that should've be done before this break...

anyway, just to update a little of my procrastination status.
was facebooking and stumbled upon this news piece one of my friends posted.
not a close friend, but the story, it feels like as if i'm in it..
(feel sorry for this friend)

我有一个很爱我很爱我的婆婆。她一手把我带大。我从小她就非常的疼我。
每天回到家，她都会煮好午餐等待我们，一直到中学一直都没有改变。她年龄已经接近90了，可是每天都还是煮饭给我们吃。而且我都知道其实她中午就饿了，可是她汪汪都会忍耐，因为她要等我们-她的孙子回家，和她一起吃饭。我们每天回到家都已经是接近三点了，可是她总是风雨不改的等待我们，为我们开门。我很生气自己为什么那么爱发她的脾气。她不小心睡着，忘了开门，我们往往就会摆出不开心的脸。她站也已经站不稳了，耳朵也听得不是很清楚，可是她总是帮忙我们打理家里的一切一切。因为她总说没事做她会很不自在。她每次跟我们说道理，我们总是左耳进右耳出，有时可能会觉得不耐烦，现在想起真的觉得自己很过分。最近她在家里跌倒，进了医院，我当时听到真的吓了一大跳。可是前几天，她的状况总算变好了，出院了。那时我也比较安心了。可是，我还没机会和她说说电话，因为她的听力变得跟弱了。我刚刚收到我姐的简讯得知她今天早上睡了之后都叫不醒，因为她中风了。我当时听到我真的吓到了。我真的不知道我该怎么办。我真的真的好想回去看她！我很想念她！为什么我现在不在她的身边。。我除了哭，我还能做什么？？？希望她会安全的度过这一切。婆婆，我爱你！

it left me speechless. emotional.
i too have a grandma, not as aged, but does exactly the same things as my friend's grandma does.
i too sometimes vent my resentment at her, for no reason.

it left me thinking,
what if that's my grandma? what if she falls down from the stairs?
what if.. loads of what ifs started popping up.
i should feel lucky to have my grandma still alive and still staying healthy.
i mean, what was i thinking when i yelled at her or said something disrespectful to her.

i once told her that the shirt she bought for me was so hideous that there was no way in hell i was gonna wear it on the first day of cny. i was annoyed, those words just came up of nowhere, not being filtered, all spilt. that hurt. i was shocked that i'd say that, i felt terrible. i was hurt, she was, too, hurt, even worse. despite, she replied with composure, went to shower. i immediately felt like a jerk, an ass, a bitch, satan. figured i was way wrong, picked up my huge smile waiting until she came downstairs. things went fine when i talked and laughed like shit to her afterwards.

I did wear that shirt on cny.

I ♥ my grandma

Science? the -ologies?

2009-03-16T21:56:00.005+09:00

microbiology, pathology, physiology, pharmacology, immunology, -ogy, -ogy, -ogy, -ogy.. GAH! wish they all became orgy, that would be so much more fun.

packed with 3-5 labs a week, on three consecutive days - Tue, Wed, Thur..
3-5 labs, which literally means for some weeks i have 3 labs/week, some 4 labs/week, the worst it can be --> 5 labs/week! which is THIS WEEK! damn it. before that lemme explain a little about the labs thing...

I'm doing 4 units (again as usual i don't wanna overload by taking 5 units..that's insane) this sem: Introductory Microbiology, Human structure and development, Physiology of human body systems, and Principles of pharmacology. pharmacology and that human struc thing are alright though, physiology isn't that terrible either, the most horrifying one: MICROBIOLOGY! eeww the lecturers have monotone aka hynotizing voice aka natural sleeping pill.. the lecture materials are....well since i've never really paid any attention since the 1st lecture (it was up to lecture 6 by last wed) so..no comment lol. and i just figured out one stuff, the major i'm planning to do next year, Pathobiology of Human Disease, and Human Oncology sth, both are stuff closely related to MICROBIO! SOS! hopefully it won't be that bad when i actually start focusing on the lectures and catch up all those left-behind lectures.. *fingers-crossed*

oh about the labs, for pharm, we only have 4 labs throughout the whole semester, and for phyl, we have alternative labs and tutes i.e. lab this week tute next week.. for the human struc unit we have 1 histology lab and 1 anatomy lab and i tute on the SAME FUCKING DAY BACK TO BACK from 11am-2pm! so fuck the what.. anyways for microbio, which is also the most fucked up unit of all, we have lab every wed.. so that's why sometimes i have 3 labs, sometimes 4 sometimes 5.. THANK GOD i have my fridays off. i'd go completely haywire if i didn't have my friday off after a bloody tedious week of 5 labs. lol.

talking about the labs i ABHOR the most, i'm sorry but it's you, HUMAN STRUC TUTE! ha! i know your not even a lab but your lucky enough to get nominated and actually win it! damn your the luckiest tute ever (i'm on amphetamine lately so...) cos we have to prepare for 4 questions provided in the lab book, and present one of the four as a group every thrusday during the tute! damn you tutorial.. well it was bad then during the first ever tute, i was the quietest of all (tho there were a few quieters lol) due to my exclusive hot-caucasianophobia. i was grouped with 4 HOT aussie gals (well not exactly the HOT kind but more of the personality kind of hotness i was talking about they're just being too..friendly i reckon lol) and whatever they said all i did was gag a little, nod a little, saying "yea" a little, and that's how it went for the first tute. it's getting better for the following weeks though, perhaps it just takes time to 'acclimatize'.. we won't be having the same groupmates every week tho, it depends on where you sit and the tutor just divides you into the group with the ones sitting around you. hm. not a bad thing after all aye..

other than that, the other labs have been fine, no reports needed to be complete, just worksheet, which is a plus! ;)

guess i was just ranting over the fact that i'm still idling around procrastinating what i should have done. i told myself to catch up the microbio lectures that i missed out (yea basically all of them from lec 1 lol) and all i did over the weekend was: Beaching and Eating out! prolly it's the guilt that made me write all these bullcrapology.. yea..bullcrapology.. loving it. anyways, i was supposed to complete my superannuated to-do list which was again, catching up the MICROBIO LECTURES! and i ended up being here bullcrapologying..

*totally sigh a relief* feeling so much better letting the craps out, i was so stressed out after thinking what i haven't done and what i'm gonna face on the coming journey, guess it all will turn out just alright. just take it easy whatsoever, be chilled! be cool! that's my yogurt boy ((: i'm feeling smart, feeling handsome too :p i'm hot.

for some reason i'm having second thought about changing 180' to study commerce. the business stuff, finance, accounting..anything other than SCIENCE. prolly i just wanted to escape from the reality, kinda get bored of what i've been studying since forever. its not that i don't like science, just thought that it might be fun to try something unexplored by the yogurt. anyways just a silly thought to rant about. again, i'm hot as usual ;)

P/S: give me a part-time job! someone, whoever i don't care if your a random pedestrian or Bill Gates, just kicks my ass to apply a god damn part time job. i'm like the inertia thing, won't move unless external forces applied lol. i'm hot.

Whatever..

2009-03-13T21:31:00.002+09:00

screw your fucking ass wanker..

oh gosh the feeling of hatred sucks. so freaking tiring. the feeling comes and goes on and off whatever..just.. i'm annoyed! by YOU!

just fuck that thing off of you. and stop being some effing braggart nuisance sometimes. fuck that.

what a douche..

GGAAHHH! *calming down..calming..*

alright! less ranting, more yogurt! lol it's time for..American Idol! yup i believe it's already down to the final 12 or so at this stage of time. few weeks ago when it was the 2nd group of the top 36 performing, for some technical problem i couldn't access the link of the website.

(the website, yes.. it's a website where the owner uploads basically all kind of reality show shown on tv (mostly Idol). thank god for this website lol)

i clicked on the link and that thing wasn't streaming at all! i waited and waited, the sun set, the moon showed, the sun rose again, oh and i realized it was already dawn, i'd waited for a day for that fucker to stream and apparently it didn't! so i kinda gave up and the days later i attempted the link again for quite a few times and still, not working! for that i missed the 2nd group, also the 3rd group of AI, not to mention the wildcard round.. and it was the final 12 (or 13..not sure) this past wednesday and i missed it! (well this is me.. i wouldn't want to watch the later episodes if i missed any of the ones in front)

just then, i tried my luck again, and guess what i'ma buy a lottery tmr! hell yea! it worked! and i watched it with gutful of joyous excitement. boy has it been the greatest way to pass time particularly when you have no class on friday (notice a line-shooter around?)

possibly i'll go to the beach tmr, Scarborough beach baby! one of the well-known beaches herein perth. bitch it up!

Leaving on a Jetstar

2009-02-22T00:34:00.004+09:00

Aha! i'm so back in perth, hasn't been feeling like writing anything lately (mainly due to the exhaustion after writing the last post lol)

yes i'm again a perthsian after two months of sit-soi-oh hols, one thing that i wanted to say about coming back : HOT! damn though it's not comparable to sydney's but it was 36'C today! FTW?! and i spent my entire afternoon exposing myself to bitch-like sunlight, like they were afraid of getting complaint from SESB for not giving their best power they could. i didn't know it was that hot so i wore jeans and i swear the god there won't be jeans until summer subsides.

F.Y.I, i took Jetstar on my way back to perth. it's a low budget airline like AirAsia. i don't know about AirAsie and other "low budgets" but Jetstar? it kinda was an excruciating journey taking Jetstar (lets abbr it as J for the sake of story) well nothing real bad about it, no screen in front of your seat, thats totally understandable since it's "LB", it's the level of comfyness of the seats. you know ppl with long legs like myself (yes i have long legs don't be jealous lol) can barely sit properly towards the last few hours of the flight. know why? the space in front is just too short to comfify my legs! whenever i sat like normal my knees touched the seat in front, so i just bent my legs a little changing the 'conformation' to fit in the substrate lol, my legs aren't made of steel so they had to change their pose from time to time which, aching my whole body like shit man.. but what to expect.. it's LB.. lol

when i was on my way to perth, i first flew to Sg, checked out, picked up luggage, had lunch and touring around Changi airport between terminals, checked in for the flight to perth, boarding. that's basically the schedule of that day, the hilarious part is.. i'm so prone to losing things! my my.. i first left the most important things when i scanned my laptop bags my cabin luggage, i put all the significant stuffs i.e. passport, wallet, cell phone, key of my homestay's house in a small tray and scanned through as well. i walked pass that security beeper, got my cabin luggage, laptop bag, and i walked away without taking those things in the small tray! could you believe that?! i only realized when the officer yelled.. thank god she yelled lol

second, i lost my passport! it was when we were about to check in for the flight to perth, the minute before i remembered i was still holding the passport in my hand, the next minute when i realized something's missing my passport's gone! it flew away like it actually had wings! i then panicked (of course who wouldn't be when you lost your passport before the minute you check in) and searched my bags my luggage everything and only when i looked below my trolley, it was there! my passport! gosh someone please tell me how the fuck did that passport end up on the floor. thanks for affrighting me, passport! (lol)

third off, and the most dramatic one, i lost my boarding pass! unlike the previous two circumstances i DID drop my boarding pass at god-knows-where right before we were urged to board the plane. lol this was embarrassing, the story went like this: me and my friend, which i bumped into earlier that morning who was gonna take the same flight as me, checked in the luggage and went into the departure hall at 4.30pm sth (the plane took off at 5,45pm) we then took photos, walking around, online-ing with the free internet provided, then we slacked our ways to the boarding gate, we entered the gate only like 10 mins before the flight (damn that was so OMG never had any experience before) when we were supposed to show up at 5.15pm as written on the boarding pass, cos we MISREAD the lines saying "enter the gate no later than 5.15pm" to "the gate opens at 5.15pm" hence we were the last ones boarding onto plane and i couldn't even find a place to stuff my cabin luggage, i was totally a superstar at that moment opening up almost half the "tempat simpan luggage" above the seats on an airplane when everyone's eyes were on me like the kind of stess you got on a stage performing. alright alright back to the part where we entered the gate, there i started searching for my boardins pass like everywhere and i couldn't seem to find it! so i told the guy there and he told an indian seemingly the stewardess in charge, she then gave me this oh-my-god-you-better-not-kid-me face saying, "omg! you better start looking for it! look carefully!" then i heard her speaking on the phone to someone who scolded her like a minute before i guess, saying, "you screamed on the top of your lungs........." couldn't remember since i was busy looking for that god damned boarding pass.. i still couldn't find it when they already handwrote me a boarding pass (i'm the special one it's always like that.. just can't help.. don't be jealous of this too hoho).. i could see that most of them were really pissed off but couldn't show any emotion due to professionalism, i was the last one boarding some more, how could they not go haywire.. sigh i pitied them..for not be able to show what they felt.. thank god for that as well cos i'd be so crappingly beaten up if they weren't trying to show professionalism. LOL.

the plane then took off quite in time, and i totally "enjoyed" the 5 hours of legs-changing-pose, i was so thrilled when i overlooked the night view of perth high from the sky and i knew we finally arrived. THANK YOU! what a journey lol..

oh oh oh! one more..on my way back i took a cab and the driver was pakistanis. cab drivers can be talkative at times you know.. we talked about some bullcrap stuffs and i got quite some perks from him.. he gave me a booklet his customer gave it to him the night before, a booklet about christian stuff.. when we reached my homestay place, it was AUD 39.20 and i gave him a 50 dollars note, he didn't have 10 dollars change so he gave me a 20 dollars note and i was like "but i don't have 10 bucks for you..." then he was like "nah don't worry about that.." yes! that was so a discount! thank you! before i got off the car he gave me this THING, a not so fresh pink/red rose! a small kuntum of it.. i was like "aww......th..a..nks....." alright apparently he's not gay he's just being friendly just that he used a weird WEIRD way.. anyways i then quickly went into the house and stayed up to 5am and i had my good morning sleep lol

WHAT A DAY!

@ Changi after entering the departure hall
yes the small kumtum of rose.. turning even rottenish now..lol

I know what you did last summer...

2009-02-13T14:47:00.004+09:00

Just few months ago when summer holiday began, 4 of us went on a road trip, we drove all night, boozing and dancing in the car, blasting rockin' music ..Shut Up and Drive Drive Drive.. and we all felt like we were enjoying the time of our lives. Just then an asshole fisherman crossed the road and got hit by our car!

"oh my effing god what should we do?!"
"stay calm....stay calm....sta...we just killed a man!"
"dude it was a manslaughter just do the hit-and-run thing already! you don't wanna get caught do ya?!"
"WTF?!"...
and we live happily ever after.

enough with the pain in the ass story telling time lol.. holiday! that's the one thing that every single student looks forward to all the time, and i'm a huge fan of it! i love having nothing to do, i love being a mould-growing person, i love watching series 24/7, i love it when i'm in holiday! just love it.. and one thing about being one of the zhongers, GAMBLING is all that matters! lol just kidding gathering is what i meant, seriously don't judge me on that.. *gambling rules!*

yup gambling! i wasn't such a part of it until the first ever gambling i had since i got back from perth, the unforgettable christmas' eve at my house! we had Rami, 9 pts, black jack.. since then i started to get addicted to being a money-risker.. New year's eve, weekdays, weekends, pre-CNY, CNY, post-CNY.. ........ wow........ didn't realize i gambled so much. lol. until the day before, or few days ago, Jasmine, ah liau, kanasai, myself and kar ling were playing Rami at kar ling's house.. started 2pm sth, ramiing all the way until 6.30pm.. we could have left earlier but you know what GAMBLER stands for.. Guys Aiming Making Billion ₤ Ended-up Rotten.. lol that was a bad one.. we kept playing and couldn't seem to get ourselves out of it.. we only stopped when my sister, ah liau's mom, and someone else i forgot who called and....we stopped, with one last round before we left..lol.. it was 6.30pm, my sis got her tuition at 7.20pm, 50 mins interval with 3 places to go, first off Lintas, sending kanasai home, next station Inanam, ah liau's turn, last stop Kingfisher, sending queen Jasmine home, guess what with my super-skilled don't-get-in-my-way-or-you-will-die driving, i managed to reach home at 7.20pm..where i was supposed to be 10mins earlier lol. what to do we're gamblers! lol i then hastily send my sis to her tuition in less than 10mins' time, the fastest ever lol. well i guess my fellow passengers that day felt all the same that night "Thank God i'm alive!" lol seriously recall of how i drove that day, heady, heedless, foolhardy, inhumane, insensate, cold-blooded, every possible word that you could use to describe a reckless driver, that was how i drove that day..they nearly passed out on their ways back home. Thank God I'm Alive! lol

that's the point, when i headed home after sending my sis to her tuition, i kept thinking to myself, how could i be so gamblish that i nearly didn't make it for things that are more crucial, than gambling at the least.. i felt so remorsed on my way back, alone, thinking of the gamblishness that almost got myself killed (my sis lol), feeling so compunctioned that I ALMOST WET.. lol.. i still felt i wasn't doing things right that night and it got me tossing about in bed, i could barely fall asleep that night, well i did at last and it was something like 3.30am..woke up the next morning with a big-disney-princess-morning-yawn, with big breath for sure (lol thats not true at all)..guess what.. i was like what's going on yeserday.. and i carry on gambling and live happily ever after.. -.-凸

well that pretty much is what did the whole "summer", oh how can we not mention anything about the zhonger-hangouts. we had quite a few times of gathering but none of them was 100% attendance.. diff areas what can do unless there's this Zhong university with the 56 of us and will be closed down and demolished after our graduation right away. ha. ha. ha.. it was great seeing the zhongers after almost a year.. sitting around talking about basically everything, studies, environment, SEX life lol it's not like anyone of us has one but we just talked about it, enjoying talking about it so much some more *evil grin* we once sat down and the longest ever conversation took off, that longest ever lasted nearly 5 hours..from 8pm to 1am.. oh btw it was at Jasper's house where the others were G-ing, the ones that took part were the three-eighty zhongers : yogurt, wc, lolo, ah liau, waen yien. "The Unbeatable Five" lol that was a great night having to get back together and just bombard our past-one-year experiences.. we even hung out twice in 4 days at the exact same place, with the aussie gang..well mostly aussie cos others were either back to study or didn't come back at all. gahh just too much to reminisce, thousands of gatherings wouldn't be enough anyway.. wish we could go back to the old time doing things together. sigh-ness. i'm not sure about you guys but i quite often feel nostalgic whenever something reminds me of our high school life, even if there's only a unnoticeable amount of "stimulant". sigh-ness.

5 more days, 5 more fucking days and i'm gonna pack my belongings and leave, for study. though i don't feel as reluctant as last time when i left, there's still something i miss about being here in my hometown. it's my home after all.. bak kata pepatah "bird fly high high at last pun fly back to their own nest" lol that was so improvised what a smart-pant i am :p it might be different this time cos when i go back i'll have to seriously find myself a job, or i won't be able to pay any of the fees, well other than tuition fees for sure, living expenses is what i meant.. well i've been thinking, again, to myself, it won't be that bad to work right, i can't be worse than watching your grandparents making love.......that was rude..and disgusting! eeewww! i said that! no! ok forget.. forget what i said.. so i'm convincing myself that working is not really a bad thing, you can earn money, you can learn something special, you can experience life, see? there's 3 good things already lol. and finally after a couple of days of contemplation and self-hypnotizing, i made it! i get passed myself! working will be fine! so fine.. i'm gonna find one fucking job and fucking do it, earn fucking money, pay those fucking expenses and i'm so gonna shop the hell out of it.. damn! I FEEL GOOD~ dadadadadada..

wow what a long post i better stop.. haha couldn't help but kept on writing and it came out like this, i'm truly shocked. *oh my god i'm shocked* still the same old yog's cliche.."Don't miss me too much!" :p take care peeps won't be updating anytime soon.. unless i'm feeling the urge to do so lol.

Memorial speech for Mr.陈乐轩 (lol)

2009-02-02T02:00:00.004+09:00

超级星光大道! as always i'm a big fan of the show, i still am.. not sure if i will be but anyway, ever since season 1 i never felt pity for those who got eliminated cos they should be (lol). Like i said i'm always a 星光 fan, i watch basically every single episode since season 1, it was good back then, but when it came to season 2..and 3, it got a little too hoaxy at times and that somewhat crazed me out, eg unfairreasonable given marks.. despite the "fraudulence", i kept on watching and now season 4's in the run, to be honest i kinda like season 4 cos it feels like season 1, the purity the truthfulness the talent or whatever it is that i got fascinated when for the first time i watched 星光.

I just finished watching the latest episode with the last 9 standing, and one of my fave contestants of the season got eliminated! I nearly wept the moment he was certified..it was him and the other guy that didn't pass the set mark which was 18, and they battled by singing a song in 30 seconds, the one with lower mark would get kicked out and it was him! 陈乐轩! sadness man.. my heart was like being whipped intemperately when other contestants cried so like the ugliest pigs for his elimination.. he's one of my top 5 contestants of the season but..never thought that he'd be gone so soon. As i mentioned before i never commiserated the sifted out contestants cos they really should be, for some reason. but for 乐轩 i really thought he could stay on the show further till final or something, he's got way more potential than the guy who did not get kicked out..he's got one unique voice and he could really turn excruciating tunes into melodious strains.. well sorta.. he once sang "The Blower's Daughter" by Damien Rice (this wasn't the excruciating tunes i was referring to lol) and i swear the god that blew my mind, well not entirely but i started to like his singing, it makes me feel comfortable and i can sense the overflowing sincerity and that is what that captures my whole me when i listen to him singing.

He's a hong kee, he went to uk to pursue a medical degree and for the sake of his interest which is singing, he decided to stop studying for a year and give 星光 a shot. He's sorta a singer songwriter i guess.. just to let you guys know something about him, i'm still feeling that it's such a pity to let him off the show! sigh what can do i'm no producer of the show.. btw the other reason i like about season 4 is that there's so much talent within, and now it's top 9, well top 8 after 乐轩's gone, and other than the guy who battled with 乐轩, i reckon they're all really talented and should all be the champion..lol but reality show can't be philanthropic can they.. gosh that's what i hate about reality, it's always so cruel.. *wishing to be brought to Neverland and getaway from the reality together with peter pan and the fairy tale fellas*

oh i noticed this was a grumpy and crabby post, please bear with that lol and sorry that i didn't brag anything myself in this post, like being overself-confident or something, i know some of you are missing that part of me ;) alright i'm still looking hot and handsome though i'm feeling sad..

well hope 乐轩 will be spotted by some music producers or whoever and sign him as a singer! i sure the hell i'm gonna buy his album if he publishes one..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jFdBi0Gle7Y here's a link to him singing "The Blower's Daughter"..i couldn't seem to emb the vid here cos apparently it was disabled by the user, what a loser bastard..lol

here's another snippet of him singing 記念

did i sound like i was grieving over him? like a memorial speech that would normally be given on a funeral.. LOL.. gah my shoulder's aching my eye's urging me to close it..damn it.. oh well night eveyone i'm gonna have my sweet dream.. don't ever try to interrupt!

Green-eyed monster

2009-01-14T13:52:00.002+09:00

Have you ever had thoughts like these?
"Oh that shirt looks nice on him, damn i'm sure gonna get myself one of those"
"That guy's hairstyle is just..amazing! how i wish i could possess half the amazingness"

yes, clearly, that's me. though i look pretty hot as well (it's a facty fact, google yogurt yong and what shows up will be "did you mean 'hot'? ") but i'm always not contented by what i already had and stuff, to be exact, my appearance.

"Your the good-lookingest awesomest guy i've ever seen! your hot already!" claimed some crazy teenage girl fan of mine.

Still, when i watch dramas movies or some random ads, i come across some random awesomely looking hairstyle/outfit/shoes/accesories..those sorts of things, i'll look at the mirror straight into my lovely eyes, reflecting my whole handsome face thinking, "i should get that haircut" "i should buy that piece of clothe".. "i still look great without those but it'd be my pleasure to have those" therefore i can never get impressed. Is this called materialistic? cos i sorta think that would be the most-fitted way to describe me. loll. I'm a materialistic awesomely good-looking guy.

sorry for the self-admiration, its beyond curable, like the final stage of breast cancer did i just say breast cancer?

oh oh..it all started with the haircut i had this morning, i paid RM54 and got myself a haircut that i'm not IMPRESSED (Mr.Lee, 2004). well looking in the mirror for like an hour and finally got myself used to the newly-cut. thank goodness my face looks all handsome and handsome despite the haircut, well it isn't that bad itself but just not as what i expected it'd come out. nah it'll grow the way i want eventually so i'm rekindled again.

speaking of which, shopping! yes, shopping, i saw this pants at Padini concept store 1Borneo, beautifully made and it's written on the board specially made for hot guys (like..myself..lol) i tried size 31 on since that was the biggest i could possibly find on the rack. Damn it! didn't fit at all! couldn't even zip the zipper, i tried my hardest and i gave up. lol..didn't want to risk breaking some unfitted garment. and i will crash Warisan's Padini one day (maybe tmr) and they better have the size i want or i'll burn the shop down..*witchy devilish laugh*

oh and i'm sort of a shopaholic myself, not the uncontrollable kind but, the shopaholic dummies? lol

Streamyx totally rocks

2009-01-08T21:55:00.006+09:00

Streamyx rocks doesn't it? it's been a month since i got back from perth and i've been so impressed by Streamyx's performances, like totally impressed.. i'm impressed. well here arises the question How impressed? here goes.

- Incredibly incomparably FAST internet connection speed. I'm really satisfied by the fact that it takes approx half an hour to load a 4 minute youtube video. Once it took me several attempts to merely open a webpage, well by several i mean NUMEROUS lol. but surprisingly it's like so the other way round when it comes to downloading stuffs, LEGAL downloading i was talking about, i'm a responsible peasant who does nothing that goes against the law. I'm so legallicaful.. LOL

- Amazingly unbelievably FAST internet connection speed.

- Crazily fabulously FAST internet connection speed.

- BracaObamatically fancifully FAST internet connection speed.

- FTW-ly WTF-ly FAST internet connection speed.

See the way i'm impressed? through the 5 points stated. wonder how can Sabahans live with this freaking 'achievement'. guess we're stronger than we think we are.. we're bloody FIGHTERS! we've been surviving the world's worst Streamyx disaster ever! i'm impressed.

Btw my profuse apology for the one and only one post for the previous month lol. have been so conquered by slothfulness that whenever i log on to Blogger i wet my pants... ha.. ha.. ha..

Lets see what went by when i was not around the blogosphere. hm first off, Christmas' eve, and Christmas (Merry Christmas!), followed by New Year's eve, New Year, and so and so.. well we pretty much gambled through most of these festivals, christmas' eve at my place new year's eve at chuchee's place. Gambling rocks! and i've made myself a promise that i'll crash the Top10 wealthiest people chart when i grow up.

when i grow up, i wanna be famous, i wanna be a star, i wanna be in movies, when i grow up, i wanna see the world, drive nice cars, i wanna have boobies, when i grow, be on tv, people know me, be on magazines.... (When I Grow Up - Pussycat Dolls)

lol what else.. oh! ttss new uniform! has anybody seen it? omg that is SICK! not in a good way loll.. imagine the little newbies wearing unfitted oversized plain light blue shirt with no stripes on it, with dark blue long pants, which makes them.. DWARFY! lol congrats ttss! for changing things around, making it worse. i'd like to attend the closing down ceremony of ttss sometime in the future. rest in peace my beloved high school. loll..

I have a cousin's wedding dinner to attend tonight at Sutera Magellan grand ballroom, i suppose lol. and the problem is, i haven't decided what to wear! gees.. 'just pick one already' you might say.. haha yes telepathy i have i'm a psychic prodigy. lol. well have to get ready for the dinner and brainstorm for how i should look tonight, you know, celebrity..

I'm back!

2008-12-18T15:15:00.002+09:00

WuHa! WuHa! i'm back! i'm so back! as in back back..back from aussie..back to blogging..I'M BACK! :p

its been a while since i last updated..like..few weeks? anyways, no interesting sutff = no update! that's my blogging theory..LOL.. well guess i'll have to do a little update to this blog..it's all god-forsakenly dusty dirty dilly-dally.... vegetable is good for your health! hoho..

let's talk about the day i came back to kk from alaska (don't ask me why alaska..lol) it was 6/12 Saturday..i started packing the day before..and ended up only like 1 gram of stuff inside the luggage..you know..procrastinating has always been one of my best friends.. i'm not only good in procrastinating during pre-exam study, i'm pro in dilly-dallying in basically everything.. I rock..i know.. so i left the packing after a good night sleep.. it was my last night in perth so guess what, i had the best sleep ever! the next morning, i woke up with the cock crowing..yes i reared a cock named "dick face" in my room..back in perth.. i then enjoyed my last brekkie at perth..which was cereal + milk..typical uni student's breakfast..the express one.. then i began jumping around in the house (my homestay family was off to hk the day before i left so i got to do whatever i wanted to do since day one i moved in to their house) screeching dancing moonwalking.. walking in the house like totally naked..called a bunch of hookers and fucked the morning out..had a morning orgy and got all wasted with boobies and pennies.. OH MY.. did i just say all that? must have got possessed by Harald Tan..LOL..

i then carried on packing while grace wong (the one who abandoned us back in S2 and flew all the way back to miri..yes..that woman..lol) came and visited me..well bid me goodbye..sort of..cos she didn't want to go all the way to the airport konon..anyway thanks to her "visit" i had the shortest packing time ever..cos she kept grumbling and mumbling about how indecisive i was..indeed.. anyways after finished packing grace gave me a ride to the shopping mall nearby-est, Garden City to get some souvenirs for my grandma.. as well to reminisce the shopping mall i've spent the most money on..damn it..lol.. i was then catching a bus home (5 mins ride, told ya the nearby-est) when i met a girl from Harbin..apparently she spoke english..sort of like aussie accent..and she came to me and started talking with me like i knew her..(oh Lord, forgive me for my handsomeness and attractiveness..) and she kept on blahh-ing on my way back home..like all the way..the thing is.. she started with "did you just visit the place i worked? i think i saw you in my shop just now" "oh reeally? where do you work?" "xxxx(some random shop which i have no idea what that was..)" "ohh..(pretending to know that shop) i think you get the wrong person *smile*" i thought she'd cease the conversation after that..who knew she'd continue interrogating me over some craps..i then pretended to be my hypocrite, smiling, answering questions then i got off the bus with a totally charming "nice meeting you" smile on my face..i'm a rock star..

well, after that i was waiting for the cab to arrive..getting a little nervous yet feeling a sense of reluctance to leave that great place..(perth is really a great place) but i felt like going home so badly that i couldn't wait any longer..the contradiction went on and on until the taxi finally arrived..the driver was an indonesian.. while i was on my way to airport mr.harald called me like..thousand times cos he'd been waiting since 4pm..thanks to his homestay family lol cos the flight took off at 7.20pm..wonder what his homestay family was thinking.. finally after a not-so-long-not-so-short sweaty hotty 41-dollar ride (damn that was so ex..) carrying one backpacking, one laptop, one little handcarry luggage and one huge to be "cabinned", there i saw harald sitting on a bench waiting for my arrival.. he actually tried to check in with his 22.4kg luggage but he was like totally rejected by that spec-lady..know what caused the overweight? he brought two 1.25L bottled drinks back! oh god..he then took it out for good and drank it to contract diabetes..as he always wishes hoho.. then it was my turn..well our turn since he got turned down the 1st time..his luggage got through with 19kg..then i was a little nerve-racking with my 21.6kg unreasonably large packing and was ready to repack that shit..surprisingly, she let me through! HA! this so proved that my charm does kill..lol..

we then Domed for like a while since it was just 5pm sth..enjoyed the last Dome we'd have in perth, we then walked into the waiting room thing to wait for the flight.. there emerged the crisis..lol crisis..whatever.. there was this guy standing at the so-called checkpoint thing making sure there's no one bringing handcarry more than 7kg.. and good die not die..i had one backpack, one laptop bag and one little handcarry as i mentioned before..which was so not allowed..that guy then told me this and that and told me to get an approval sticker or sth..at least that was what i heard..i then went all the way back to the counter downstairs totally naked.. *evil smirk* asked the lady for a sticker or something.. and the following thing again proved that i'm such a charming attractive handsome hottie..LOL..that lady welcomed me with a big big ahliau's smile on her face and asked me what my problem was, i then told her i was required a sticker or sth..she did a little checking and asking whatsoever, still, with a you're-so-hot-smile on her face.. she asked me to stuff as much stuff as possible from that little handcarry to my backpack so that i could pass that idiotic checkpoint with only 1 backpack and one laptop bag..she sent my little handcarry "cabinned" which actually was not allowed..remember my 21.6kg elephant? yea that was actually already over the limit and she still let through my little handcarry luggage which was like 5kg++..she then gave me this everything's-fine-now smile and i got myself through that checkpoint..gees..what a crisis..LOL..yea crisis...

we boarded the plane and got excited..watched a movie called "Fred Claus", which was not really bad..oh! it was a small plane we sat on..it was like a 3-3 arrangement of seats..totally small..which shouldn't really be an airplane from aus to brunei..it should be at least a 2-4-2! agghhh..anyways everything was going smoothly..arrived at brunei..felt the freaking HOTNESS..started sweating..and boarded the plane to kk..arrived at kk..picked up luggage..met my mum and sis outside waiting..feeling so warm getting home finally..and for the first time since february, i felt so homy at home.. taadddaahhh! here i am! i'm back! lalalalaa~ about that little reunion we had at lintas yoyo..it felt pretty great meeting long time no see zhongers.. unfortunately not all were able to be there.. but i'm so looking forward to the humungous reunion we're gonna have in 10 years' time..bringing along our own spouse and kids.. awwww.. just can't wait xD

one thing about KK that i can't stand..the freaking HOT HOT HOT climate..it's killing me! lol..and one more thing..all dear tolol fan chong.. wish they could all get drowned by ah liau's saliva.. yogurt rocks! hohoho..

Simplement moi

2008-11-30T21:18:00.002+09:00

Simplement moi

56.0%男性倾向,44.0%女性倾向

评点：文章风格清新，理性与感性兼备，简隽练达，有自然率真之美。

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saw this thingy from Wet's blog..surprisingly the result was so accurate that i almost wet..LOL (there's a story behind the "i almost wet" thing..funny thing haha) i'm so gonna stick to my own way..prolly i'ma win myself a title of "blogger of the century" with all these rationality and sentimentality i've got..i'm awesome..and yes i'm bragging about my blog, a blog with only not more than 5 posts a month..LOL..

the night before..

2008-11-15T00:58:00.003+09:00

This is the COCKY me underestimating the 100-MCQ coming tmr...

This is the GULLIBLE me falling into the molecular-biology-of-the-cell hoax, with incomplete lecture recordings, lecture slides with only pictures and nearly no explanation at all..

it's 1:15am and i'm supposed to make out with my bed at this moment.. but due to some factors, yes..my cockiness lol, i'm trapped! totally trapped like a fool. FOOL fool FOOL fool~ lalalala~ yes i'm a fool, i'm a COCKY fool! :p just wanted to express how glad i am that i'm always not the only one being so cocky. we have this discussion board for every unit we're enrolled in.. it's normally empty and dusty until the day before exam, typical.. all of a sudden the board is thronged and jammed and noisy and squeezy.. and for sure there's some professional last-minuter like myself (but i'm not being a last-minuter this time! lol) jamming the board asking for help. i understand how it feels when your desperate with something and you can't get it, you'd resort to do something you never did before.. like.. calling 911, commit homicide, or maybe suicide, kissing the lamp post, ... , xD and last but not least, spamming on discussion board! lol.. and for someone who's being cocky all the time and feeling devastated at this 11th hour, yes i'm referring to yogurt yong.. it's always good to find someone that happens to be on the same boat! how glorious would that be. GLORIOUS~ anyway, i saw lots of ppl ranting about how shouldn't the lecture be and so and so blah blah blah.. sure i'm so glad to see that i'm not alone! therefore i decided to spare this very last minute to express how glad i am cos i'm not alone~ i'm not alone~ lalala~

gotta turn in..wish me luck..100 MCQ! hope i'll have a dream about the answers for all the questions tmr.. all the best..

Ohhh Freedom! Freeeeeddoomm

2008-11-13T20:52:00.003+09:00

Ohhh Freedom~ Freedom~ Freeeeedoom~ Think! (yea that song..lol..)

I'm unofficially free! yea, unofficially.. cos i'm only free for one night (i gave myself this one-night-in-freedom pass, the coolest pass ever!) and have to work my ass out starting tomorrow for the 100-MCQ molecular biology on Sat.. sadness :p

anyway, since i granted myself a night free, i think i'd do something meaningful. YES! clean up the dust herein.. well lets start off with "how's my week been"! as you know it's been a while since exam week commenced, and i, as a fellow Human Biology 2 taker had my very first exam during Swat Voc (the week before actual exam for you to get prepared, they call it that, weird..lol) it was only a practical though, nothing much to worry about since it was fairly easy last semester, and i totally aced it! i got 97% for the practical last semester for human bio 1..yes, round applause please, thank you. and FYI 97% was the highest mark. there were only few of us scoring this ultimate mark. YES, big round applause. thank you very much :p So for the one this semester, i think i screwed it up a little, by a little i literally mean A LITTLE since i'm a cocky guy, i will always overestimate myself..cos i'm COCKY! haha. punch me in my face if your annoyed.. ha! you can't! nani nani bubi nani nani bubi you can't catch me! xp

enough with the stupid childish thing lol.. oh one thing! one embarrassing thing. It was a mary-go-round pattern exam, so basically your given 2.5 minutes for one station, times up, move to the next station, 2.5 mins, times up, move.... until you finish all the questions (sounds exciting hey! yes it definitely was the exam with greatest fun lol) then during one 'move', it was a 180 total turn, i had to move to the station behind me (oh ya the prac is on a threesome basis, 3 students a station a time) and i was a little nervous cos i couldn't really get the answer for the previous station so i moved to the next station promptly thinking the previous question, then i looked at the question in front of me when i moved to the next station, it was Q3 where i was supposed to have Q6! what the hell! i was like totally freaked out and started biting my nails, looking worried, eyes shifting left and right and left, perspiring profusely, wetting my pants, burning my brain down...yes i was a little LOST at that moment..but it took less than 0.01sec for me to recover, lol, guess what, i sat on the wrong seat! i was supposed to be the third seat all the way to the end and at that particular making-ppl-nerve-racking station i sat on the 1st seat! omg! the girl was waiting for me to fudge off and we had this awkward little grin when we faced and i left the seat so clumsily that i kissed Jennifer Hawkins.. believe it or not, the whole process elapsed a total of....3 seconds! lol yes this whole paragraph happened in 3 secs. xD lalalalala~

after the prac on 06/11 i started studying sambil slacking for the crazily bombarding exams coming this week, which i actually did quite a good job on. (slacking i'm referring to hahahaa) i started doing revision on 100-MCQ on last Sat, which was so not yogurt yong, the guy who always does his stuff at the eleventh hour. lol. anyway, yea studying slacking and studying, and finally it was this monday, 10/11, only i started revising Chem which the exam was yesterday. my plan was like "okay i'll study chem on monday and do human bio on tuesday, fair enough" cos after chem which was yesterday i'd have like less than one day to study for human bio hence my plan. yes, "plan"..if i ever do things according to my plan, i'm possessed. LOL as usual i used up my entire body to study my heart out on monday, like the nerdest nerd you can ever imgaine of me, well, in the morning only though, i started watching dramas and facebooking and that summed up my night, which i was supposed to finish chem and i still had like 2 topics and past exam papers to go! omg! well i then told myself not to torture my body and i went to bed so peacefully that i had the weirdest dream i've ever had! not sure if i had that dream that night or the night before, anyway it was a funny dream haha.. totally unorganized and mussy fussy..

sorry bout that lol, i'll try to stick to the status quo! oohh stick to the status quo! HMS! lol.. then yup, as USUAL, i woke up on tuesday morning, glamorous sunshine shone magnificently through the window straight onto my good-lookingest face, procrastinated a little, breakfasting, enjoying the time of my life (lol) and finally the chem notes grasped my attention, the chem notes were like "bastard! you promised last night to study me!"...something like that..anyway, and i sat down, GUESS, WHAT,.. it was youtube time! lol..another half day gone, i only started studying for chem after that and @!$^!%@%^#%&^%!@^!^#^&Y (no, not swear words, that, my friend, is called "fast-forward", mark it down) then i sat the exam with whole lot of excitement and hope, and i came out of the hall looking desperately wanting to have some day off! lol. that was one hell of a controller btw, fast forawrded almost a day..HAHA! *slapped punched kicked stomped bitten eaten swollen* please bear with my randomness, i've been this random lately :p oh well. i had my human bio exam this afternoon, which was alright, i did a pretty mediocre job i guess, well, above average..maybe distinction..I'm a COCKY bad ass dude! *enough is enough!!* lol.. and here i am! doing meaningful stuff instead of preparing my funeral for the stats exam on next monday, make sure you make youselves available at that time, or i'll pester you with my never-dying-spirit. meow~ *i'm random~i'm random~*

actually this isn't what i wanted to post at first, and i ended up crapping so much, feeling so..LUCKY for you guys to have the chance to witness this great production of mine! your pleasure x-] oh ya the main point haha, finally, it's about aussie students..you know some of them, SOME, don't "pigeon-holing" yourself lol. yup SOME of them are like "i need to score only 30% in the exam to pass the unit! woohoo!" ...=.=... cos most of the exams here don't account like 70 or 80% to the unit final mark, most of them are like 50, max 65 or so.. and those aussies' attitudes.. i mean.. shoulnd't you be aiming for, say, at least a Credit or Distinction? PASS?! what the hell?! i even heard my friend from other uni say that her friends didn't even turn up for the exams cos it's only worth 30% of the total mark. WTF?! should this be the right attitude for studying? 中国文化历史悠久孔子曰：“长江后浪推前浪，前浪死在沙滩上” what a brilliant improvisation. i'm awesome. yup that's pretty much what i want to say.. step up fellas! credit! D! HD! not pass! lol.. i'm not that pissed actually, just thought that i might utilize this lame topic to rant for soemthing haha.

yay! long post! its been a while since i posted a long post. wooweee~ *kena tumbuk even harsher* better off to study now, yes, STUDY! which literally means..Grey's anatomy time! lol.. all the best guys ;)

ah, ha, ha, ha, Stayin' alive! Stayin' alive!

2008-11-03T14:30:00.002+09:00

i'm staying alive!

yes.. i'm staying alive! i'm doing some revision right now but just received a call from my mom.. i thought it was gonna be some sort of ranting or what so i answered the call expecting NOTHING.. she then asked me what was i doing how's study going sort of stuff.. then.. she said,

"I have a good news for you, your aunt just called (yes the aunt paying all my fees), and she said if you do great in this semester she'll let you proceed your study in aussie!"......

I was STUNNED.. totally.. staying surprised for a few sec and that Joker's face started coming to me and sticked on my face.. I tried to sound calmed.. at the same time i burst out laughing in my mind.. woohohoho~ then my mom told me that she told my aunt about the aussie dollars dropping thing and me getting PR thing and my aunt agreed and.........I can stay if i get good results for this semester!

Ole Ole Ole Ole~~ i'm so on cloud nine right now!! walking on air to the seventh heaven!! yiiihaaaaaaaaaaa~~ it all just boost my mood to study harder but before that i'd have to express my extreme happiness at this particular moment!! Wuuuhaaaa~~ (and i just checked my grade for the last Chem lab i had, again, i got a HD! that's so wonderful)

All these just sum up my mood right now.. mary had a little lamb~ london bridge is faling down~ smiley faces cheerful heart~ lalalalalaa~ gotta study now.. catch up with you guys soon! ;)

Nostalgia

2008-11-01T23:36:00.005+09:00

Just saw some pictures taken during my grandma's birthday few days ago..my mom sent those photos to me.. and i'm feeling so homesick now.. i almost cried when i was seeing those photos.. tears just couldn't help revolving in my eyes.. there used to be me and my family but for these..i'm not in the pictures.. and it feels really strange.. awkwardly strange..

i've been pretty good since i came to perth..it's been almost a year and life's going kinda great here.. i didn't realize how much i miss my family until i saw the photos.. like the photos are some sort of activator to homesickness.. Let me go home~

i could go back at 24 nov before the flight's changed, which is like few more weeks from now.. but for some reason i have to stay and work so i won't be going back anytime soon.. another few months of 'excruciation'..

Another aeroplane, another sunny place,
I'm lucky I know
but I wanna go home
I got to go home
Let me go home
I'm just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

i miss home....

P/S: exam's in a week's time.. gotta do some cramming for sure.. and hopefully everything goes smoothly.. and.. all the best to all the people having exams out there as well.. let's pull it through!

about-myself tag

2008-10-17T20:23:00.003+08:00

It's been two whole busy weeks! multicultural week, assignments, tests..will share with you guys soon. Stay tune! lol..

State 15 weird/habits/little known facts about yourself. The 10 people I tag are then supposed to follow in my footsteps and state their 15 weird things, habits, and little known facts.

1. Let's begin with something physical. I have both my toes (the 2 biggest ones) kind of like bend inwards. lol. look at your own feet now, imagine your 2 stupidest toes bending towards your other toes on the same foot, in this case, bending left on the left foot and bending right on the right foot. will show you guys one day :p

2. I have unequally 'folded' eyelids on both my eyes. They sometimes look just fine with both the same size but sometimes for no reason one of them changes its 'conformation' forming one double eyelid and one single-double eyelid. i wonder if my mom accidentally dropped me on the floor when i was a baby causing this stupid eyelids thing, but what the hell i still like my eyes lol.

3. this isn't really a little known fact and it's kinda like my signature moves, i can't stop blinking my eyes whenever i get anxious, or when i'm getting more and more excited talking to someone, just..i blink me eyes 24/7! not the normal kind of blinking, it's like i can blink double the times normal people do in one minute. you should know this if your my friend haha. it's become a habit and i just can't seem to take it off me! so i just let it be..lol

4. I get horny quite easily, perhaps i have abnormally well developed nervous system so my neurons can fire at a speed which is like 10 times faster than others so..whenever i see or hear something sex-related i'll get steamy LOL. not that i'll get a boner everytime but just the feeling of arousal..like a surge of testosterone. so ladies, pick me and you'll be the happiest girl in the world! xD

5. well this one is not a little known fact either, my hands do shake! shaking like massage chair some more haha..it runs in family i guess cos my dad my aunt and some of my cousins shake too..my dad even shook not only his hands, but his head! hilarious~ but i don't shake all the time! gees who shakes every second..that's tiring i can imagine haha. it's like when i'm holding something tightly or handling stuff (eg pouring chemicals into test tube, holding a thermometer carefully) then my hands will get shaky..my head doesn't haha =p

6. I don't like it when people accuse me with no reason. PLEASE..gather some evidences before 'suing' me for what i have never done. gees..

7. I don't cry that often, in fact, i don't really cry. When i cry, there would be 4 reasons:
- my close ones passed away
- feeling guilty
- seeing my close ones crying like hell and get affected
- being helpless
by 'cry' i mean CRY, not sobbing not tearing softly but CRY OUT LOUD..haha.

8. I get annoyed all the time. i get annoyed by every tiny little detail which doesn't really make any sense. like when i see someone acting cool, i'll have this OS "what the hell very cool meh @$#I^$^%#!$#%!" then after a few seconds i feel guilty of my thought..lol like there's an angel and a demon in my head arguing all the time, which contradicts me so much lol.

9. I'm obssessed with having a hot body like what most of those angmos have. so i'm currently pumping myself quite a bit but getting lazier each day lol. I'll have a hot body one day..i will..but one thing though, there's 2 totally unnecessary cumulated fat lumps like 2 stupid tumours sitting posteriorly on the 2 sides of my 'lumbar region' which i'm trying so hard to get rid of..but it seems impossible :S

10. (gosh 5 more to go..*brainstorming*) oh! I will be pissed off a little when people know more about something than i do haha (yea i'm totally selfish haha) cos in my mind i'm the best! lol. of course i'm not haha.. but seriously when someone tries to show off of his knowledge or something, i'll be like "cheh~" in my heart haha..

11. i want tanner skin tone! my body i mean..you'll know if you've seen my body before lol.

12. I care what people think about me..very much! how i wear, how i look, how my perosn is, how good i am blah blah blah.. though i'm like "oh ok la nvm la" all the time but i seriously care! lol. i always fake my emotion when people are dissing or talking bad about me..though this rarely happens. and that's why i like compliment a lot, even faking ones haha. (i'm desperate for compliments! lol.) but who doesn't haha..

13. I quit playing organ when i was 12, which i kinda regret now. wish i continued learning and play musical instruments or learn singing or learn something else..as a talent cos i'm pretty much a living corpse with no talent lol. seriously if i'm asked to tell what my talent is i completely have no idea lol..

14. I like to listen to music whenever i'm alone or down, all the ups and downs moments, and some of the songs have been there for me at some of the moments, like "分享" during our class camp, "Teach me" "What hurts the most" "Tonight i wanna cry" when my mom sold the Waja away (lol), "彩虹" when i miss my friends and so and so. "So close" has been one of my all time favorites ever since i watched the movie "enchanted"..just simply like the music and the voice and the story behind the song..*melt like a summer snowman*

15. (yay! the last one! my brain juice has been sucked up quite a lot with probly 1 nanolitre left) can't imagine my life without my grandma, though i always act like i don't really care but i do! hope she will live with me until the day i die..also my family..and my friends..love u guys!

and people who are interested, tag yourself haha.

STRESSED!

2008-09-28T22:25:00.004+08:00

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!! wish i could go all the way to beach and SCREAM out everything within me..i'm so so so STRESSED!! holy moses..but i have no idea what i'm stressing for..quite several reasons combine and give birth to this holy fucking stress..seriously..i'm really torn apart..fucked up..not that bad..just feeling horrible..well i guess here are some reasons i could come up with..

-spent the whole weekend slacking instead of doing something meaningful (assignment..)
-fucking unreasonably long hair..(not exactly that long but it's annoying me! constantly!)
-will i stay or will i go stuff..my mom just found out that IMU is really a high standard institute(in fact it is..) and seems like 80% of the chance i'm going there next year, which is so to my dismay..
-McD part time job thing..the one i intended to apply for is currently not hiring any staff..damn it..
-some other trivial matters which contribute to this whole STRESS thing..which is fucking annoying!!

i'm supposed to get in bed soon..but what the MARTA FOCKER i couldn't close my eyes..once i do terrible matters keep pestering me..those stressful fucking idiots..damn it..i'm so not good when it comes to stress management..never got into such fucked up emotion before..darn it..

one more thing..i'm feeling terribly empty right now..like i've done nothing and have nothing to do..totally helpless feeling which i hate the most! what the fak..something please! fill me up! whatever it is just please..make me feel better..

gees..hopefully i'll get better tmr..and hopefully everything goes well..hopefully..

Will I stay or will I go?

2008-09-24T20:20:00.003+08:00

I don't know..I don't know how long i can take this..it's gonna burst out of nowhere..but I don't want to..I really don't want to...
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Well here's another thing, not the crazy grumble above, totally not related, so please, don't senka senka imagine everything thanks =p It's about my future, again. Was chatting with my mum through MSN few days ago, as I expected, the "will i stay or will i go" thing was brought up, which I try so hard to stave off. yea, i'm too a coward to face reality. She then mentioned something about IMU, which is a great medical school in Malaysia. She found out (actually my aunt who pays all my fees did) that IMU actually offers Biomedical Science degree (yup the thing i'm doing) but it's a brand new course, will be commencing next year or something. Gees! of course i don't want to study in KL (no offense to people studying in KL), nothing much, just that i simply don't like KL, that's it.

Well we had a pretty serious talk (which is so not my style lol) about my future. I told her the thing that I might want to pursue my master degree after i graduate this Biomed thing, get a PR and get a job something, and then we carried on with another half an hour crap of, again, stuff about my future, kept telling me to be serious and be independent, who doesn't know! i mean, it's not easy to just step up like that, and the thing is, it feels kinda weird that i'm becoming an adult, dealing with my own stuff, starting to worry about life, so and so..sooner or later i'm gonna deal with all these cruel inhumane unethical life-sucking-problems, i know..yea, i know..and i will.. anyway, we then chatted about the utterly sucky economy nowadays and inevitably MONEY was dragged into our conversation. yea economy is deteriorating like it never had before, which sucks.

I got this surge of courage at that particular moment and i told my mum that "I don't want to go to KL" and there it was, she told me that she doesn't want me to go also, considering career opportunities and other fucking matters. Well honestly i was god-damningly glad at the moment hearing this sort of thing, but life doesn't always go the way you want it to, she then mentioned the fact that economy sucks and it's not easy for her to ask any more money from my aunt (though i'll pay her back when i work but...). My mum then "cited" the best quote of all time, "do the best, expect the worst" and if it really doesn't work, i'll really have to go to IMU or other institutions next year. In the end, we had an agreement, she gave me 2 weeks time to gather all the information i could about the PR thing and details about the course and my plan, to "support" the point that i'm staying so to facilitate my PR application in the future when she "debates" with my aunt. Lol! that sounds serious but it's not lol..my mum said she'll talk to my aunt that i'm staying for XXX reason and is for the best blah blah. So, yea..the biggest homework ever..

It's been few days and i've been doing research, little research. Nothing much, browsing through IMU website, squandering time, typical me lol, will continue this research thing, it's tough but i'ma pull this through! I seriously am. All the best to myself! I really really really hope that i cn stay, i know it's really expensive studying here but i'm gonna work harder in the future to pay back whatever debts (if there is any). I wanna stay..

Tagged by Chrisdut, the Chris of Dut

2008-09-17T15:50:00.003+08:00

Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
25 sounds perfect for me, but i think i'll marry someone only when i have it all planned and am able to stand on my own i.e. have my own career..

2. What is your most favorite thing to do?
for the moment, watching tv series and movies i guess..

3. If you have a close close close friend since childhood who loves to take away whatever you like, including guys/girls, and he/she always wins, will you still consider him/her your friend?
probly i'm used to it already at that moment..haha..

4. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
i don't want to give up anything..but i'd still like to eat all i want in the world! maybe..$10? lol..

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
that would be..my dad alive..i guess..

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
No! there's no way i can live without money..not in a world like this where everything is about MONEY.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
my family and friends..typical..

8. What do you feel like doing, right now?
win a lottery of $15 million..so that i could go for med and give my family a better life..

9. If there's someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
it depends..depends on who that person is..if i'm really really really into her..i will..

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
ChrisHong? wuakakakakaa..
-he's a friend..a true friend..a truly true friend..
-he's hilarious and childish..at the same time..
-he's my partner! we set up quite a lot of business together..IGA..Pimple restaurant..

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
she has to have her own personality..funny..she can't be too hideous to be brought home..a little pretty perhaps..not too skinny..caucasian preferred but who knows..and the most important thing..comfortable to be with..

12. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
poser! faker! hypocrite!

13. What is your ambition?
be a well-known surgeon..with a considerable amount of income..

14. Is anyone really perfect?
No one, no one, no ooonnnee..(alicia keys "no one")

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick ?
wealth? happiness? can i have both? hmm..i'll probly go for happiness..there's no point for u to be so rich but miserable..

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
my masculinity! i'm too soft for a man..how can i take good care of my family in the future? so..be a man! and i'd love to have a hot body..like those male celebs..lol..

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
some of my close friends..you know i'm referring to u..=p

18. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
a world renowned surgeon married with the ms.right and have 2 kids..oh yea not to mention also..the hottest surgeon..XD

19. If someone had found a path to immortality to be bestowed upon you in exchange for one of your abilities, would you take it, and what would you sacrifice for it?
oh please..who wants to live forever and ever seeing your close ones dying..i'd rather to have 80 years of great life than to be a lonely immortal..

20. If you could return to the past, what would you do?
i would have spent more time with my dad and my grandpa..

I'll tag..anyone who wants to be tagged..go on and do the tag if your interested..

God loves everyone..

2008-09-13T22:59:00.004+08:00

yes! God loves everyone of us..but i'm not gonna start a whole bunch of topic out of it..then..why the title? well you'll see..

for my first time i went to the youth gathering of my church this morning..with grace wong..we were rushing like hell cos we thought we were gonna be late..they said it started at 11am btw and by the time we reached there it was like 11.15am..but guess what..people were still waiting for the arrival of the president..lol..well it wasn't a big group for youth..there were like..10 of us? anyway..cos i had been to my ex-church's youth activity..and it didn't go well so i've had this not-so-good impression for youth since then..and why did i finally go this time? the president asked me to..since he's been asking me for like quite few times so i decided to go..give it a try at least.. anyway we then started the sing-along thing and doing prayers and stuff..we then watched a movie called "源来是爱", a hk production movie about how Jesus changes one's family's lives..sth like that..we didn't finish it though..gonna finish part two in two more weeks' time..and we did some sharing and we left..cos the church was decorated with wedding embellishments and yes! some couple were gonna get married soon..blessing! oh..the youth..after everything ended i felt pretty comfy with the process actually..i kinda liked it! it's a small group but it gave me the feeling of a whole little family..i was warmed..we then headed to Viet Hoa for lunch..nice~it was vietnamese food btw..so..nice~~

we went to Karaoke afterwards..at 2pm sth..grace n i..we first went to the Utopia in northbridge without expecting any fully-booked situation..and yes..not a room available for 5 of us.. 2 of her friends and 1 of my friend..5 of us! damn it..grace n i then went to meet other 3 up..(before that her friends were like on and off about the karaoke stuff..they said they're going but the next sec they turned us down..what the hell..and the next sec they got back on track and sticked to the plan..again..lol..) and finally it was around 4pm we got to meet everyone else..what a relief hoho..but bad thing started happening..we took a bus to the place..sort of like the area of the other Utopia..but none of us recognized the place..and we ended up totally lost and walking all the way down the street asking people..and it was 15 mins later and..we saw the sign Utopia! thank god! pretty exhausted walking there but once we got into that room..we were high like hell! gosh..well i was the most excited guy for sure..anyway..we totally had fun..and we paid $7 for each! for 2 hours..nice~

it was 6.40pm sth and grace n i were supposed to go back to her home and she drove to UWA for a musical - "Imagine Christmas"..organized by New Life City Church which started at 7.30pm..but it was too late to do so..so we took the train instead and we waited for the bus for like probly half an hour? yea..we were late..luckily the pastor was talking about sth before the musical got started so..we were still on time for the musical! woohoo! lights off..a little girl came out and said sth like, "i wonder how does christmas look like?" and there began a series of performances..mainly riveted on the birth of Jesus..the funny part was the 2 angels..they totaly sounded like characters in How I Met Your Mother..a TV series..which was hilarious! the way they acted..the way they talked..other than the 2 funny angels..there were people dancing..singing..kids singing in choir..which was cute..and the scene when people from all over the world(i suppose..) came and witness the birth of Jesus..the savior of people..and that part..that part was amazing! i got goosebumps at the moment..how powerful Jesus can be to attract people all over the world to come and adore him..totally amazing..wonderful.. the song "O come let us adore Him.." was playing at the moment..we sang along..the pastor..Pastor Eu..ended the whole show with a splendid speech..he said how he transformed himself from hating Christians and churches to one to be saved..it kinda touched my heart everytime i listen to him preaching..telling story..i can feel God's love amongst us when we were praying..that was glorious..imagine christmas..i'm impressed..when we started to leave and were planning to take a bus and so..worrying about the darkness..we ran into my housemate! thank god! cos when grace n i were on our way to UWA..before the show started..we were hoping that we would stumbled upon someone who can give us a ride home..and there he was! amazing ay.. and of course..he sent grace back and we went back home..we got slightly lost finding our way home after sending grace wong back..it was fine though..we managed to get out of that place in just few mins later..nice~

a little video of a guy singing..i didn't record the two girls duet and the angels crapping though..my phone was out of battery! so it took time to change and i only managed to record this one..i wanted to concentrate some more so..the show was great anyway hoho..

well that's pretty much of what i've been through today..what a wonderful day..busy yet still wonderful..amazing..though i still haven't really had my dinner yet but i'm gonna have some soon..guess what? i'll have Dorito's chips i bought as my dinner..well..call it supper if u like..anyway..yea..what a day! nice~

Crush on iTunes!

2008-09-08T23:46:00.005+08:00

Yay! iTunes! it's my first time downloading song through iTunes! my first LEGAL download..lol..of course, the song i downloaded was...wait for it..ttaaddaahhhh! it's David Archuleta's brand new single "Crush"!! woohoo~ i'm so excited right now..i'm thrilled!! first time doing something in a legal way..there's really difference between illegal downloads and legal downloads like iTunes..the quality is sooo much better and it makes the song sound nicer! okay....maybe not..they're pretty much the same..but seriously, downloading a song from iTunes man! feeling GREAT~ like i just did something glorious..or something like i won 10 gold medals for malaysia in olympic..or like receiving a $10,000,000 angpau..or like flirting with hot chicks....it just felt like anything GOOD that u can name out..*fly me to the moon, let me lie on the cloud 9~*

how much did i pay for it? well..sorry to tell but..it was free!! FREE!! FOC!! lol..can it be any better? huh? can it?? my my..i'm too excited to spill a word..hahahaha anyway i actually got this iTunes redemption card during UWA Expo..it was sort of like UWA open day..we visited the chemistry stall and that girl gave me this card..with 3 free songs available..not 1..not 2..THREE!! XD luckily joyce and elaine don't really use iTunes so..spontaneously..that card belonged to me! it was a month ago i guess and i've been waiting for this "Crush" to come out..i once searched for "Crush" on iTunes when i heard it's out in US..but returned with no result..gees..aussie iTunes..mao bian..so i just kept waiting and waiting..and it's worth the wait! i finally came across this song when i searched for it just now..AAAHHHH!! i'm so damn happy right now..couldn't be happier..i just took ecstasy some more so.......lalalalalaa~

David Archuleta's "Crush"! the one i posted here in my blog isn't the one i downloaded..i couldn't upload it to imeem..protected konon..anyway it's the same like i said..but mine is LEGALLY downloaded! so proud of myself..*strut like a cocky little next door bastard* anyway enjoy the song..i'm still so turned on..can't get into my dreamy dreamland..lol..

had a nice day

2008-08-27T16:25:00.004+08:00

row row row your boat gently down the street~
merrily merrily merrily merrily blah blah blah blah blah~
(when you see a crocodile, don't forget to scream~AAAHHH~)

woolala~ woolala~ woolala~ woolala~
the weather was fine..no labs..no tutes..new lecturer..all the chores were done..met a gorgeous girl.. it's totally one of the best days in my life!

i was kinda worried before yesterday..as some of u might know..i had a lab report due yesterday..which i hadn't got started on monday! it was the molecular bio report..damn fool report..so monday night i was rushing the report all night long..introduction, results, discussion, conclusions..and wait for it..REFERENCES! i hate references so much tat i actually wanted to copy and paste from the net..but this might cost me my whole life so..just have to bear with it..anyway i started doing the report at monday night..again..the last minute thing..never improved..lol~i worked till midnight which was like 1 in the morning then i went to bed..couldn't bother to finish the report cause there would be a 2-hour-interval for me the next day before the report was due, which was yesterday, which was tuesday, which was the dateline for the report..

the next morning..woke up..went to uni with totally bad bad mood..attended the 1st lecture..headed straight to the library to finish all the rest..i actually had a lecture at 12pm but i skipped it for the god damn report..luckily there was this girl sitting next to me in the library who does molecular bio as well..she solved quite a lot of problems for me..thank goodness..(turns out she's the girl sitting behind me in the lab haha what a coincidence..) printed the whole report out..done! yay!

then the lab..which i left so late for the last one..joyce and i started brilliantly quick after the demonstrator's long long long talk..(he took so much longer to explain all the procedures than other demonstrator..lol..but that's fine..) we were still the fastest pair in our group until we couldn't find a DNA solution thing which we needed to complete the last one for the day! holy moses..we waited and waited for probly half an hour..or 20mins..then joyce went begging around for the solution..lol..inevitably we ended up being the last ones..AGAIN..but since it was still before 5pm so it was fine..we could actually leave at 4.35pm sth but we had to wait for the DNA-enzyme blah blah solution to be incubated for 30mins so 4.55pm..we left..and we took pictures in the meanwhile waiting for the fucking bacteria enzyme thing..

Molecular Biology of the Cell lab..located at QEII hospital L block..the 2 fellows there are our demonstrator, John and the woman on the left, Charlene, our lecturer..
Joyce the zoydo and the fucking 37C waterbath..the place where we "incubated" our DNA-enzyme blah blah thing..
Joyce and the 2 fellows..
Me! and the two fellows as well..lol..see..no one else was there..haha..

i was so happy that we could finally leave on time..went back home and i started doing all the chores..eg. washing all my socks which i've been forsaking for a week probly..they stink..XD and put all my accumulated mountain-like clean washed clothes back to the wardrobe..and for the 1st time i watched tv here..by myself haha..i watched a couple of series.."Today Tonight" which sam mentioned in facebook.."Find my family" a reality show helping ppl find their family, the show was kinda touching..esp the moment those long-lost family reunite..ow~ then i watched an aussie series premiere "packed to the rafters"..a funny one..haha..then i facebooked for a while uploading pictures..which i couldnt..wonder why..and went to bed..

then i woke up this morning..wednesday..the only day i can wake up late cos no early lectures! love wednesday haha..facebooked a little while and went to uni..as i said..weather today was bloody fine..sunny, a tiny little windy, smelt good some more..i then had 3 back to back lectures from 12-3pm..that was fine though..cause i felt so great that i couldn't bother the boredom of the lectures..i was all intoxicated in my own happily-ever-after mood..I feel good! dadadadadadada~ and it was time i went back home..heading to bus stop and joyce ran into her volleyball mate..a russian girl Nikki..which i saw her picture with joyce taken during their residential college ball.. gosh! she's so gorgeous! and i told her that she's pretty and she was like "ooww~" which means "how sweet~" XD then i went back home with my never-better mood..i'm loving it~

Sorry~

2008-08-12T21:08:00.002+08:00

Prerequisite for this post: my previous post "Rainy season" XD nah just FYI, joyce and i are partner for this lab..and note one thing..we were the last ones to leave during the last lab 2 weeks ago..shameful lol..

I have my Molecular biology lab on tuesday once a fortnight..i had my 2nd lab for this unit this afternoon..i thought i was so well prepared for all the experiment things..procedures blah blah blah..not to mention i did quite some research on the lab topic today..i felt kinda confident before walking into the lab today..but after the lab................

we had a little quiz before the lab..it was completely little and when i say it's little..it is little..lol~ it was like a 2 simple questions quiz..not sure about the purpose though..easy marks i guess..the lab instructor then started explaining a little about how was the lab gonna go and stuff..we then commenced the experiment..i kinda told myself that i would never want to be the last-leaver again so we did all the steps pretty quick compared to the last lab..but still..as things went on and others were already doing the last few steps while joyce n i were still working on the first few steps..Gees! what was wrong?! we didn't even procrastinate a sec..maybe we did lol but what on earth led us to such a slow work?! ppl were finishing but we were still working on it..i could feel so obvious that adrenaline was pumping at the moment..once this adrenalin-pumping thing happens i tend to be spaced out so much..i couldn't even carry on my writing at the moment..and there i was..stuck for a few mins looking at my half-done lab notebook while other students were cleaning up their stuff and preparing to leave..*NO!!!!!*

clock was ticking so slow since then..it was already 5pm sth and we were supposed to finish at 4.45pm..there were only 2 of us(only students left) and our demonstrator, John and other groups' demonstrators left..all students had left but us..other than the 2 of us and John, the others started cleaning up the lab while we were rushing the lab notebook.."oh come on! write faster! jesus christ people are waiting!!" i kept telling myself that when i was trying so hard to smash everything in my mind into the notebook.."Yay!! done!!" finally i was done..looked around..i saw joyce rushing hers as well, John waiting for us and the worst part..all other demonstrators were standing at the door pretty impatiently waiting for us to finish and lock the lab! gosh..i felt ssssoooo embarrassed..i could actually feel the awkward atmosphere..it was tense..and i felt like saying "AWKWARD" out loud lol..it was already 5.30pm when the 2 of us finally completed and when we walked out the door i was about to apologize but turned out..i said thank u..LOL~you guys should see their expressions on the face..frowning + staring + mumbling..maybe they didn't lol..cause after we left we met John on our way back and he said sth about the other demonstrators..sth like about they're shitty or complaint or stuff..couldnt really get what he said though lol..perhaps it was because John's words i felt even guiltier..the other demonstrators are gonna abhor us so much..NNOOO!! =.=

John's a nice guy though..he didn't even get mad..very patient some more waiting for us without any grumbling..oh my~guiltiness came flooding all over me at the moment.. T.T feel so sorry to John..and also to the other demonstrators..promise..i won't be that slow anymore..hopefully i wont lol..or else i predict they're gonna shoot me in the face next time if i'm leaving late hoho..

Sick of sickness

2008-08-06T21:22:00.003+08:00

so sick..sick of being sick..sick sucks..gees..i wonder if god is fooling me..
ulcers on both lips and tongue, sore throat, back aching, running nose..could it be any worse?!

ulcers, how i caused mine? here's the story. Once upon a time, there was a yogurt talking joyfully while he was enjoying his lunch as well..in only few minutes time, he had talked the crap out of his ass without noticing that he was still eating..poor him..just when his story-telling hit the climax...AAHH! He BIT his lips! it was alright if he bit once..i have totally no idea why on earth i could bit my lips 3 times in a row in only this brief lunch time..fucking ridiculous lol..

perhaps my other disastrous illnesses are all complications of ulcers..haha..i could barely eat the whole day today..i was struggling to stuff food into my mouth during dinner..i didn't have my lunch lol..speaking of which, breakfast..gosh..total nightmare..i woke up this morning and realized the ulcer on my tongue..what the fuck..wonder how it popped out in one night..sandwiches were prepared by my homestay aunty this morning..yea the tasty ones for sure haha..but this whole sick thing caused me my appetite..i was like eating faeces with thorns and splinters..everytime i tried to place the sandwich into my mouth n tore it like i always do..fucking ulcers came out and said,"hey moron! i'm here! don't you dare ignoring me!" then it gave me this sort of labouring pain..damn..couldnt even enjoy eating such yummy food..shame on you ulcers!

right now i'm doing some kind of pre-study for my human bio tutorial tmr..trying so hard to look for details online..but the villains with "ulcers the uttermost-bad-bad-captain" are defending their territory, which is "making yogurt yong feel as sick as possible territory"..OH MY GOD! leave me alone schmucks! hopefully the medicines i just took can help shooing them away..

p/s: i hate ulcers!

Winter = Rainy season = ANNOYING!

2008-07-29T19:57:00.003+08:00

raining raining~ ooh baby it's raining raining~ ella ella eh eh under my umberella~
Yo! it's Rihanna! the umbrella! lol..forgive me for saying such a lame thing..well u cant actually blame me..cause it's raining raining~ ooh baby it's raining raining XD It's been raining since winter started..luckily it's winter, or i swear rain + hotness = best way of committing suicide! unfortunately there are still some fellows out there suffering from the "suicide peak season" thing haha..it's really driving me nuts..seriously..once it starts raining, it's not gonna rain the whole day long..well it is but not the way of continuous raining..it rains for 10 mins then break for another 5..there comes another 30mins peeing and 10 mins drizzling..gees..the worst part..i broke my umbrella! it was a stormy afternoon and i was taking my way to bus stop under this beautiful rain..i didn't bother to open my umbrella but the downpour was getting heavier and heavier so..i took it out and i was supposed to open it..yea i did..but guess i was too pissed by the rain that i over push the umbrella and it was broken! damn..and i ended up showering under the rain.. =.=

there was one more..happened just few hours ago..i had my molecular bio lab at QE2, a hospital..doing something DNA extraction..trust me..it was boring..anyway before i walked into that building it was still sunny like sunshine never fades~ whatever i then busy working on the lab thing extracting DNA from chicken liver cell..lol~ guess what..whenever there's a lab, i always tend to be the last one to leave..so does joyce..since we're partners wuakaka.. i felt quite embarrassed cause i had to let my demonstrator (let's call him John..in fact..his name is john lol) wait for me to get my stuff done..what a shame..anyway he's a nice guy so i guess he wouldn't mind? XD "Yes! i'm done!" what a relief..and joyce n john n myself walking out tat building..what we saw was something totally distracting..it was raining! cats n dogs! damn..then i heard "What a nuisance..(giggle)"..john popped this out..LOL~he seriously got it right..it was a nuisance..then i got my ass out to the rain since i had to do so to get to the bus stop..damn it was so far away! i finally got there n gees..no roof? only a timetable stand?! and one thing..the bus just went away in front of me! wtf..so i had to wait for another 15 mins..gosh that was the longest 15 mins i've ever experienced.. luckily it wasn't raining so bad at the moment..AT THE MOMENT..i'm really strongly emphasizing this one..since the next second i had this thought, a car passed by and the water on the road nearly splashed all over me! damn! the next sec..GOD~i wonder if god was eavesdropping..it rained so heavy that i had to run to the opposite bus stop with a roof to shoo the rain away..anyway i would have to face the reality that my umbrella was broken..i still had to walk back to the bus stand eventually..under the rain! without an umbrella! gosh..i got on the bus in the end and thank god i arrived home safely! gotta get myself an umbrella sooner..i had really had enough rain today lol~enough is enough! wuakakaka..but it's hard to find an unbreakable and designed-to-be-carried-along and reasonably priced umbrella..so i guess the rain still gets to play with me for the next few days =.= FYI, it's gonna rain throughout this entire week..HELP~~

Battle of the Choirs

2008-07-27T20:52:00.006+08:00

Battle of the Choirs, an Australian choir competition, which is currently aired on the Seven Network(it's an australian channel) every Sunday 7.30pm. Choirs from all over Australia compete against one another and now, it's down to 3 groups, which are VoxSynergy, Harambee, and University of Newcastle. These 3 groups are going to sing for their lives next Sunday on the Grand Final (no doubt it's gonna be one hell of a final hoho).

i wasn't really watching this show until just now, cause believe it or not, i always wanted to watch but damn..i always missed! i told myself i couldn't miss it anymore so after my dinner just now, i rushed to the living room, switching on the tv, sit back and get everything done right before the clock struck 7.30pm..i was so so so anticipated that i almost got suffocated..gees.."Oh! oh! oh! there we go! let the show begins!" Yay! couldn't wait any longer.. So as the show went on, the 4 semi finalists performed their own prepared song called "Top Tunes", followed by a Surprise medley which would be sung by all 4 of the choirs, judges would then deliberate and send one best-of-the-night group straight to the Grand Final, which was VoxSynergy! wuakaka..leaving the other 3 choirs singing their "Battle Tunes" to strive themselves a place in the grand final, with Harambee singing "Proud Mary", which was absolutely phenomenal, University of Newcastle singing "Cry Me a River"(yea the Justin's), which went great as well, and VoiceWorks singing "Bubbly", which i thought was kinda great too but Voiceworks got evicted.

Well, speaking of the 3, my personal favorite goes to...VoxSynergy! as you can tell.. gosh..they're just too fabulous to be described..though i didn't watch the previous episodes, i was just too intrigued by the clip showing a compilation of their previous performances..they once sang Sarah McLachlan's "Angel"..OH.MY.GOD! That performance was utterly fantastically awesome! The song was absolutely beautifully sung and damn! i was moved when i first heard them singing the song..even for the 2nd and the 3rd time i heard..i was still touched..and i'll always be touched by their rendition of "Angel"..they're awesome! (Sarah McLachlan's version is also sensational sure enough) about the VoxSynergy's version..there was a little technical problem like the judges said though..who cares! not even the judges care so much about it..cause it was truly a moving performance..nah~you guys won't get what i said..enjoy the clip and you will find out how not exaggerated i was..can't wait for the grand final~

VoxSynergy singing "Angel"..did i mention that the guy soloist has got a great voice? enjoy~

What to do?

2008-07-11T00:10:00.002+08:00

It has been ages since I cried. I can still recall myself crying on the plane the day I left my friends and family to pursue my study oversea. That doesn't sound like something that I should cry for, I just couldn't control the tears from shedding and my body from trembling, or perhaps twitching, the harder I tried to inhibit it from occurring, my body just went the opposite way and turned out trembling even more terrible. PUFF. I cried, just like that, like my life was over. I was trying so damn hard to hide my emotion but I failed. That was a crying of reluctance of separation. After all the settling down here at Perth and things went pretty well as they seemed, I then realized that the world wasn't over so soon. Few months later, I cried again...

Just a few minutes before this post, I spilt my tears, it was merely a mild weeping though, this time, was a weeping of don't-know-what-to-do, my mind was in a total chaos,or call it dilemma, I felt so helpless, never felt worse since my 1st day here. Well, here's the reason..

It's gonna be the 2nd semester of my 1st year study, for sure, tuition fees should be paid before the term starts, which is 28 July. For some of you might know, my family is not wealthy at all, I should consider myself so lucky that I get to study here. FYI, It's not my mom who renders all the expenses and tuition fee, my aunt does. I know it's not a small amount for me to complete my study here, rising of Aussie dollars somewhat burdens my aunt and family more. So I understand that I shouldn't take all these for granted and I never did (but I've been a little out of control recently cause this holiday bores me so much that I keep spending money on unnecessary things). Until just now, I called my aunt for the 2nd semester tuition fee. I was struggling to call her cause it's always so uneasy to ask someone especially an elder for money, I spent almost a week to build up my mind and finally, I made my call (it was so tough, believe me, it was tougher than you could imagine).

My heart was beating so rapidly, adrenalin level rose so spontaneously, perspiration dripping all over my body, I was so near to suffocation. gosh!.. alright, that's a little off-limit haha. She picked up her phone, there I started my taking-me-one-week and not well prepared "speech". I thought that was all I needed to do and she's gonna pay all my fees until the day I graduate, that had made up my thoughts leastwise. I wasn't expecting any other questions from my aunt, at least not some out of the blue questions. She started asking me about the scholarship thing that I applied for before I came here, I told her that there still hasn't been any word about it yet. She then said something kinda harsh, maybe she didn't mean to be rough but her words just didn't come out right for me, she asked me why I would make my decision so hastily to study here before the scholarship thing's done, she said that I should wait for the scholarship to be adopted before I made up my mind to go anywhere else, and she said that how I could be going to study oversea without any confirmation of the scholarship thing. Frankly speaking, I was stunned by what my aunt just said, not blaming her for those words but perhaps I'm just too sensitive to perceive something so..sensitive. For the fact that she has her own children to take care of, I really couldn't charge her for saying something like that. She then asked me if it's possible to carry over my study at KL and back to Perth during my final year, which I'm very reluctant of. I would have done that if I wanted to do so for the first time. Not that I'm dissing those who study in KL, it's just personal. She told me that it would be nicer if I continue my following years in KL so that it won't be such a great burden on her since she still has two kids to worry about. She would still pay for the 2nd semester tuition fee though. I told her with fully unwillingness that I would try to contact my agent if she could help me with all these, tears were brimming at that second.

I was enjoying a show called "Whose line is it anyway?" at the moment with cookies in my mouth, still laughing my ass off before the call. Totally dazed after the conversation with my aunt, leaving myself with my cookies and the comedy on the screen, I felt lonely, scared, somehow petrified, as I said, helpless, cause I don't want to pack my bags to KL next year! But it's the reality that leaves me no choice, AAHHH! I was in so a contradiction. I hate this feeling, and right after she hung up, I cried. Staring at my laptop screen showing the everyone-laughing-scene, I couldn't even fake a smile. A part of me was thinking to accept the reality but another part of me was strongly opposing that idea. After the crying-out-not-so-loud, I tried to calm myself and here I am, typing all these, phew~feeling much better now, maybe crying helped nothing but at least, letting out my emotion making me feel so much easier. I realize that I should really do something other than plain crying like a baby, just that I don't like to deal with such situation, it makes me hate myself for being so useless that I can't even help with these things, the only thing I'm capable of is to do my best in this 2nd semester, and spend money wisely and carefully. I'm so much comforted after typing my thoughts out, gonna call my mom for a little discussion tomorrow. Hope I can sleep my night out peacefully later, don't mess me up, nightmare!

P.S. I really want to stay! ='(

气到炸 + 闷到爆

2008-07-05T15:51:00.006+08:00

也没那么气啦不过闷到爆是完全没有夸张的成分闷死我啦!

气气什么咧? 还不是看完星光3败部复活赛把自己气到血脉喷张七孔流血体无完肤面目全非 =.= 总之就是气!

为何把自己搞得那么气? 反正都与我无关..

理论上是这样没错但身为星光忠实观众眼看着星光从第一届单纯的比赛到现在第三届乱七八糟的真是闻者流泪啊~（流个屁泪啊XD）

所谓的乱七八糟不是参赛者我个人觉得是评审的问题第一届时评审都用超严格的标准看待选手到了第三届可能评审们是中了邪嗑错药评分都乱乱来的尤其是众所瞩目的踢馆赛吼~很明显地评审为了要保住某些选手而给分都失去了常规..

就拿徐佳莹来说好了她的创作是没话说但她那次在踢馆赛碰到对手女高音洪子涵时的表现（有一个故事）明显比她上周的表现（圆舞曲）来的逊而评审为了把徐保住就给她比上周（20分）还高的分数（21分）就为了徐不被对手击败而给到与对手相同的分数这哪门子的道理啊?! 我是满喜欢徐的啦但比赛就是为求公正嘛这什么东东啊..

就像这次的败部复活赛（一个让已被淘汰的选手能重返星光舞台的环节第一届根本就没有这种多余的东西到了第二届节目为了把某些不慎被淘汰的高材生挽救回来而设了这样的一个环节）一个实力超强的踢馆者孙碧娜（韩国人）演唱顺子的“回家” 有耳朵都听得出来是一段20分以上的演唱而她却只获得了19分反观之前已被淘汰的选手赖圣恩只凭着自编舞蹈就获得18分评审也有说赖的歌唱是跟不上舞蹈的难道就为了决赛有个能跳舞的就把赖救回来吗? 那岂不是对其他的选手不公吗?! 什么态度..

徐佳莹自创曲“圆舞曲”（20分）

徐佳莹自创曲“有一个故事”（21分）

孙碧娜“回家”（19分）

赖圣恩“竹林深处/第五街的诱惑组曲”（18分）

过去让他过去来不及从头喜欢你白云缠绕着蓝天啊~..........（林晓培-心动这首歌突然浮现在脑海中XD）

说到都气算了啦反正第一届最棒就对了~XD 林宥嘉赞啦~

说完气到爆是时候谈谈闷到爆了XD
怎么个闷法呢?
工作还没找着..不知何时才能找到.. 电脑又有问题..软体硬体问题通通都来凑热闹..=.=网路也在日渐减速当中..
S.O.S!!

P/S: 为什么人类要生智慧齿? 痛死了!

Face of the Future

2008-06-29T19:49:00.005+08:00

wonder how yourself look like when you grow older and older? worry about how ugly you might become when you are a 70-year-old? (lol..that sounds so much like ad..haha)
i found a website where you can foresee your future look! how cool is that! But please, don't expect something sophisticated coming out..it's merely a simple entertaining tool..so, try it out! i find it kinda funny though..you can even transform yourself into Caucasian, Afro-Carribean, West-Asian, Baby, Child, Adult, and for sure a Chimp! hilarious~XD experience it! :)

the most original version of myself XD
first up, my baby look
my look in 50 years i guess, kinda creepy though =.=
my Caucasian look! XD
if i were a west-asian..
this one is so LOL~it looks surprisingly like someone elseXD this is my afro-carribean look

and last but not least..a Chimp! lol..

Freedom: good thing? or catastrophe?

2008-06-24T20:58:00.002+08:00

WARNING: long post ahead! well maybe not that long..get yourself well prepared and make sure you pee before reading the following content..XD

Exam's finally over! congrats man! Jesus..being a last minuter is always not an easy thing..though i've told myself like thousand times not to tolerate with procrastination, i could barely resist the temptations around me..i had 5 exams, for 4 units, with 2 of them i did the dilly-dallying thing..the 2 unlucky subjects were psychology and chemistry..which happened to be my first and last exam..gosh! i was like cramming the whole encyclopedia-like psychology textbook crazily the day before the actual exam and i spent that whole daylong from 5am to 1am(lets see..20 hours! wow..) on that book..my brain didnt work really well during the exam though..damn it..for chem, i got started right the night before like..4 or 5pm? luckily chem exam was at 2pm the next day so i managed to finish all the lecture slides and what i wasn't expecting was the chem paper came out with the exactly same things from those tutorial notes! Jesus Christ! well..should have known that earlier..XD so, people out there, here's a piece of advice, never do things in the eleventh hour! that kills you! yea i was murdered several times in my brain-body slaughter..but..i'm ALIVE!! i survived the exam! thank god for that haha..

i was so deadly excited like everyone else when the bell rang..that meant exam was over!! one of my friends was screaming like a lunatic jumping up n down like a schizophrenic patient..well..that was kinda swt..XD i purposely stayed at my place until the very last moment during the last exam..although i finished the paper way earlier than the time..come on~it was the last time sitting in tat place for this semester..sure i appreciated it much..lol..XD and guess what..it was time for for emancipation! Let's get the party started! =.= i went back home afterwards and started slacking around like i struck the jackpot..never have been so relaxed! but here's the problem..i got bored after the slacking moment i had..nth to play..nth to watch..nth to do! and that's why i titled it as "catastrophe"..and thats what so called human nature..XD when you're stifled working on something, u wish u could have nothing to do, but when you have nothing to do, u wish u could have something to do..gosh..typical human being..XD

Did i ever mention that i'm gonna look for a part-time job during this one-month winter holiday? i assume i did..lol..well here's another matter pestering me..what kind of job should i find? McDonald's? KFC? or Woolworth? Coles? or apply for sth like waiter? and how am i gonna fit into those "co-workers"? cause u know..i have this kind of phobia..i call it "Caucasianphobia"..i'm so timid when it comes to talking to caucasians..not all of them..but to my peers..like those teenagers of my age..weird huh? well perhaps i'm not confident enough with my communication skill n my english speaking..cause i always talk to my friends like i'm stammering all the time..guess i have to practice more? -.- maybe i'm just being paranoid..way too paranoid.. What goes around goes around goes around comes all the way back around~yeah~ lol~XDD

Speaking about movies, yeap..admit it..you're a movie freak yogurt yong! yea of course i am..i always am..i'm not crowned this title for nth..i've watched each n every movie showing now in the cinema here..except The Hulk..but gonna make it next week or so..XD seriously..since i came here, i've watched tonnes of movies like i never did in kk..want me to list the movies out? alright alright i know u're desperate knowing it..XD the 1st i watched was 10000B.C, followed by Step up 2 the streets, Prom night, Superhero, Iron man, Made of honour, What happens in vegas, Untraceable, Indiana Jones 4, 21, Sex and the city, Narnia: Prince Caspian, Speed racer, Kungfu Panda, You don't mess with Zohan, and the happening..16 movies..they probably cost me nearly 180 bucks or so..lol~i can buy original DVDs in kk with this amount! crap..now i realize how bad my willpower is..but hey! life without movies is not called LIFE! well that's personal though XD maybe i can set up my business like..establishing cinemas? movies? being a director? an actor? hmm..not a bad idea though..i'll think about it..*pondering seriously..utterly frowning eyebrows* XD

Hiatus

2008-06-14T20:32:00.002+08:00

yea..exam's on going..wont show up until i survive through the whole thing XD

see u guys soon~
dont miss me..
and..pray for me!! XD

i will always love you (all)~~

Cheers,
yog

A Day of Fortune

2008-06-06T18:52:00.005+08:00

yea..as stated..it was my very day of luck! XD story happened 2 days ago..Wednesday....

i had my last chem tutorial for this hell-like semester..class ended at 6pm..as usual..sky turned dark..it was completely terrifyingly dark..sth like 8pm in KK.. and also as usual..i took a bus home.. and there.. after i alighted at the bus stop near my house..sth unusual was going on.. i smelt the odour of BBQ..i was like..damn~who the hell was having a bbq party..without inviting me?! how dare =.= then when i approached my house..i saw a total blackout.. the first thought flashing over my mind was: out of electricity? short circuit? tiada karent? well then only i found out when i saw my housemates holding torches pacing up and down.. the kitchen was on fire! Oh My Gosh!! Could tat be happening? damn! i missed a fire! should have come back earlier to witness the gorgeous burning flame..XD cause of the fire..we couldnt even entered thru the front door since it was too black to walk..which made the kitchen's back door the entrance.. well i was kinda overwhelmed by the fire at the moment honestly..i kept asking my housemate questions about the fire..then i knew..it was caused by Unattended-Deep-Frying-Fish~(UDFF) XD my host mother was out for sth..leaving the cooking fish..with open fire..she didnt tell my other housemates tat she was going out..only when my housemate(Belinda,24, IT postgrad student, other 'hostee' like me from kk) smelt sth really smoky n choking..(both of them were sleeping at the moment the fire blasting XD) then right after..she heard fire alarm ringing! she prompted my other housemate(Herbert, 20, medicine student, one of the family members of my host family) who was also enjoying his deep sleep to the kitchen n checked out what was wrong..n they were like Oh my gosh! how?! should we turned the fire off? yea..i could imagine their hilarious panicking reaction XD according to their words..the fire was burning vigorously..only on the scope of the cooking range..other areas werent really affected much..n when the fire was on its way..it burnt down the "smoke sucker" above n the whole thing was like crashing to the ground..n that freaked my housemates' asses a goddamned lot..XDD

yea back to the part tat we needed to enter using back door..since the wall of the kitchen is completely made by glass..so what i saw was a range with totally black ash n SMOKE! i could barely see the whole thing clearly since my other housemate(Patrick, 24, Pharmacist, Herbert's bro) cut the electricity off..perhaps to prevent the house from explosing? who knows..XD yea clearly..the funniest part was the 3 of us(Belinda Herbert n myself) had a test the next day! Belinda was gonna have her very last exam..Herbert was gonna have his clinical practical test stuff n a lil lil lil tiny lab quiz for lucky me~XD we were like..shit..fail..lol~ call me a loyal guy..cause after the fire incident Herbert brought Belinda n me to my uni's library to study..which made me a loyal UWA student..who would ever go back n forth between home n school in only like an hour interval? yup..tat would be me! prizes pls~lol~ after tat the current thingy was fixed n we went back home..here was the 1st part of being LUCKY =.=

now..here comes a serious one.. i was doing revision for the test tmr as a last-minute preparation after we came back from uni n i tried to restart my comp since sth was so wrong..then..i press RESTART..n for sure..the comp restarted =.= then.. i encountered problem shutting down the comp..so i senka-ly pulled the plug off from my comp n started up again..that was the stupidest thing i've ever done..since i did tat for quite a sometimes before n everything was perfectly alright..but for this time..i started up my comp..not working..ok..maybe the comp was mad at me for being rude to him..so i tried again..couldnt work at all!! i was like what the fuck r u trying to joke with me? come on! i have a test tmr! cant u save ur angriness for the next time after exam?! well..it tunred out not working at all..i started to crumble..even worse when Patrick told me my hard disk collapsed..i was like..WTF?! dont fool me around man i have heart attack!! then i totally crumbled hearing these words..my photos-of-memories..videos..movies..songs..lecture notes..bookmarks..all gone?! dont scare me!! gosh..i really felt like crying out loud..

well..Patrick fixed the thing for me until 3sth..a.m...i couldnt study at all though he asked me not to worry about it..sigh~how could i be no worry for that? my laptop was out! hello?! SIGH~couldnt be bothered more to study..cause my mind was abetting me to go to bed..n poor lil me..i complied with my mind..n well for the lab quiz the next day i got 6 out of 10..where almost everyone got like 8 or 9 over 10..=.= well at least it wasnt tat bad like..fail? no way..XD before the test..when i was giving it a shot to start the comp up..n..know what? it worked!! damn i was so excited! thank god..then there i went to uni..but when i came back from uni with a wholehearted of hope n plan with my comp..it stucked..again!! damn..but for this time i was like tapping all around the laptop n tried again..n..for god's sake..it was working!! woolala~n it has been working since then..until now..hopefully it wont burst out n break down again..i wont be able to withstand this kind of cruel barbarous savage brutal inhuman treatment! no more! n please~~ no more for me.. XDD

btw, just now went to Carousel(the largest shopping mall in Perth) with Belinda n Harald..we watched Sex and the City!! that was such a cool movie..though the trailer seems boring to me but surprisingly..i love the movie~ but the prob is..those women are so old =.= anyway..i dont think Sex and the City is permitted on Malaysia's screen..if it does then for sure..it's way rated..cause it's unrated version we watched n we can even see women's tits nipples n guy's dick..oh man..tat was the most exciting part of all~(im not that kind of person XDD) well other than SEX..there r still other elements like friendship n stuff tat u can find out in the movie..of course indispensable material: Branded stuff!! Louis Vuitton, Versace, Dior, Gucci...damn! i want!! XDD

6..anything special about '6'?

2008-06-03T22:28:00.003+08:00

I'm still wondering..why 6.. =.=

6 things I'm passionate about;
* Music (listening to music), Singing (trust me..im not a good singer)
* Movies
* Eating
* Visiting new places
* Watching singing competition (e.g. American Idol~)
* Hanging out with friends

6 things I say too often;
* Are you serious?!
* Yea..
* you know.. like..
* Oh my god/gosh/goodness!
* Damn..
* Hey~

6 books I've read recently;
* Psychology textbook
* Anatomy Physiology: the Unity of Form and Function
* Ikea catalogue
* (i dont read books!)
* (i dont read books!)
* (i dont read books!)

6 songs I could listen to over & over again;
* In This Moment - David Archuleta
* So Close - Jon Mclaughlin
* Come Home - One Republic
* Mad World - Gary Jules
* Breathless - Shayne Ward
* Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis

6 things I learnt for the past year;
* appreciate every opportunity that comes to you
* appreciate every moment with friends and family
* sleeping is always the best damn thing ever
* never do things at the eleventh hour (if u hate ur bed then please, do so XD)
* never be overwhelmed by feeling of satisfaction
* spend money wisely! money doesnt drop from the sky..

6 people to tag;
* Renge
* Tenze
* 均均
* Rachel
* Elaine
* Maxea

21

2008-05-27T23:24:00.007+08:00

10,000B.C... Step Up 2.. Prom Night.. Superhero.. Iron Man.. Made of Honour.. What Happens in Vegas.. Untraceable.. Indiana Jones 4.. and finally it's down to the one.. ladies and gentlemen.. proudly introduce my 10th movie at Perth - "21"! *round applause* seriously..i had been longing for "21" ever since i knew its existence.. it's another dying-for-movie for me since Prom Night.. and i tot tat "21" was the best movie i've seen here..honestly..i personally favor "21" more than iron man.. though iron man is indeed a sophisticated technologically amazing movie, i still find "21" catchier..for me^^

21 is a movie about counting cards.. and more surprisingly it's inspired by a true story! hmm..impressive..XD It's about a group of MIT students who were trained to become experts in card counting and subsequently took Vegas casinos for millions in winnings.. it sounds so cool right..it's a movie comprising thrill, love..definitely, friendship, kinship..did i just say kinship? well yea n the most enticing part of all, MATHS! i hated myself so much for not being excel in maths..how i wish i could be like the guy..like calculator doesnt exist in his world..lol~XD i like the fact tat black jack isnt a game which thinking is not needed..which only i realized after seeing the entire story.. and also i like the part tat Harvard is involved in the movie! i was like damn it! Harvard University! which has been my all time favorite university of all time since i knew the gorgeous no.1 ranking of Harvard..especially the part tat the protagonist, Ben Campbell (starred by Jim Sturgess) is also applying for Harvard Medical School, which is also my dying-for-school! well i admit tat im a Harvard freak..i just simply get nuts n gone crazy whenever the thing is related to Harvard..lol~ guess i really have to join Harvard the family..destined to be so..dont be green-eyed monster..hoho XD out of topic..sorry -.- lets get back to the movie.. well yea..21 is a fascinating one..a great great great movie for me..love it!

about the leading actor Jim Sturgess..like what he's crowned the fresh new British hot lad..yea, indeed..i tot he did a great job in the movie..his other movies like "Across the universe" and "The other boleyn girl"..which are going to wow me..since i still havent got the opportunity to grab movies from someone else..yea i guess im gonna like those movies so much as i love their trailers..haha^^ well for other actors actresses like Kate Bosworth, the girl starring in Superman..Aaron Yoo, the guy who showed up in the movie Disturbia, the asian guy..(sure he is..lol~) Kevin Spacey, also, a guy from Superman..lol~ guess tat doesnt make any sense for me outlining all the actors out right..XD

my thoughts..well when i first heard about the card counting stuff i was like.."what?! isnt black jack just depending on luck?" well at least tat's what ive been doing since i first played black jack.. like just dumping all the money without any deliberation..n tat explains so much why i managed losing so damn a lot =.= yea..everything is cool..so cool..way too cool..XD hand signs, countersigns, teamwork, camouflage, and LAS VEGAS! its like a paradise for fellow gamblers.. like the future me..lol~ oh yea and shopping! i mean come on! after gambling n winning in Las Vegas, go for shopping! LV..Gucci..Prada.. damn~i got shaky just thinking of tat..tat must be lots of fun..(wake up yogurt yong..*slap*) yea seriously i tot the movie is really cool..perhaps the storyline isnt brand new..but i still love it! just like how much love n passion i had for Prom Night..it's so a fascinating movie..a fact-based great great the great movie..a mind-blowingly sensational movie! damn it..cant express how much i love it in words.. oh yea btw, i wasnt watching with neither elaine..nor harald..i watched it with my housemate..who's also orang kk..XD

I'm loving it~

Well as usual, i like to post the trailer of my favorite movie..so..lets gamble! XD

Who's the next American Idol? David Archuleta!

2008-05-19T19:32:00.006+08:00

David Archuleta VS. David Cook

Yup! It's a battle between Davids'! David Archuleta (right) and David Cook (left), they're both the top 2 finalist of American Idol 7. For me, it's gonna be the most thrilling finale ever! 2 talented guys, who will be crowned the new American Idol? Will 17-year-old David Archuleta with angelic appearance and amazing vocal win the night out? or is David Cook the rocker gonna crush the night? We'll see~XD The finale will be aired on Tuesday 6pm (USA) and finale result on Wednesday (USA) 6pm. For Astro its delayed by 1 day (Wednesday & Thursday respectively), the same time, 6pm.

Alright, the above craps are just introduction..n now its my very own time! XD i personally want David Archuleta to win the whole show..n i hope.. too bad i'm not in USA..if i'm, i'll vote my ass off! He's been the most consistent guy thru-out the show since he 1st showed up..he's started singing since the age of 8 i think..n he won the Star Search at his age of 13! incredible! he's destined to super stardom..David Archuleta the Superstar! XD Teen gals are all crazy over him..like screeching n jumping up-and-down after seeing David A. -.- i saw this in his fans forum..they're just so out of control when they got the chance to meet David A.. some of them even crying non-stop after seeing him like there's no tmr..lol~XD but..David Archuleta deserves it! try to search his songs on youtube or somewhere else..his voice is just so pure n innocent for a 17-year-old guy..the king of ballad! XD i love all his performances on AI..especially the song "Angels"..he sang it like there's really an angel around contemplating him..gosh! its such a moving performance.."Imagine" is also one of his hottest performances i guess..*MELTS* nah~all the songs tat he's sung are so nicely delivered..but there's always an exception for everything..he screwed up on the song "We can work it out"..he forgot the lyric, pitchy in the middle n stuff..like i always say, nothing is perfect..n also like i always say, imperfection makes perfect! XDD yea anyway, David Archuleta is the one! Way to go Archie! wuakakakaXD he's the bomb! the hot solid blazing bomb! Yoohoo~he's there to win the entire show! cant wait to see his coronation of AI7! yea.. he's just plain amazing.. though David Cook is also another hot bomb, who always rocks the stage, i still think Archie is the one to be..yea, it's undeniable tat both of them have scarily enormous fan base..tats why i said its gonna be the most thrilling finale ever! i'm so looking forward to seeing David A's winning moment n everyone screaming screeching shouting joyfully for him n tears of angel shedding from his eyes..woo~cant help myself from getting goose bumps thinking of tat.. yea, lets witness the victorious moment of David Archuleta! XD

David singing "Angels"..stunning!

Rest in peace, grandma

2008-05-15T20:41:00.005+08:00

Rest in peace, grandma..

I felt nothing but shocked when my mom sent a msg saying that my grandma passed away that morning..it was just yesterday (14/5)..i was studying for my upcoming test but..who knows sth like this happened..i was kinda upset knowing such a bad news..i could barely stuff things into my brain after that..it was just like a bolt from the blue..though she's not the grandma living with me since i was small, she's my grandma after all..

I'm actually doing quite fine, just that sometimes i'm depressed when suddenly think of her..its so unreal.. nah~will be fine.. my grandma was a great grandma..seriously..she used to be so active like taking care of her garden, walking around n talking volubly but not anymore since she fell sick like few months ago.. anyway, she was such a great great grandma.. may god bless her. Rest in peace, grandma.

Yog's Report

2008-05-11T00:28:00.015+08:00

Its been a tough week for me (as u can see from the pic beside), reports, assignments, tests..uuhh..getting sick of it..n tats the reason i kept my blog untouched..haha..so, here's a report for what i've done XD

well, as a result i didnt sleep well thru-out the week..(damn..sleeping is the best damn thing ever..) i didnt even sleep the night before i had to hand in my psyc lab report..it was just the sunday before (04.05.2008).. i started my report at 6pm..try to imagine a guy rushing his 1500-word-report like just the night before the due date? hell no! well what would u say to tat guy? serve your right u slothful miserable ass! (tats what i told myself at the moment) I swore the God tat i wont be doing things with this last-minute-attitude anymore n hopefully i can pull it off..hopefully == i couldnt complete my report without my housemate's help, thanks for his existence..lol~he didnt sleep tat night as well, for helping me out? yea..kind of..well..yea..exactly helping me out..did i feel guilty? well, sort of but..nah~he wouldnt have been sleeping even though i wasnt bothering him haha..forgot to mention, he's the "king of late night"..i can always see him sitting in front his comp when im getting prepared to uni..in the morning! cool huh..XD finally i got my report done! it was 6am sth..well suppose i really wanted to take a nap but i just didnt..i didnt want to break my record for not missing a lecture..well, i broke it in the end =.= i missed my very 1st lecture of the day, maths lec at 8am(its so not a good thing having lectures at such a bitchy time), then when i arrived uni i promptly catched up my 2nd lecture: human bio, which i managed to be just in time..but guess what, i fell asleep! damn..its better i slept at home.. for the 3rd lecture of the day: psychology, i abandoned attending it since i still had a lil part of the report undone, n for god's sake i had a subsequent psyc lab class right after the lec! psyc lab normally lasts for one n a half hour, which meant i had no time to finish my remaining lil tiny fine trivial part of the report (report's due at 12pm.. i was still in lab class at tat moment!) so tats why i had to finish it before my lab class n consequently, i skipped my psyc lecture..pathetic guy XD after the lab class i had my chem lecture, which was my last lec of the day! thank god i was alive at that moment..but as expected..i..FELL ASLEEP AGAIN! damn it..its like i went to uni merely for the report to be handed in..definitely no next time..

yea, things going on day after day..on 26.04.2008 i went to ikea with frens (harald, elaine, cindy, laura, pamela), heard tat its a new place..ms.elaine drove all the way there n i was the direction-instructor, holding a laptop using google map to find the way there..n luckily, we arrived safely! XD the whole ikea store is friggin' huge..we had our lunch, wandering ard the whole building n i ended up with a bolster going home with me XDD how lovely..after tat we went crashing elaine's hse..again..Pamela was the one who suggested so haha.. yea.. we went for a stroll as usual ard the park nearby elaine's hse, n we saw a limo! damn what a limo..haha after that we had our dinner at Arirang, a korean bbq restaurant..without Harald..since he went back to his homestay with mouthful of reluctanceXD poor guy..

what else? i had my chem mid-term exam.. it wasnt going so well anyway..fortunately i survived from the exam! i passed! lol~XD stress is building up as lectures are going on..i really have to work double hard to hit the perfect score in the exam..its not gonna be easy huh..am i able to pull thru the hardship? will see..

oh yea! i had another 3 movies after prom night the great..my 4th movie, Superhero, 5th movie, iron man, n the very recent 6th movie, made of honour..i watched Superhero by myself..wat?! yea..by myself..i couldnt withstand the feeling for not watching a movie when its the cheaspest day of all..though its still expensive, i just wanted to! (headstrong urchin..piak!) nah~its not a good thing watching movie alone, i've tried 3 times before, so trust me..grab someone for a movie when u want to..lol~XD superhero is senseless, yet funny..iron man is the best movie i've had in perth..made of honour, another chick-flick..yet its nice..go get'em in cinema if u havent..haha..
cant let myself indulging in movies tat much anymore..my wallet is bleeding profusely T.T

anything else that i missed out? *brain racking* oh..here's one..i finally had my haircut! yippie!

Uuhhh..couldnt split anymore out..*brain-dead* well yea, these were stuff i did in the previous weeks when i was disappearing myself..oh yea~photos attached below..but for god's sake, i post only a part of them..cant be bothered to post all..due to my indolence the great XD

Ikea cafe..
Yay! Me!
Harald..wuakakakaXD
Candid photo of Pam..lol~XD
Laura, Cindy n Elaine wong..

oh well, it's mother's day! Happy Mother's day to all mums in the world! love y'all~
this is the giant cup i bought for my mom as her mother's day present..
...going out with harald, elaine, ee chuen n joyce ltr..ciaoloha~(ciao + aloha XDDDD)

名句之Tag

2008-05-10T23:57:00.005+08:00

被两人tag(tenze & 均均)..干脆一次过搞掂 XD

开始
“开始”复制到“结束”。。。然后再加入你喜欢的名句(最多=5句)。。然后被点名的博客在加入名句(quote)，然后再TAG(点名)别人，直到六月尾。
>>How To Play 游戏玩法 << 这可以说是一个名句收集的活动：被Tag(点名)的每位博客可以发表无限有趣的名句，名人名句也可以，但是一定要是华语的，如果是英语名人名句的话就麻烦把它译成华语咯~ 发表的名句后面，请刮胡注明自己的名字。例：（小泽）写下自己的名句之后博客们可以向其他博客点名。并且通知他们。(名额无限但是不能重复点名) 每个被点名的人都必须填上以下网址以便小泽能一直跟随整个进展~ ***生命的边缘 >> http://dsvt.blogspot.com/
请写下你们的名句~

1. 我可能是一个人，但是我不寂寞 (小泽)
2. 只要自己对自己有信心就没有什么是难题了 (小泽)
3. 普通人只会跟随世界的步伐前进，唯有不可理喻的人会使世界往他的方向进发 (小泽)
4. 你现在看到的我并不是我, 真正的我已经不知道去哪儿了. 不要找我, 就让我飞吧. (阿晶)
5. 世事往往不从人愿. 你想要的偏偏德不到, 你不想要的却偏偏是你的. (阿晶)
6. 指责带给你刺痛，正是它的忠实之处。（meander）
7. 朋友宣扬人的美德，敌人夸大人的罪过。（meander）
8.如果我所認識的人50％支持我，50％反對我，那我的世界就平衡了。（小傻強）
9.當別人無論怎樣搔你的胳肢窩都不會笑時，你是死了。所以趁還能正常呼吸，就多露出笑臉。（小傻強）
10.人長得丑就別介意當小丑！（小傻強）
11。敬人者人恒敬之，Tagged人者人恒Tagged之（魔羯女）
12。我不入地狱，谁入地狱（魔羯女）
13。上有政策，下有对策（魔羯女）
14。百善孝（笑）为先（魔羯女）
15。不要因为一次挫折而放弃。（文字君女）
16。男生可以看美女，为何女生不可以看帅哥？我是爱看帅哥版主！（文字君女）
17. 女人心，海底针；寻寻觅觅千里渊。男人心，天上云；捉摸不定万丈空。（Tenze)
18. 不要想着去杜绝邪恶，因为只有邪恶才能凸显善良。(Tenze)
19. 延宕满足 (Yog)

歹势吼~只挤得出一句酱大把..XD

幸运儿:
Harald! good luck XD

101个整死男女朋友的方法

2008-04-20T15:34:00.003+08:00

开始（这2个字可以省略不必copy）

“开始” COPY 到“结束”... 然后再加入你的点子(max=5)...

然后被点名的博客再加入点子，然后再TAG别人,直到第101个为止。（请看玩法）

101个整死男朋友的方法

1. 接吻时咬他舌头 (by Yeng)

2. 约会迟到两小时 (by Yeng)

3. 打口水战! (by Yeng）

4. 威胁把他宝贝的东西弄坏（by Renge）

5. 在他跟朋友打机，打Dota打到很紧张时干扰他（by Renge）

6. 半夜没事有事miss call他（by Renge）

7. 和朋友串通，在要打炮的那一刻突然电话响，然后讲爸爸叫回家了，保证让他又期待又恨！！！（by Kanasai）

8. 约会时,偷偷偷走他的钱包，付钱时让他当众出丑～～～（by Kanasai）

9. 从头到脚帮他种完草莓, 看他怎样见人XD (by Yog)

10.在他吹牛时当众吐他槽, 让他找洞攒~ (by Yog)

11. 进行房事的时候跟他来个SM, 趁机鞭他八月十五至到开花结果..让他隔天坐都坐不到 XD (by Yog)

12.(被点的人)

(被点的人就一直继续直到 101为止)

101个整死女朋友的方法

1. 突然间人间蒸发 (by Otaku.Kit)

2. 在车里放臭屁 (by Otaku.Kit)

3. 装失忆... (by Otaku.Kit)

4. 带她去参加survivor camping，逼她吃虫虫（by Renge）

5. 在她面前跟她的朋友搞暧昧（by Renge）

6. 爬山时，故意带她过一堆烂泥巴，最好是有很多蚯蚓的那种，越烂越好（by Kanasai）

7. 在她面前跟你的朋友搞断背山，演到要脱裤，打 K 伦（by Kanasai）

8. 拉她的 Bra 带，让她痛到够够力（by Kanasai）

9. 极力践踏她的衣着品味 (by Yog)

10. 24小时夺命追魂call~每半分钟call钟一次那种..(是人都顶不顺啦!) (by Yog)

11.常在她面前提起另一个女人, 最好是提起那些有料的..让她吃醋~ (by Yog)

12. (被点的人)

(被点的人就一直继续直到 101为止)

被点的置放自己的Blog名或名字就好。

Example：我tag了阿莲，阿莲Tag了阿丙，然后阿丙就Tag了你。那就会是：OtakuArea 御宅族 >> 阿莲 >> 阿丙 >>

你现在的路线图是酱的: OtakuArea 御宅族 >> Renge >> kanasai >> Yog >> (you)

*请在Blog名或名字里置放你的BLoG里游戏文章的链接,主要是Track回那位博客的文章。希望各-位博客能配合*

>>How To Play游戏玩法<< 这可以说是一个激发创意点子以及收集的游戏：被Tag(点名)的每位博客可以发表无限个点子。发表的点子后面，请 () 注明自己的名字。 Example：（By Kit）之后博客们可以向其他博客点名，并且通知他们。（点名数量无限）发表到最后一个点子（第101个点子）的博客，请回到OtakuArea.com通知我们，好让我们知道这其中一个游戏终于被完成了！

注意：我们在这里呼吁各位第101个点子的博客们，一定要回来通知我们OtakuArea御宅族啊！谢谢大家的合作！>>FAQ 常见问题<< 还是不懂可以看这里。

TaggeD BloGGeR 中招的博客(*在此加入你要点名的博客）【#无限量】

结束（这2个字可以省略不必copy）

哈! 幸运儿是...
Tenze~

Prom Night : Yogurt's 3rd movie in Perth

2008-04-15T18:57:00.013+08:00

Let's give a round applause for yogurt yong! *CLAPSS*
I watched my 3rd movie here at Perth! It's such a meaningful moment for me ==

Joyce joined the troop today, we're no longer 3-man-show! XD
but we split ourselves into 2 groups, gals went for "Nim's Island", a kiddie choice XD, while guys preferred the horror one - "Prom Night", how exciting!

frankly, i've been so longing for Prom Night ever since i watched the movie trailer a couple days ago..what's attracting me was the title of the movie : Prom~ and the most surprising thing about the movie was that its new released in USA too! we're watching the same movie as those in USA! unbelievable! since movies are always so not up-to-date here ==

try to imagine, u were supposed to have enormous fun and leaving yourself unforgettable prom night memories since it was the last gathering for u and ur going-to-separate-graduated-highschool mates.. and u ended up being tracked by an obsessed killer and all ur friends were murdered cause of u! how pathetic..yet thrilling!

yea..so we divided ourselves to kiddie n horror groups..XD kiddie group started at 2.30pm, horror began at 3.30pm, we guys had an extra hour wandering around the mall while gals sitting in the cinema enjoying their show.. right before Prom Night started, we saw 2 familiar gals walking towards us..yea~ Elaine and Joyce..exactly it was them! they escaped from the Nim's cause of its boringness lol~ they joined us instead for the horror Prom Night n there we reformed as a 4-membered-ring! ==

the show started after almost half an hour of advertisements and trailers...(i was so damn excited at the moment XD)

here came the movie..everyone was so absorbed..waiting for the bloody shocking scenes..
...
.....
......
........AAAAAHHHHH!!!
the quote above happened every few minutes..lol~XDD

well, after the movie i was so relieved like i've never had before..hoho..it was so getting my nerves! tense..tats what i can say XD

the movie is full of shock, anyway, LOVE is an indispensable element haha.. and the title, Prom Night, is quite teenage-like..which attracts me a lot, giving me a sense of refreshment XD..about the story..find it out here if ur interested..i'm so not good at briefing story hoho..other than tat i actually find it quite sympathetic when Donna(the main actress)'s boyfriend was murdered..he devoted all his care and love to Donna but he was killed at last..sigh~

well, yea..i kinda like the movie..though it's not a really happily ever after ending..but yogurt says : imperfection is perfect! wuakakakakaXD btw, if u guys have seen "When A Stranger Calls" before, yea..its some sort of stuff like tat, obssessed killer, thrilling moment, heart-stop-beating-scenes, and stuff..just that i like Prom Night more as it gives me more senses of reality, as its more like things u may probably experience in real life.. Nah~just check it out in cinemas..and u'll find it great..XD

Btw, we were wondering, why there wasnt any Prom Night for us in ttss? like the prom night in the movie, love it to the max! it just looks so grand n luxurious! learn sth, ttss XD

Prom Night trailer (hold ur breath!)

爱爱爱

2008-04-12T17:37:00.003+08:00

突然间好想做爱哦..

有股想要立即撇开处男之身的感觉..

是到了性欲丰盛的阶段了吗?

感觉上19岁了仍顶着"处男"兼"没拍过拖"的招牌
how pathetic ==

可能是因为还没尝试过爱吧恋爱做爱管他啥爱的 XD
总之就是个"爱"字..
所以才会对"爱爱"有所憧憬吧..

humans are curious animals after all..

也可能是因为面子问题吧..
日后成名了(发春梦都还嫌太早XD) 别人问起这家事的话
"i'm still a virgin, i've never had a relationship before.."
多么搬不上台面的话 ==

也许是我想太多了吧

可能是因为刚youtube看了林宥嘉上康熙爆出他不是处男..
很自然地小弟就联想起可怜兮兮的自己

人家20岁前都已爱爱了..
自己却还停滞不前留守着单身纯情处男俱乐部 ==

纯粹发发牢骚不过小弟还真的想要一尝性爱的滋味 XD
超屌的
酷炫酷炫

Psychology experiment

2008-04-09T20:00:00.004+08:00

For your information psychology is one of my units for the current semester.. experimental credit is needed to attain a better score (since its so simple to obtain those credits, no one gives it up just like tat XD though it only makes up 6% of the total score ==) i did my 1st experiment yesterday...

actually i didnt do the experiment, i was the one being done..get what i mean? like in order to obtain those credits u have to seek for some experiments carried out by postgraduate students n offer urself as "white mouse" lol~ anyway, it wont hurt.. so why not? XD

I found a guy, Craig, who's currently carrying out an experiment about motor cortical processes.. he's a psyc postgraduate student btw.. why him? cause he offered a total credit of 1.5! which is half of the credits we need (3 credits = 6 pts)..so..he's the one! XD its an experiment about reflex of muscles in association with part of the brain.. thr's a 'machine' called TMS(transcranial magnetic stimulation), used to transfer magnetic impulse to ur brain(motor cortex i guess), causing the related controlling part of the muscle to reflect.. it looks like a small-size-tennis racket, during experiment, the thing was placed on ur head n magnetic pulses were sent off thru tat thingy n u might feel like sth tapping on ur head, as a result, muscles between index finger n thumb were affected by the pulses n my fingers moved! i didnt intend to move them but they just moved! how weird..

well, u're required to complete some simple tasks related to these reflex thingy n cables r placed on ur hands connecting to those complicated machines bla bla bla..(as shown in pictures haha) anyway, its quite fun for the first few minutes..but definitely not for the last few minutes..cause i was just sitting there doing the exactly same thing for almost an hour! its hella boring! anyway, for the sake of my credits, i'd do anything! XD

during experiment a crowd of visitors crashing over the psyc office, they were like having a campus tour or what..i wasnt quite sure for the moment..then Craig used me to display the experiment to them..twice! cause thr were 2 groups of fellows anyway..yea..i was kinda excited instead of being tersinggung..cause i love being on the camera! wuakakakakaXD they were taking photos n asking me about my feelings bla bla bla..i felt quite glorious n proud as like there was a ring of angel-rays above my head being the subject of the experiment in front of those visitors, as i didnt expect sth like tat anyway..XD that was the interesting part of all n i was most awaken at tat period..other than tat, i nearly fell asleep in the process of experiment..felt sorry for Craig for having me as one of his experiment XD

well, basically, it was interesting since its a first-time-trial..its always good to try new stuff like ppl say..XD oh yea..i looked like an idiot during the experiment..find out urself..

see the blue thing? tats the tennis racket i mentioned XD n tats the place i sat thru-out the experiment

tats why i looked stupid..cause of the thing on my head..what the hell ==

woolala~

see those cables? yea, like i was a patient connecting to EEG or sth..i loved the appearance anyway, though it really looked stupid XD

i didnt take a lot of photos for the whole process, Craig said taking photos might affect the result or sth..so i took the above when he gave me a break time of 10 mins lol~ anyway, glad to try sth new..take it as an experience what xD

whats wrong..

2008-04-07T16:02:00.003+08:00

whats happening to me..
whats wrong with me?!

well, i'm sorry to tell..i'm currently suffering from a disease, it's incurable for the moment..i realized a few weeks ago..n hopefully its not too late for me to know..

to be honest with everyone..im having a disease called "Sleepslackia". never heard about it? seriously..its such a well-known disease nowadays..let me explain briefly bout the disease..

symptoms:
1. fall asleep during lectures
2. ass is stuck on chair in front of the computer
3. plan to study but end up sticking ur face on the computer screen
4. revisions are accumulated n left them undone in the end
5. .....

wuakakakakaXD im such a good bluffer..i know it^^ anyway i'm so stuck with this bloody disease! which makes me pissing at myself so much..damn.. is thr any way to bestir myself? like.. throwing the comp away? or drinking a whole barrel of double espresso? ... nah~forget bout it..

today's plan is doing revision for my left-out-topic - "Human Genetic", which sucks all the way down Jalan DahYeh(=.=), n re-listen to chem lecture which i kinda missed out what exactly the lexturer has taught.. well, i first tot genetic shud be an enthralling topic of all, God knows, its like the most boring topic ever! i ended up fishing everytime the lecturer teaching.. perhaps i dont have sufficient resting time? which i used most of them surfing net, watching movies == (OS: 歹死)

hopefully i'll succeed for this time..since i'm still sitting here showing the comp my lovely faceXD tests are coming soon..i have started preparing for nth..its NOTHING! HELP! SOS! may God bless me.. all the best to those who are also suffering from Sleepslackia.. we, as Sleepslackia fellow sufferers, shud commiserate with each other.. good luck fellows~

"新"的自我

2008-03-30T14:09:00.004+08:00

你相信神的存在吗?

我小时候(小学时期乳臭未干)每个礼拜随着外公到教堂,
我当然是去天真无邪之主日学啦..
难道要我跟一大堆熟男熟女一起礼拜咩.. XD
我还记得那时我所持的态度,
那股对基督教的热诚,
简直就是典型的人见人爱型的好小孩..
怎么上了中学..
那股感觉就不知所踪了呢?
我曾试着鼓励自己: 去教堂吧! 没效..
久而久之.. 那种信奉上帝的感觉已在我心里销声匿迹了吧 (惭愧 ==)
是我給自己太多借口吧...

直到我来到了澳洲, 朋友都使尽吃奶的力气邀我去教堂
(欸~拜托一下~我这种百年教堂化石.. 怎么可能..(欠扁))
但.. 奇迹发生了!
上星期五晚上我去教堂了! 参加他们的青年团聚..
今早也去做了第一次的礼拜..
很不幸的是.. 我找回了当初的那份感觉了! XD

特别是在礼拜五晚之后感触良多真的..

那晚我在想:
一个人真的须要信教吗?
主耶稣真的在眷顾着人类吗?
上帝, 真的存在吗?
我反复地思索.. 希望能得个所以然..

想啊想..

我想通了 (是顿悟吗? XD)
而我得到的结论是:
有必要想那么多吗? 信主是罪恶吗? 不..
then? 想那么多干嘛咧?
好吧.. 那就不想了.. 反正信主也没啥损失嘛 XD

其实我觉得去参加教会是有利而无害的啦..
又能认识新朋友(通常教会的人都比较亲切友好^^)
又能给自己心灵上一个依靠的地方..
何乐不为呢?

我又开始在冥想了 (<--此乃危险人物请勿靠近)
(歹势吼~本人比较爱想些无关紧要的琐碎事呵呵)
我在这里会重拾自己回到教堂,
是神的召唤吧..
也许.. 神觉得我休息也够久了是时候回到祂身边了吧..
就是有一股隐藏的感觉把我带回教堂去..
觉得还蛮神奇的呵呵

我在想的同时,
不禁回忆起爸爸临终前的祷告
又不小心想起外公以前载着我们去教会的画面..
好窝心..
真的..
感觉像昨天才发生一样..

嗯..希望这次不是三分钟热度吧..
既然选择了就继续下去吧..
愿主保佑

P/S: 教会的合唱团超强的! 每次听都起一堆鸡麻皮..耳油掉满地..太动听了! Btw, the church i join is "Bible Presbyterian Church of WA".

《性別轉換問卷》

2008-03-29T19:28:00.002+09:00

被踢你点名 ><
史上最为震撼人心, 挑战你心跳变态至极的超级问卷:

《性別轉換問卷》 !

1、もしあなたが性転換したらなにをしたい？
－－如果性別轉換了會想做什麼？

丰胸.. 买奶罩.. 到处放电勾男人.. 要全天下男人都臣服于我的胯下! 哈哈哈哈.. (变态指数: 破表)

2、朝起きて最初になにをするか?
－－早上起床後第一件事是？

开眼睛 (超欠揍的...XD)

3、職業?

既然那些变态女人都想当牛郎, 那我只好牺牲小我.. 当织女好了.. XD
当个脱衣舞女郎也还蛮不错的耶就是那坨'麻甩佬'会塞钱进你底裤那种

4、どんな相手と付き合いたいか
－－想跟什麼樣的對象交往？

稚气的来又不失成熟风味的, 外貌单纯有颗赤子之心的, 风度翩翩有着浓厚音乐气息的, 举手投足间都散发出迷死人气质的, 眉宇间充满了忧郁又不失开朗气息的, 外表冷漠内心狂野(床上 XD)的蓝眼混血儿, 不嫖不赌不喝, 胸肌腹肌所有肌, 身材比例无得顶.. 总结: "绝世好男人" (一拳射过去..)

5、自分で自慢できること
－－引以為傲的事是？

天使脸庞魔鬼身材 + 狂蜂浪蝶的攻势(当然是指上等的狂蜂浪蝶啦) XD

6、どんなカッコ
－－會做什麼樣的打扮？

只遮三点其余开放任看任摸(咁大隻XX随街跳?!)

7、どこに行きたい？
－－想去哪裡？

女人专用泡澡室(所有女人共用的..*口水直流*)

8、「生まれ変わったらこんな自分と付き合えるか？」
－－如果性別轉換了，會想跟現在的自己交往嗎？

当然.. 像我这种自恋狂.. 不爱自己能爱谁.. 况且我又那么有男孩的魅力 XD (呕吐)

9、「このまま生まれ変わったままがいいか？」
－－會覺得就這樣轉變性別比較好嗎？

也还好啦每个月还要经历一段第十八层地狱般的见红苦刑才不幹咧~还是当有棍的比较好XD

10、「次の3人」
－－傳給下三個人。
我来也! 受死吧! 哇哈哈哈哈哈! ==
-Tenze
-Lolo
-Kanasai

好好享受这变态问卷吧 XD

2nd movie!

2008-03-25T22:59:00.005+09:00

My very 2nd movie at Perth! how thrilled XD

yea it was us..the 3 of us..again~ we watched "Step Up 2 the Streets", which i tot is a really amazingly superb movie! though the storyline didnt really turn me on but the moves are incredible dude!! i was so touched like a lunatic in my heart tat i wanted to yell it all the way out n dance along! too bad..i dont dance XD

Afterwards we went for a coffee.. yup its Gloria Jeans Coffee.. know what? i came across sth..which might probably(or definitely) drive Rachel, the nympho(XD), crazy!! it was a pair of blue eyes! its like the blue eyes of Zac Efron.. i saw it! right in front of me! it was the cashier's eyes actually XD though tat guy wasnt really good looking but his eyes were just gorgeous man! i have to say that! like there's a magnet in his eyes sucking things toward him.. my my..wish i could have those eyes.. too bad i didnt manage to take a photo of his eyes XD btw, though blue eyes here arent tat peculiar but for tat coffee guy, his eyes' blueness is like having no others.. gosh anyway it's cool man! its my first time seeing such a gorgeous blueness.. how blessed wuakakaXD

Elaine n Harald..inside the food court of Garden City..

Food Court view 2
Food Court view 3

Food Court view 4

Food Court view 5
Gelare! my fave ice-cream of all..XD
There we go..its Gloria Jean's Coffees!
...
yea..its me..not the blue-eyes-guy..haha..
Elaine n Harald..again..enjoying Gloria..
tissue of Gloria Jean! orite..its lame..i know..haha..

Yay! its my bag n my fractured+tortured+gorgeous leg..
the mall(Garden City) was about to close..it was 5.20pm == its one part of the mall..the mall is freakin huge..

yea..waiting for the bus to come wuakaka..

Day of walking / Bus-Train misser

2008-03-23T22:43:00.015+09:00

Let's start the story from yesterday..the three of us went out again! Me, harald n Elaine..we went to Harbour Town again, cause the stuffs there r really cheaper than others, since it's a factory outlet store. Anyway, Harald wanted to buy winter clothes so we went there since there's a huge Nike outlet store within, which is bravo! It was 30% store wide discount when we first entered the shop, sounds amazing right..though when the prices r converted back to RM, u'll say: Kill me! yet it's still reasonable n it's considered CHEAP for them == i merely bought a jacket cause i've brought enough long-sleeve clothes from KK XD Clever me..actually it was oso tat i had to spend my money wisely as i used up quite a number few eeks before XD so after we finished buying, we headed to Gelare, the tastiest ice-cream cafe(tats my thought XD) to have a break for our nearly-broken legs.. Harald suddenly realized tat he forgot to buy long pants, so we went back to the Nike again..when we stepped in n my first sight was:40% store wide discount?! WTF !@#$%^&*()~ poor Harald..wasted $18 for missing the discount Lol~

having Korean lunch before heading to Harbour Town, its kinda cheap but its so small the size ==

Oh yea~ why bus-train misser? yesterday when i went out to the bus stop outside i missed my bus to train station..(my fault for preparing too long XD) so i asked my kind-hearted homestay parents send me over to the train stn..when i reached there, i personally saw the bus driving away! in front of me! what the hell..n Harald was staring at me..at the same time seeing the bus drifting away LOL~ how bored..when we took a train back after finished the harbour town thingy, i missed my bus..AGAIN! so i waited for another 40 mins == the above's happened ytd, as for today, as a professional bus-train misser, sure i missed my bus again~ but this time i had to walk since thr wasnt anyone at home..at the moment..it took me 25 mins sauntering under the sunlight to my lovely train stn..damn..again, as a pro bus-train misser, the same thing happened..TWICE!! wtf..well, we waited 15 mins for the next train XD

proof for missing train

We went for a jog, so harald n i took train to elaine's hse n planned to jog at a park somewhere ard her hse..it was only 5 i guess when we reached her hse..the sun was still so bright..which could really kill a man..so we were slacking n eating n touring in her hse XD after all those then thr we're willing to leave the hse n start jogging LOL~ the wind was so strong that my perspiration just dried off tat way! how stunning XD

When we got back to elaine's hse, it was oledy 7 sth, as the free-transit bus had ended their service for the day, guess what? Yea! we walked to the train station! its like 8-station-distance from her hse..what the hell!! luckily it was night time, wind was blowing so vigorously n i think it was like 16'C at the moment, n we were wearing T-shirt n short pants..its totally wtf man! we then walked like about 40mins n finally..we were thr at the train stn! Thank God! but the tragedy didnt stop going on, what's so pathetic about me was we missed the train which had just left like 5 mins before! n we had to wait another 25 mins for the next train..zZzZz..

I tot i could have a nice ride back home after the train since the bus came at 8.52pm n there's only a bus an hour for Sundays..so if i missed it again(which i did) i had to wait an hour for the next bus, which was so not good!! Hell ya!! despite waiting, i took my decision to walk home since it took 25 mins, which i didnt have to sit on the bench waiting an hour for the "nice ride", furthermore it was only 14'C!! i would probably freeze n starve to death.. the eerie part was when i was on my way home, as u guys know, aussies dont usually switch their lights on during night times..so i passed thru streets n streets of darkness, which really freaked me out of my ass..know what's ghastlier? trees along those streets were shaking n flickering like hell, the wind was still blowing like hell, the streets were dark like hell, the temperature was oso low like hell, n my clothes r little like hell, which made me feel like i was walking in hell!! Coi coi coi..my goosebumps was falling while i kept walking faster n faster, cause i was totally terrified man! i've never had tat kind of feeling before like i was the one in those scary movies!! *goosebumps falling* anyway, finally i reached home, i was so relieved..there's definitely no next time ==

Yea..try calculate urself tat how long i've walked for these 2 days..which made my legs need not extra exercises!! i'm currently relaxing my legs..just tat there's no hot-water-tub for my poor legs T.T 1 more day of Easter holiday, gonna spend the day studying n catch up with those lectures..how diligent~ *my head being stroked like what a man might do to his pet dog* gonna have dinner now, actually its more of rummaging the kitchen for dinner, rather than HAVE dinner Lol~ god bless me, i'm starving!!

Elaine's hse-tour part 1

Elaine's hse-tour part 2

Garfield's Tag =.=

2008-03-21T22:42:00.003+09:00

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR :
1. iPod!
2. Nintendo DS!
3. Pass all units in 3 years with flying colors
4. Wish all my friends and family stay healthy and happy all the time
5. 3 more wishes XD

THE PERSON WHO TAGGED ME IS: Tenze --- YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM/HER:

1. one not enough meh, still wan 5..it's torturing me wuakakaXD jk pal..first impression? nice kid..who always helps his family..
2. helpful..to his friends..
3. responsible guy..in doing things..anything that done by him is sure "no worries" one XD
4. this guy likes animal a lot..esp marine life..esp dolphin..XD but what a waste tat he couldnt study marine biology..which he wants to do it so bad..if i'm not mistaken XD
5. *brainstorming* a friend who's worth to be be with..for lifelong..since he always treats ppl so nice wuakakakaXD

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAS GIVE/DONE FOR YOU
Considering me as his best friend..thanks bud!

THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE/SHE SAID TO YOU
...cant really remember..sorry XD

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL
didnt bother to think about it XD

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, THE REASON WILL BE
we're forgetting each other..what a reason hoho

PASS THE QUIZ TO 5 PEOPLE THAT YOU WISH TO KNOW HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT YOU:
(i tag my friends only...so dun blame me for tagging u guys~~^~^)
1. Rachel
2. Lolo
3. Harald
4. Samantha
5. Jasmine

1. WHO IS NO.3 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
he's still single..perhaps haha

2. WHO IS NO.5 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
wuakakakakakaka~ Nelson! a.k.a Leaf.. XD

3. IF NO.3 AND NO.2 ARE TOGETHER, WILL IT BE A GOOD THING?
Can't imagine..but it's quite match of these two fellows since they have approx not-really-tell-height..wuakaka..no offence~

4. WHAT ABOUT NO.4 AND NO.5?
Unless they're Lesbian..=.=

5. WHAT IS NO.3 STUDYING?
going to study Mechanical Engineering..

6. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU CHATTED WIT NO.5?
Few days ago, thru MSN, while she was eating yogurt =.=

7. DOES NO.4 WORK?
sure not..she's studying..haha..

8. DO YOU HAVE ANY COUSIN IN HIS/HER OWN SCHOOL?
LaTrobe? i don think i know anyone inside besides her..

9. WILL U BE WITH NO.1?
Oh C'mon! we're like the best buddies ever!! She's got her hubby anyway..XD so i'm not those kind of ppl who destroy ppl's marriage!! (LOL)

10. HOW ABOUT NO.5?
She used to be my driver..the best driver i've ever had..wuakakakaXD She's got one oso..i'm not her cup of tea either hoho..we're friend friend..we're a group too!! insect group..she's cockroach i'm mosquito n Lolo is bacteria =.=

11. DOES NO.2 HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
Yea..1 younger bro..

12. HOW DID U GET TO KNOW ABOUT NO.2 AND NO.4?
knew no.2 since J1, like 6 yrs ago..haha we were classmates..then 38 38 then knew each other till now..LOL~ i knew no.4 in S1, which is like 3 yrs ago..n we were classmates too~ we talked to each other randomly then tat's how we knew XD i think so..

13. WHERE DOES NO.1 LIVE AT?
Sabah..Taman Cantek..

14. HOW DID U GET TO KNOW NO.2?
=.= pls refer to question 12..

15. IS NO.5 THE SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD?
Sexiest? maybe in Leaf's eyes..Yea! She is! haha..she's kinda hot..n she's not fat..at all..but she keeps saying herself like she's got obesity..=.=

(Yogurt says: what a long tag!)

what a week!

2008-03-17T17:48:00.004+09:00

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What a week!

haven't shown my face for 2 weeks
sure a bundle of u missing me like hell..
i know it.. dont try to deny. XD

what've i done in the past 2 weeks?
well it has been quite a week as i said..
weather's turning cold..
but gonna 'bounce-back' to previous weather, 30++'C this week,
which is not good at all.. for me at least ==

what else?
labs n tutes were all started last week, brand new experience anyway..
talking about chem lab, i'm kinda frustrated actually,
by the teaching method in ttss!
last Thursday(13/3) was my 1st lab.. kinda excited first.. ended up with annoyance..
i was the last person leaving the lab..cause i was kinda messed up with the 1st stupid experiment..
time wasnt waiting for me so i ended up in a tight corner,
leaving 2 unknowns undone,
cleaning up all my apparatus n stuff,
it was totally a mess anyway..
n guess what, i merely got a 'Pass' for that lab.. *ROARing*
what i tried to say is, ttss, system sucks!
they should have arranged more time for students doing lab stuff, to get used to lab earlier, since all my other lab-mates were like finishing 15 mins before the end.. since what? they're well-trained..
well, it's not that blameful actually,
just seeking someone to be responsible for my mess.. poor ttss..
wuakakakakakakaXD

Oh yea~
last sunday(04/03) sth has happened..
Yogurt, Harald, Joyce, Elaine, Jovinia, Kahman, Tzeyan, Chiawyee, Stephanie
these 9 fellows were gathering, having lunch n had a simple citywalk
it's feeling weird yet familiar going out with friends tat u don used to get along with..
it was okay anyway..
laughter, chit-chat, bla bla bla...
we took a grp photo but it's not with me..will post it out once i have it haha

Poor Harald haha..there's a row of this kind of shop in northbridge..XD

taken the day before all of us going out..it's one of the coffee shop in center of Perth city, there's no starbucks, no cb, no sanfrancisco, only dome n others..

I feel like tonnes n tonnes of stuff to tell
but, just simply couldnt split it out.. too complicated i guess XD
now i got one.. i sang karaoke with my homestay family 2 days ago..
it was unexpectedly scary
since it's my first time not singing in front of my friends..
WEIRD!
anyway i still had fun haha..
they're nice.. tat's why i had fun~
btw, we sang at home, not karaoke outside. lol~

one more thing!
i finally watched my 1st movie here! in cinema! Congrats to Yog!
it's hella not cheap which really freeaaked me out when i 1st saw the price

Adult: approx. AUD15 (all shows)
Student: approx. AUD12 (all shows)
Tuesday : AUD9.5 (every Tue)

tat's the prices shown by the cinema nearby my homestay..
i think they're more or less the same for other cinemas..
i watched 10,000bc, which wasnt really impressed..
it wasnt as brilliant as i expected,
since i find "The Day After Tomorrow" & "Independence Day" demoniacally fantastic!
so i was kinda disappointed but i was so thrilled since i've finally got the chance to sit in a cinema!
thank god! ==
i went with my s'pore frens btw..haha

Spot the difference!
Above: Room before i moved into my homestay i.e. my cousin's place
Below: My room in my homestay place!

well, for more photos, feel free to visit my facebook..haha..
gotta do some revision now before i cant catch up, in the matter of fact, i'm oledy left out ==

Cheers!

Autumn!

2008-03-03T22:04:00.002+09:00

Autumn is coming soon..thank God!

I've commenced my lectures today, well, i kinda like that since there's still no labs or tutes around for the 1st week! Cheers bud! but Chem lab is gonna have sth quite fun i suppose, cause we have to buy ourselves a lab coat n u're wearing it everytime u're having lab classes, yea! Cool man! oh yea i love the psychology lecture too. the lovely lecturer is just plain humorous, like she can easily bring u into her world n make u enjoy so much, didnt regret my decision choosing psyc haha

Well, what've i done for the past few days? let me see, i've been walking around James Oval(it's a field i suppose XD) joining clubs n society since it was a Guild O' Day, it's sth like a funfair with plenty of clubs n society holding their stalls recruiting freshers == i've been touring around Perth city guided by ISS(International Student Services) committee, i've been enjoying my Sunday eating fish n chips at Fremantle, n..yea! i've moved into my homestay, which has quite a distance with my campus lol~

About the O'Day..the sun tat day was extremely POLITE man..guess it doesnt have to pay electricity bill so tat's why it's shining SO brightly tat day..clubs n society hanging around in their own stall..guess what clubs did i join? u can never predict tat! i joined Chinese Society n Malaysian Student Union(MSU)..it sounds good right..n hopefully it's good haha..i wanted to join Drama Club but i couldnt actually seek for one so i gave up to the mighty sun n went eating somewhere near the campus called Broadway..it's kinda like a food court since there r plenty of choices of food to satisfy ur stomach, it's cheaper anyway but it's still expensive though..for me at least XD yea..tat day i ended up like a 2-colored-roasted-prawn after being tortured by the sunpower..i've taken some pics of me becoming red-and-white-bubblegum..dont be freaked when u see it man~anyway i'm not going to post it here since i'm not using my own laptop wuakaka ==

So..now it's City Tour's turn hoho..it was fun..knowing new friends again..not bad what haha..i really hav to mention the dinner we had..it was so unique man..it's indian-vegetarian cuisine i suppose..the interesting part was tat u can pay the amount that u find reasonable for ur meal..i paid AUD5..but my cousin told me she paid 2 dollars..wat the..i even heard my cousin's fren said tat he was paying like only 50 cents..totally wat the hell haha..the meal was fine, i cant say tat it taste sux what~ == i really had fun for the whole day..it was fun..for real XD and who said there's no nightlife at Perth? i've never seen tat huge crowd before in Perth..i went drinking with my cousin at NorthBridge..where all those pubs n clubs there..anyway, Blondies rock man!!i love blonde! =.= oh yea guess what, i've been speaking english like i never did in KK before, the total amount of me speaking here probably has oledy exceeded the moment i spoke english for a yr in KK..it's torturing haha cause i cant split any word out whenever i get panic esp when talking to aussies with super accent..no offence anyway ><

bla bla bla there i go i've moved into my homestay! not tat much freedom like living at my cousin's hse since not knowing all of them so well..it takes time what..but the good thing is there's internet connection in my room! tat's the best thing ever wuakaka but what a waste tat there's no mirror in my room..cant be self-loving tat much ==

it's all fine actually..nth much to be complained since u have still to adapt to it what..yea..autumn is coming..love tat..hell-like-life is gonna end soon! come on champagne!! woolala~my mom's leaving bac to kk tmr so going to take a bus to her hotel n give her a hug after my class..hmm..well gonna sleep soon cause got class tmr morning at 8..what the..my class starts at 8 everyday for the 1st sem..nightmare! yea..take care friends anyway haha..see u guys in the future XD

Being a feshman

2008-02-26T16:55:00.003+09:00

Hey fellows!! long time no see man!! missing u guys so much

well, i've been here like..3 days? yea..but it felt like i've been here for 3 weeks XD so, where shud i start my story? orite, let's talk about when i was on plane lol~ i boarded after u guys sending me off, frankly, i didnt feel tat much sadness with me at tat moment..cause i thought i had slightly overcomed the separation stuff..but then when i got on to plane n sat down..reading letters from Rachel n Lolo, suddenly i thought of my grandma.then..there i cried..like flooding..i was trying to control my emotion but it didnt really help..well, it did help..help getting worse..like whole body "shivering" sth..oh god~what a moment..EMBARRASSING!! haha anyway i was fine afterwards then i watched 2 movies on the way to Perth: "Mr.Magorium's wonder emporium" and "the Game Plan" XD

There i reached the Perth internainal Airport..it wasnt tat hot since it was oledy 7 sth i guess..but cause of the stupid 'daylight saving' programme happening here..time is to be adjusted by 1 hr earlier..meaning it was actually 6 sth at KK but they call it 7 sth here in Perth..it'll only last for several mths i think..so tat's why the sky here starts getting dark at 8..weird..XD then had dinner bla bla bla..damn expensive..we ate AUD61.5 tat night..it's approx RM180 sth..guess what? we were only eating some very general orental food..like those u can always eat at home..LOL~crazy..then i departed to my mom's fren..well she's actually my cousin..far-far-cousin haha..know what i mean? yea..her hse..she's living wv her housemate..a couple XD and for the 2nd day..i woke up at 7..going to campus at 8 sth..getting started wv my uni life!! yea..orientation..wuakakaka..it was fun..yet boring..it's interesting to see ppl frm all over the world gathering here like UWA is a "gatherer" lol~touring around the campus..tat's the fun part XD boring? yea! during those talks..talking about Student visa, tax file number(what the heck),work permit, study skill..bla bla bla..i havent felt tat kind of sleepy-ness since mdm.Tai teaching..my goodness..perhaps it's because we had already finished using energy exploring the campus..it's fucking huge man!! anyway, i got to know some ppl here haha, a gal from Dubai named Reem..she's quite friendly haha..oh yea, we(all international students) were divided into 29 groups i think..to make the orientation stuff going easier..hoho..i was in Gecko group wv Joyce..luckily..XD yea tat was what yesterday morning happening..

here comes the main point..today is a big big day for freshman like us..cause we're doing enrollment today! swt i was scheduled to enrol at 1pm..bank represantatives coming at 10am to 1pm..fucking stupid me went to the campus at 10am..opening a bank account and wandering around the campus for the next 3 hrs..oh my fucking lord..my leg was totally broken! guess what? the campus is really large..not really..but kinda haha..thank god for giving me such free time exploring the campus..i walked from Winthrop Hall to the Agriculture building..swt..it's like north n south..kill me!! but it was quite okay since the campus n the environment made me feel so comfortable what..XD i think i'll be quite familiar with the paths in UWA since god gave me such precious FREE time today wuakaka..well, oh yea! i met Elaine when i was exploring..she's done her step2-enrollment and was going on..i brought her to open a bank account and finally it's my turn to enrol XD it still took me half an hour while waiting for my turn for enrollment wtf..there r altogether 5 steps to enrol..1st see a course advisor who might help u to choose the best units to study for..which suit u the most n some sort of this..then 2nd take a picture n get ur own student card..3rd...bla bla bla..aiya who cares haha after tat we still had to plan our timetable and the entire enrollment stuff is done!! wuakaka..wat was happening actually? i was at step 1..asking advice from the advisor..she wasnt sure about my level for maths..so she advised me to take calculus B..and gave me a note n ask me going somewhere else asking for my lvl swt..then i've chosen my timetable..then i realized i had to go find someone to approve my level..what the..orite then i kept entering n exiting buildings like crazy..they can recognize my face oledy i think XD i supposed to get home at like 2 or 3pm but i ended up at 4pmsth n finally took a bus home..how LUCKY..damn it haha..well actually it's much easier n much more convenient to take a bus ride here than KK..systematic is wat u can see here..even the time of arrival n departure of buses r noted on a stand at each n every bus stops..how great~though the weather is totally hot like hell here..it's still summer what..but it's really hot man!! perhaps i might get skin cancer since i've exposed myself under sunlight for almost the whole afternoon XD

oh yea..the accent here..totally confusing..so i'm trying to adapt myself to this kind of accent..it's weird but it's fun if i talk tat way wuakaka..well, i shud be free on Wed n Thur..since there's no activities occuring..there is actually but lazy to go wuakaka~then there will be a funfair on Friday which plenty of clubs stuff will making their stalls out thereasking ppl joining ..sth like tat i guess..XD well it has been quite busy for me these few days n going to commence lectures n tutes n labs next week..looking forward..n feeling scared too..anyway just take it n face it like a man! wuakaka..orite tat's all for me today n thank u for reading XD

P/S: yea! one more great stuff..no FAN CHONG here!! ppl here are so courteous what..cause lacking of FAN CHONG hoho XD

Bye guys..

2008-02-23T11:50:00.002+09:00

well, after so many farewell tat we've done n finally, it's my turn tmr, i'm leaving to Perth..

It's unbelievably fast huh~i mean everything goes by, just like this..2 months' time man..but it felt like 2 weeks =.=

My grandma..crying almost these every few days.. oh gosh~like i wont come back anymore =.= but it feels really heartbreaking to separate with someone tat u've lived together for 18 yrs.. cant imagine the day i go, sth's gonna happen =.=

My buddies..thanks for giving me such a great time in Tshung Tsin, being thr with me, glad to have u guys as my lifetime friends!! appreciate u guys a lot..for real..='( will miss u guys lots!! missing the crazy moments tat we've been thru..the embarrassing moment while we sang a totally out-of-tune version of Danny Boy during Parents' day..how memorable..well, really thank u to u guys for being my best classmates ever in my life, i promise i'll never wipe u guys away from my heart XD

know what, i was pondering these few days..do i really like to study in Perth? Am i really a biomedicine material? well, there's a thought flashing in my mind these few days.. why dont study in UMS? cause now i realize KK is the best place for me to stay anyway..perhaps =.= maybe i cant put down my grandma here, my friends here but most of them r leaving what =.= n the tv here!! American idol!! argh..cant watch anymore..><

well i've finally done packing my luggage XD *ROUND APPLAUSE* it's not an easy stuff.. trust me.. it's sth tat makes u feeling headache all the time haha~ oh yea! i've bought my laptop..a HP laptop!! how nice hoho i'm acting like "rusa masuk ke kampung" since i've been holding n 'kissing' it these days XD

sigh~going to fly soon, one more day to go..still wondering how it feels like..anyway, take care my friends!! will see u guys in the future!! *peace out*

离人季节

2008-02-16T12:14:00.002+09:00

继1月头在机场度过的"送机"时光后, 昨天(15/2)开始再度展开第二度的攻势, 这次送走的是"澳洲帮"..当然还夹杂"台湾帮" "Miri帮" "KL帮"... =.=

说实在的在Terminal2送机确实没有在Terminal1来的有感觉..可能是目的地的关系吧.. Pinky Princess 刚刚飞去了 Brisbane..还蛮担心她的毕竟是千金大小姐一名嘛 XD 刚在进闸之前她妈对她说了一些保重之类的话顿时她眼泪就这样流了出来看者心痛啊~ 不禁让我看到即将离开这里的自己还蛮期待的 XD

说回昨晚没错..就是送机前的一晚..我想是一种病吧我老是在送机前一晚失眠的.. 所以现在本尊的状况是神智不清的..好久没这感觉了.. ><

好累~先去睡一会儿之后就必须开始收拾行李了头疼啊!! 真的不知从何收起 =.=

真正的强者是..

2008-02-04T13:49:00.000+09:00

真正的强者是具有高度自制力的人

难道就不能忍耐那一瞬间的诱惑么?
非得要掉进了陷阱才来懊悔
每次把头栽进去完事了 "后悔"大哥找上门了活该

就连这点小诱惑都抵挡不了
出了社会工作该怎么办?!
充满诱惑的环境
危机四伏的社会
五花八门的世界

...能么?
能应付么?

真正的弱者是完全没有自制力的人

好好反省吧

为什么只有一部车!!

2008-02-02T23:46:00.000+09:00

对! 我家穷嘛~只能供得起一部车..但我家里有两个有驾车执照的人:我&我妈.. 所以常常会有不能两全其美的情况发生..

就拿明天来说, 我计划好要到NS探望"狱友"的, 却忘了新年将至,必需去扫货(新衣新底裤之类的) 加上我妈明天准备好了贺年礼物准备四处去送礼..要四处跑,首要条件当然是车嘛! 所以我就只好跟着车子跑咯~ 因为我那副旧的隐形眼镜度数有点不适合了(近期对电脑太多的关系近视深了!!) 所以就必须赶在新年前配副新的..如果我有车的话我就能在配完隐形眼镜扫完货后驾车上NS了..只可惜..我没车!! XD

没法咯..只好辜负我那位友人了 XD 虽然已算是答应了她不去探望她似乎有点衰仔..哎~ 也不用紧啦..反正过几天她就出来了那时再一起疯吧~ XD

愿望:
明天醒来时发现院子里多了一辆车那就太完美了~nyahahahahaha~

My celebrity look-alike

2008-01-30T20:49:00.000+09:00

well, just tryin out
and i got sth like this XD
Jensen Ackles!
Howie Dorough!
OMG!
but i don't think i look pretty much like them =.=

I did another test, using another photo
guess what?

Kangta!!
木村!!
It's totally oh my big God
wuakakakaka XD

Try it out!

空虚

2008-01-27T23:50:00.000+09:00

上瘾了

像抽烟一样抽上了瘾
像吸毒一样吸上了瘾

怎么办

难以抽离的感觉像是入戏过深
好难过

追看星光一,二班
现在节目也告一段落了
感觉好空虚
就像追看连续剧后的那股空虚感

是沉迷星光后遗症
是心灵调整不恰当

还是人类的自然反应?

看星光的确会有所获得
歌唱技巧临场反应
虽说没天赋的人(本少爷) 看了也无用XD
但
星光不是白看的
做人道理名人名言
不是随处可经历的

楊宗緯就说过这么一句话
哪里有失落那里就有爱
Where there is lose, there is love

陶晶莹也在星光提过一位名人的名言
长辈是弓晚辈是箭
弓能做的是尽量把自己拉满让箭射向远方
但箭就必须决定它自己落地的位置

...

好空虚喔

空虚缠绕着我的心灵
好空
真的很空

多久
才能自己?
多久
才能摆脱星光的踪影?
多久
才能习惯没有星光的日子?

戒烟不容易
戒毒不简单
自己? 不知道

真的有那么难吗

真的好空虚
好空虚
空到没有别的形容词来形容我内心深处的空虚

离家出走的日子

2008-01-27T00:17:00.000+09:00

终于我离开了家里的电脑出去闯荡了
好久没有那么忙碌了感觉还真不赖~

昨天一整天我都待在外面就在做那些身体检查 X-Ray 什么之类的没法出国读书就要做这些 XD
第一次照X-Ray 感觉..好没感觉哈哈只需那区区几秒钟照个相就完事了没瘾
之后又向另一个医生报到做健康检查说是这样说也只不过是把尿小进小瓶子作化验然后医生只是用"听筒"听了两下这样就飞走了RM150 =.= 超没瘾
说了那么多其实见医生只占了不到半小时吧其余的时间都在车上享受塞车的过程中虚度了
还真搞不懂 KK 这种地方也会塞车我想塞了大概有个钟头了吧哄! 气死我了幸好我没那么有技巧驾manual车不然我脚应该会废掉吧~XD
还有! DAMAI 超难找泊车位的! 转了360圈都还是没位泊车气到最后泊到离诊所八千九百哩的位子去害我走到脚都几乎跛了

至于今天嘛原本是和几个朋友去看戏再去打羽球的但由于时间上不合就闲逛了一会儿再去打羽球
不知是不是久没运动的关系(自从放假有2个月吧 XD) 刚开球就累了 =.= 未老先衰
结果到最后出了满身汗爽! 但结果嘞现在本公子全身酸痛真没用..

对了! 题外话- Rachel 星期二下午将出狱隔天下午又即将被捕入狱她是以预约了牙医作为借口趁机逃出个生天来哈哈想见她的朋友跟她联络吧 XD

偏食

2008-01-24T20:25:00.000+09:00

偏食是不对
但如果强迫吃下不喜欢的食物
感觉会好受吗?

沉迷星光

2008-01-23T01:34:00.000+09:00

最近过着极度颓废的生活
起床后开始对着电脑到睡前都还是对着电脑
(有那么好对么?)
当然! 这些日子里多亏有"超级星光大道"的陪同我才得以存活下来
WHY?
因为我终于下载了第二季的"超级星光大道"!
that's why..
虽说星光二班比不上星光一班但星光二班的实力也不容忽视喔
星光一班有林宥嘉杨宗纬等天才级人马撑场所以当然是精彩啦~
星光二班的话不是说不好但就是比起星光一班来说缺了点什么似的
那又如何?
真的要感谢星光大道这节目的播出
我成了个星光迷!
每天沉醉在星光们的歌声中人间一大乐事也!

黄美珍极具爆发力的声音
梁文音超级实力派的唱将
魏如昀充满个人特色的声音
曾沛慈感情充沛的嗓音

以上四位是我在星光二班超爱的声音 XD

唉~每天再这样下去迟早变"宅男"(是这个意思吗?有点用错词的感觉哈哈)
宥嘉个人专辑将在四月发行
现在才一月还要多等3个月
老天爷啊! 你是在考验我的耐力吗?! 3个月不能听到宥嘉的声音活着有什么意义 XD
说实在的宥嘉的歌声真的非常耐听而且会越听越上瘾
这就是为什么爱上宥嘉的歌声是一条不归路哈哈
听他唱歌真的会被拉进他的歌曲意境里与他融为一体超屌的~
顺便说说宥嘉的文笔还真不赖
下次有机会我PO一些他部落格的文章上来~

这篇网誌似乎没什么重点纯粹PO来爽
若有造成任何不便敬请原谅 XD

Leaving friends

2008-01-16T08:49:00.000+09:00

4.30am
that's the time i woke myself up today
to bid our last goodbye to one of our friends who is leaving to Penang
yea, 0+0 is the one XD
though i'm awake for now, i can hardly open up my mind
everything in my mind is totally impeded
i'm now like a walking corpse, call me a dead-alive person XD

sigh~
well, friends are leaving in succession
i was so heart-breaking when we sent our first friend leaving to Canada (yea Chris tat's u haha)
but..in the course of time, i've been inured to it
like..paralyzed?
it seems quite apathetic of me but the fact is.. 我麻木了..

yea like someone's saying: "it's merely a process that you n me must experience at least once thru-out one's life."

furthermore there are so many technological stuff that we can depend on to meet each other online, how convenient

I'll be leaving soon, well..still a month to go haha
wonder how it looks like XD
I'm thrilled
since i havent travelled by plane for ages
and i'm going to separate with my all my buddies
wonder how it feels like
upset? excited? or simply no feeling?
wondering...XD

马来西亚 - 失败中的失败

2008-01-11T15:20:00.000+09:00

还记得4年前我在香港机场准备以马币兑换成港币, 却遭拒绝. 原因? 因为马币在那儿不被接受之类的..欸~就连Rupiah都可以换,为什么马币就不能呢? 检讨吧马来西亚政府.. 不过这也不关事啦我要说的是马来西亚另一个失败的要素.. Ready? Here we go!

话说近年来马来西亚有样学样, 学台湾,新加坡,韩国等先进国搞个国民服务的东东. 欸!! 拜托一下好不好要学也学得像样一点吧人家当兵至少两年吧..这马来偏偏学到半天吊只来个三个月! 这还不算什么..像Kanasai所说人家外国的'当兵'至少是有动过枪械之类的吧..我们的?顶多每天在里面跑下两圈操下步..还要发给每人RM300 厚! 浪费资源嘛! 训练出来的青年又不是真的要去捍卫国土什么屁的.. 唉~~~~~*无言*

重点来了..one of my poor NS-fellows called me last night..我们就闲聊嘛..难免聊聊下就聊到了他们的惨况.. 他妈的那些番虫! 严重种族歧视! 这算是什么他妈的大便??!!? 说到就气!

1. 有一个华人男青年在早上步操时还未完全清醒(欸拜托~早上4.30你想怎样?!) 结果一个超级鸡败赌兰败类人渣的番虫教官猜它做了什么举动? 他妈的那个番虫竟然咬那个华人的耳朵!! oh my fucking crab!! tat's just so full of shit!! 他妈的草枝摆!! cant it use other way to wake him up instead of biting his ear?! come on man!! what the fuck..尊重一下人权好吗? 鸟它不死那个阿番..

2. 根据另一个我的华人朋友的可靠消息指出, 他亲眼目睹一个他鸡败的番虫教官拿起一个华人男子的手指塞进它的鼻孔里面..挖呀挖呀挖呀~ AAAAAAWWWWWWW!!!! 倒胃口!!! 他妈的竟然做出这种伤风败俗的动作.. 咒那堆阿番以后生孩子没有屁眼生男的没有咕咕生女的没有betbet 只要它们一做爱就中爱滋病喝水噎到吃东西哽到走一步跌一次打雷第一个打中它冲凉时給热水烧死冲冷水凉就给冷水冰死总之就是不得好死!!

3. 这件事发生在我朋友身上. 由于他刚动完眼睛的手术难免在晚上视觉会模糊不清嘛.. 加上他也刚进去不久当然不是很熟悉里面的规则啊.. 好事情是这样的.. 话说他不知6点后不能打电话之类的..(应该是吧..不太清楚..) 于是他就很不知情的打了电话.. 由于他双眼都在模糊状态, 他一面讲电话经过了一个女教官, 那女的就开始唠叨起来..可怜的是我朋友因为眼睛看不清楚所以当然不知那婆娘在骂着他..于是他就继续讲下去.. 忽然间我朋友听到倒数声是个男的在倒数..他才愕然发现原来那母狗在骂着他..结果就很自然的我朋友和我另一个当时也在旁边的朋友都被叫进去审骂.. 内容大概是这样的..
Bitch: kamu tidak nampak saya ke? 竟然还可以一面讲电话从我面前经过!
My Friend: Sorry. saya betul betul tidak nampak sebab saya baru finish mata punya operation. oleh tu mata saya tak dapat tengok clearly.
Bitch: 你眼睛看不清楚你没有耳朵听的啊? 我一直在叫你你就一直走..什么意思?! !#$%^$@%$#
My Friend: (很不爽的..) sorry.
(Bitch 是番婆..由于我马来文不好就自行翻译了..hoho~)
我这个算是简化版本..他妈的! 我一听到我朋友这样讲,直接我很想把那个母狗先姦后杀再斩成18段丢进大海喂鱼吃..如果我是我朋友..厚! 我不知我当时会做出什么惊天动地之举..

总结, 那些马来同胞扙着政府的支持就为非作歹,狼狈为奸..以为有了靠山就能为所欲为无法无天.. 把华人踩在脚底..就因为它们深怕华人卓越的表现与究极侵略性的上进心会影响它们的地位..于是就用这些下三流手段来抑制华人..看吧! 我就等着看..这些番虫什么时候落没什么时候衰到永无翻身之地..走着瞧! 马来西亚就是有了这批害群之马..才会落得如此田地.. 虽说马来西亚不受天灾威胁, 多元种族能和平共处, 是很好没错..但就是有了这些败类..影响了马来西亚发展的进度..

唉~不说了..我想我说得没错吧..XD

星光闪烁

2008-01-11T01:39:00.000+09:00

最近突然让我发现了PO YouTube 上来的方法..(未免也太迟了吧~) 管他的..本人就是爱后知后觉..怎样? hohohoohoho~所以就在此选了几个本人超爱超赞的来齐分享~

林宥嘉 - 新歌獨唱政見發表

也不是什么新歌啦..这短片也存在了蛮久的吧..只不过突然想拿出来分享..因为宥嘉真是超搞笑的~
这就是我爱星光帮的原因..之一..超爆笑的! 自然不做作..超可爱的..

林宥嘉周定緯潘裕文 - 購物台式宣傳

另一个本人超爱的短片..请享用~

P/S: 这些月来我都是靠这些短片过活的..感谢星光帮特别是我的双胞胎林宥嘉兄弟带給我无穷的乐趣感谢你们成为我精神上的支柱..
宥嘉: 拜托啦! 这什么话嘛..大家都这么熟了还客气什么? XD

转变

2008-01-11T00:58:00.000+09:00

我留了长发
染了金金的
烫了卷卷的..
背影超像长发女郎好酷

纹了身在右侧脸颊
酷
后悔了
用牙膏猛擦终于不见了

没被我的转变吓到吧

吓傻了

幸好...
只是一场梦!
哈哈哈哈被骗了吧

不过这真的是我新鲜出炉的梦
"奇怪怪异异常"
哇靠还给我玩接龙嘞哈哈

Back to School

2008-01-08T00:39:00.000+09:00

重返校园
感觉.. 好怀念
校园内一草一木似乎没他大改变

学生都穿着制服
再看看自己的"非制服" 感觉超爽快! 感觉很放肆很无拘无束

我们几个等待开学的闲人回校探望就读崇正学院的老友
同学换上了IS制服
感觉.. 很新却不失那份熟悉感..
寒喧问暖一番
好温馨哦

再见见老师们没啥改变
聊聊近况天南地北

游荡校园似乎没显著的变换
教室位置是唯一换掉的

在食堂打坐打发时日
碰巧遇见其他闲人.. 打牙臼吹吹水
享受校园内的一切那良辰美景让人陶醉..=.=

真怀念中学生涯
毕竟是在熟悉环境中学习成长
想到即将离乡背井远赴海外深造
忧虑无法适应大学生活..
担心无法承受朋友家人不在的环境..
害怕孤苦伶丁过日子..
也许这一切都是多余的吧必经阶段是吗?

超级星光大道踢馆挑战赛 Part III

2008-01-06T23:38:00.000+09:00

我又回来了~本想PO下本公子最近这几天的心情的.. 还不是为了个"情"字..问世间情为何物啊~~

不过心想还是算了..星光大道比较重要! 况且PO那些东东会让我更加地陷入泥沼吧..欸! 我好不容易才平伏心情把自己挽回到现实生活的欸.. ... .. ... ..也还蛮容易的啦说真的..毕竟不是什么天大的问题..下次再说好了~XD

话说回来, 人家节目在台湾都已开播到第二季接近尾声了, 怎么在咱们伟大的马来国才播到这么少呢? 也不能怪啦..也许是阿番虫虫太多的关系吧 hoho~ 虽然现在才来讨论这个似乎略嫌outdated了点..但我就是要讲啊~谁叫我酱爱这个节目呵呵~

重点! 今天的节目超感人的! 就是当楊宗緯被PK掉后..还有李宣榕被宣布淘汰的时候..场面之震撼, 你不亲眼探索过你是不会相信的..Trust me!!　随便啦~总之就是两个字:　感动!他们之间真挚的情谊真的还蛮难得的..就是凭着这份单纯的情感　他们感动了所有的观众　俘虏了所有观众脆弱的心灵　=.=　害我还差一点就飙泪了..还有啊..他们的哭相也是致命伤之一..尤其是我的双胞胎林宥嘉的蚕宝宝哭相及楊宗緯瀑布式的哭法..简直就是叫人为他们感到心痛吧..想不豪哭都难..ＸＤ

说到被淘汰的宣榕..我也没怎么讨厌她啦..但也不怎么喜欢..她唱歌的确欠缺那么一点的天份吧..好像她在唱每首歌的情感都是大同小异似的..至于楊宗緯所造成的失误，真的是很可惜啦我只能说..他的实力绝对是在萧敬腾之上的～就因为严重忘词　加上选曲方面的不足..使得这么一位巨星就酱陨落~天啊!!为什么?!为!什!么!!.. ... .. ...神经病啊..hoho~就..对于宣榕的淘汰也不会太惊讶啦说真的..况且都已尘埃落定了吧~我也大概知道名次了..就只想追看比赛过程的点点滴滴..感叹世间难得存在如此优质的歌唱比赛..可能你会骂我　蠢到死!不会去下载吗?不会去ＹouTube看吗?　或许我觉得每星期守在电视机前渴望着星光大道的来临是一种享受吧..若在网上一次过看完感觉上有点空虚欸..你们不觉得吗?虽然已知成绩　但..超级星光大道就是有这股魅力把我深深吸引着..每星期准时锁定那一频道观察星光们的付出后所验收的成果..er~总之就是赞啦这个节目!wuakakaka XD　期待着下一集的到来..因为是我的好兄弟林宥嘉发光发热的一次历史性的演出啊!wuakakakakaka^^

乐坛新希望~

2008-01-05T14:58:00.000+09:00

好久不见了嘢..由于有几位仁兄投诉我荒废了我的部落格..所以就来这里放下屁咯..wuakakaka^^

嗯..最近也没什么特别事发生..只不过是有朋友飞了..新年过了..大学的事算是搞得七七八八了.. 生活还是这样.. 每天凌晨见周公下午见太阳..习惯就好..XD 近来也没什么大型活动好播报的..就唱了唱K 逛了逛街.. 感觉还蛮不错的..hoho~

其实真正的内幕是酱的..I'm totally obssessed with 星光帮!!! 星光们的一切访问,消息,短片..都被我在YouTube一一挖出来细心品味~真的要感谢创办YouTube的伟人啊!! 我发现其实星光帮是近期内最有实力的团体吧..他们拯救了现时的乐坛呃! 拜托! 简直就是乐坛的曙光嘛!! 厚! 哪像那些偶像团体..靠张脸混饭吃还有面目见乡亲父老..送你面镜子照下吧! 说回星光帮.. 最令我欣赏的是林宥嘉同学!! 这不是没原因的..宥嘉有着一把辨识度颇高的嗓音..唱歌时声音里藏着绝对的情感非常地画面性..就是这种特质让人很不自觉地被拉进他的音乐故事里.. 听他唱歌绝对是一种无与伦比的享受嘛~ 私底下的话, yoga's got the personality.. 林宥嘉就是林宥嘉..幼稚的来又不失幽默..他还蛮爱吃的..看他吃东西是一种另类的享受看他吃东西会有一股莫名的幸福感..

本人表达能力还未达水准..总之..星光帮 = 乐坛救世主..林宥嘉 = 林宥嘉..they're the best! XD

继侧田过后我就没那么沉迷于任何人物了吧.. 就是星光帮的出现..宥嘉的出现..让我再度觉得现在的音乐不是垃圾.. 哎呀随便啦~懂就好..hoho~星光帮的火速窜红也成了台湾年度十大新闻之一吧..他们红得发紫的程度可不是开玩笑的~杨宗纬 & 林宥嘉也在 [台湾名人百科] 中各占一席呢~well, 应该需要一段时间让我跳出这次的"星光宥嘉之沉迷旅程"吧..wuakakakaka^^

Ho! Ho! Ho! Merry Christmas!

2007-12-25T13:35:00.000+09:00

Merry Christmas

圣诞快乐

Joyeux Noël

聖誕快樂

Καλα Χριστουγεννα

Buon Natale

メリークリスマス

메리 크리스마스

Feliz Natal

Веселое рождество

Feliz Navidad

عيد ميلاد سعيد

A merry christmas to peoples all over the world!! and happy new year!! Ho! Ho! Ho! God loves u~

Nanny - Chipmunks day

2007-12-23T23:35:00.000+09:00

I was reserved today to accompany someone who was being a temporary nanny..guess who? well u guys don't have to guess since apparently it's Tenze! XD

He made this reservation yesterday..yesterday? er not sure if it's yesterday but who cares! XD So last night i had my earliest get-in-bed-time(i mean since the beginning of holiday of course~), which was 11pm! how early! can u believe that? even myself couldnt believe that i was lying on my beloved bed before midnight..how incredible!! orite..stop barking..wuakakaka^^ u guys must be wondering..why? let me tell u the reason.. since Tenze called me and booked me, he told me that he would be at my hse around 9-10am..so that's why i had to sleep earlier than usual just to make sure that i could wake up in time..

Here comes the next morning(today)..what'd happened? i woke up at 9am(i tot i was late!) but when i rushed downstairs, i couldnt even come across a 2442-Kancil appearing near my hse! anyway, as usual and as a smart guy, sure i used up my precious time sitting in front of the comp watching sth about 星光帮..like when they're invited onto a show being interviewed sth..i've become a superfan of them lately!! i'm totally obssessed with them!! esp.林宥嘉!! his voice is just so special like noone can be compared!! well..just 题外话..XD come bac!! then i carried on waiting..*Tic Tac Tic Tac Tic Tac* time was flowing..and there he came!! with 2 lil fellows sitting in his hindseat..and it was 11.24am sth..but the show started at 11.30am..how? so the smart me decided to go to Cathay for another option..we were about to watch "Alvin and the chipmunks"! an awesome one!!

So when we got there, we bought the tickets..the show started at 1.10pm =.= meaning? 2 more hrs!! so we went to Citymall for a lil walk.. btw, i really have to mention bout the kiddo who Tenze was 'pacifying' XD he is just so cute! and i really have no idea why Tenze kept saying bad bout him haha^^ he's kinda gentle..caring too..how would i know all these? well, while we were 'shopping' at Citymall, the kiddo kept walking by my side like my guardian angel XD and he kept saying sth like "you first" when we were going on an escalator..how polite!! well, perhaps he's been totally fascinated by my appearance (nyahahahahahhaha~XD) not me saying!! Tenze told me that!! he told me that the kiddo'd told him that when i was walking out my hse to his car, the kiddo said sth like,"this gogo is so cool~" *peace out* ^^v *soaring high up in the sky* wooalala~ anyway, bac to the walk at Citymall, we got back to car around 1.40pm and made our way to Cathay for Chipmunks!!

orite, finally we were sitting inside the cinema! how great..waiting for the starting of the show..here the show started..and the first sound came on to me was a beautiful gorgeous acapella of the Chipmunks singing "Bad Day"! how sweet!! well, what could i say? the chipmunks - Alvin, Simon, and Theodore are so amazing!! they're just co sute!! esp. when they're showing their innocent look..and when they're dancing... AARRRIIIIIBAAAHHHHH~~ well, after being attracted by them..Tenze sent me home..I LOVE CHIPMUNKS!!

here's another story, actually i wanted to post this right after i was bac..but..this hell-like comp was going wrong and i couldnt even switch on it!! God damn it!! my mom called a technician to repair it as he found out that there r some problems with USB ports..blah blah blah..(me, computer-idiot) so that's why i can post all these stuff now wuakakakakakaka^^

Btw, i've had a haircut!! a few days ago actually wuakakaka^^ just take a look if u're interested~XD Well, X'mas is coming soon!! Hoo-ray!! it's going to be wonderful!! XD btw, wish u guys a belated 冬至快乐!!

Introspection..

2007-12-21T16:47:00.000+09:00

Well, finally, i've received an offer letter from UWA! how thrilling..XD

But, before this, my mom scolded me for being too negligent.. like i didn't care anything about the enrolment of UWA..she said that i was just sitting in front the comp doing sth meaningless instead of applying scholarships, grants, whatever.. she also told me in such ironic way,"u dont want to study already, is it? huh? whenever i ask u to do sth and u always do things in such a slow mo..u shud know that when the offer letter has been sent to u, u have to pay within XX days, tahu? we dont even have suffeicient money to pay for the enrolment fees..don't think that this is a trifling matter.." *POOF POOF BOOM BOOM* the volcano in my heart was erupting!! how could u say such words? i don want to study anymore? ridiculous!! afterwards i kept my mouth shut all way long back-ing home..seriously, i hate that sensation!

yea, indeed, i was mad at her, for a few moments, but i pondered over after that about the attitude when i was dealing with this kind of stuff..i mean uni stuff, i was wrong actually..i should be more aggressive.. well, i did a lot of "things" to remedy my compunctious heart (cleaning my messy room, act like a good boy, blah blah blah..XD) nth why, don't ask me, just do so to let me feel better..wuakakaka^^

anyway, yea~i shud be more active in doing things next time, since i'm a passive dude currently (Daemon's test) hopefully i can alter myself after sometime..(but usually i wont be altering that quick..sure changing takes ages of time!! *smirk*)

Orite, i gotta do my stuff now, haha^^ see ya dudes!

I hate ulcer..

2007-12-21T09:58:00.000+09:00

I seriously hate ULCER!

Can u pls just go to hell!

Get out of my face! you schmuck!!

Stop appearing on my mouth!

I hate ULCER..T.T

Lysandra!! my Daemon

2007-12-19T19:07:00.000+09:00

I took my Daemon test..guess what? my daemon is a mouse! a female mouse! its name is Lysandra..nice name..gorgeous!!^^

well, the analysis bout myself has quite a high accuracy.. i'm described as solitary, proud, relaxed, softly spoken and passive..

About my Daemon, Lysandra, she is one of 49996 mouse Daemons within the total Daemon population of 751868.. and there still mentions that human and Daemon are typically the opposite sex..so that's why i got Lysandra^^ (due to the matter of size, so scroll down to the lowest of the page to check out my Daemon..XD)

wanna have ur own Daemon? log on to www.goldencompassmovie.com/ to grab one!

Muscleache

2007-12-19T12:24:00.000+09:00

Yea, it's time to untie the "meeting" mystery!! I bet some of u r longing for the answer..XD

well, about the "meeting" i mentioned in the last post..it's actually a Wii-meeting!! Yeah!! Wii Wii Wii~~but we ended up immersing in Cyber-X..wuakakakaka^^

that day Rachel gave me a call while i was watching "Superstar Avenue"..it's a great show btw^^ she INVITED me to a meeting.. a Wii-playing meeting!! sure i was thrilled since i'm dying for one!! Wii i mean..orite, i accepted the invitation and things in the last post happened haha =Þ

the next morning, really early in the morning, we went for a breakfast at Damai then straight we headed to our friend's hse, the Wii's owner - Mr.Yong!! Ole Ole Ole Ole~~

fixing all those cables n controllers stuff, then we started to play.. we had dancing game first..named "Boogie dancing"..some sort of that i guess^^ well, u know~most of us were still freshmeats, we didnt even know how to manage the controller! nyahahaha anyway, Mr.Yong did a demonstration n we paid 200% attention concentrating on his moves..it was super funny though wuakakakakaka^^ we then started to play in turn.. ... .. ... ..meanwhile, some of them were going to fetch Ah Bing (one of our friends), leaving Rac n me in the house.. Yo! Rachel in the house!! Yo! Yogurt in the house!! =.= then the two of us found a song called "Y.M.C.A" n we were dancing like crazy..we'd played the song for 10 times i think..since it's the most rhyhmic one n this song was totally enticing the two of us nyahahahaha^^

after half an hour i guess, they were bac! while the two of us were sweating profusely..like we've been exercising non-stop for the last half hour..XD we had a lot of fun playing that though~after that we had Sports game..Tennis, boxing.. Whew~all tiring one..after playing all these i felt like i've thrown away half of my weight!! seriously!! hoho..anyway, we went to cyber after all these n ended up playing Audition (Rac n me, the other playin Dota)..What A Day!!^^

So..until now..my muscles r still suffering from Wii-ache..

it's just my lil matter..

2007-12-17T00:44:00.000+09:00

我的心今天总是感觉怪怪的..因为吃了 Old Town Cafe 的Rendang Chicken Nasi 吗? 别开玩笑了~ XD

可能是我本身的一个小毛病吧..话说刚才一位刚动完手术的女士致电我家 XD 她问我明天去不去她男性友人家"开会", 她说那位男性友人传了简讯给我但我没回应..(因我把手机抛弃在房内让它"反省" ^^) 所以她就打过来确定一下我是否出席那个"会议"..

好吧~既然死党开了口..我就鼓起勇气向妈妈提出一个小小的要求..就是向我老妈借车用一天!! 上了楼上..敲了门..把门打开..开始了以下对话:

我: 咪~明天可以借车用一天吗?

妈: 做么?

我: 我朋友约我去他家"开会"..所以..

妈: 我明天下午要用车哦..去CPS有事做..

我: 做什么?

妈: 做东西啦!

我: 酱我怎样去哦?

妈: 叫你朋友载你啦..(拜托!你也知道你家在哪个天涯海角吧..)

我: 哇..谁肯来载我哦..(开始不爽..)

妈: (一脸不耐烦) 我怎样知道jek?!自己找车啦!!

我就轻轻把门关上..其实心里已充满怒气..ARGH!!! 生气什么? 这就是我毛病所在处..当我预了我会做到或得到一些事情时..而结果我却得不到..我会莫名地不爽起来..可能是自己心里面子问题吧 XD 觉得:"有没有搞错?!酱都做不到?!"然后就会顺其自然地把"罪"怪到我妈头上:"有没有搞错?!酱都不借车给我?!"..可怜呐!! XD 可是事后我用尽吃奶的力量..终于让我解决了交通问题..得以在明天去那男性友人家"开会"了..之后就没那么不爽了..

奇怪吧..哈哈..有时我都觉得自己是不是从青山逃出来的逃犯...SSSHHHHH!! 千万别让那疯头疯脑的青山院长TENZE知道我在这里!! OK? wuakakakakakaka^^thanks XD

being curious..why?

2007-12-16T19:45:00.000+09:00

Why why tell me why =.=

i'm just being curious..i mean recently i've downloaded some movies to quench my boring life..i realize sth inadvertently..really!! not purposely one..trust me!! i'm still naive XD..anyway, the thing i realize is: why guys are protected more than ladies?... .. .. ... got it? orite, just frankly speaking, i downloaded a movie named "American Pie: The Beta House" *smirking* guys out there shud know what i'm talking about nyahahaha XD it's not a wet dream..but u can consider it as one since there r plenty of 18SX-scenes.. i'm not being a lecher what.. it's only a comedy with 18SX scenes.. that's all wuakakaka^^ It's the latest episode of American Pie Series..i didnt expect such a plenty of sexual scenes within as the previous episodes were just showing the funny scenes instead of sexual one..

well, what i was trying to say is in the movie, ladies are naked..totally naked!! i mean some of the scenes..ladies strip off and leave nth on their bodies..not even an undi..so they're actually showing their boobs n 'pussy' at the same time..but on the other side, guys are like protected or what as they're not showing their penis thru-out the movie, ya~sure it's a good thing (nyahahaha XD) but i'm just being curious..i thought girls shud be protected more than guys..shudn't they? like all girls have become cheap sluts in this movie..why ladies in this movie could be so open-minded? why why tell me why =.=

yea i know it's illegal downloading movie in this way..so..sshhh!! XD

HEY!! i'm not a satyr!! i'm just being curious..that's all..i really have to make a vindication here..I'm not a sexual offender!! I'm just being curious..XD just hoping that u guys wont misconstrue who i actually am wuakakaka^^

I'm tagged! who's next?

2007-12-14T16:14:00.000+09:00

Game rules and regulations

Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it total 20 questions, then tag to 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she had been tag. Whoever did the tag will have blessing from all.You must link to the one who tag you, then spread it to 8 people, let’s the game go on, return the tag to sender is prohibited.

1. What is your dream when during your childhood? Scientist! Inventor like Edison!^^

2. You like rainy day or sunny day? Why? sure sunny day, since sunshine is the greatest thing in the world when u feel depressed~

3. Which colour do you like most? Blue!

4. (This is my self-made question, i'm tagged by Kanasai hoho =Þ) If you are given a chance to choose from either being a normal person who does great thing or being a great person doing normal thing, what would you choose?Why? well, i guess i'll prefer to be a normal one doing great things.. at least i don have to experience the stress from being a great person..that's what i think..

5. Where is the place you wanted to go most? Why? USA perhaps, since my dad promised to bring me there after my primary sch graduation when i was small..but he left me when i was just primary 5..

6. How do you spend your holiday? blogging, preparing for uni stuff, yumcha-ing, watching movie, hanging out with friends..

7. When you encounter a sad moment, what would you do? depends on how sad the moment is..maybe i'll listen to emotional music n cry out loud while nobody is around..

8. What do you scare to loss the most? My lovely friends and family (sure i'm scared to loss money too wuakaka^^)

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her? Or just keep secret in heart, observing by yourself? keep secret in heart, waiting for a good timing..

10. What things/matters/situation do u dislike most? being cheated, embarrassing moment..

11. If you are forced to let go something, what would it be? sth that seems useless to me..

12. Till now, what is the moment that you regret most? i regret for stop learning organ when i was still small..

13. Which type of person you hate most? 自以为是的人

14. What is your ambition? to be a billionaire, or a well known celebrity haha^^

15. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad? hmm..dunno le..instinct?

16. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be? world peace! no war! no poverty! never-end friendship..(i'm greedy one wuakaka^^)

17. Christmas is coming, who would like to celebrate with? My friends! classmates!

18. What do you think that is most important in your life? healthy life and having good friends and having a family..

19. At what age do you wish to marry? after 25 before 30 gua~

20. Is outer beauty important than inner beauty? Why? both are important of course! but sure inner is more important than outer one since inner one can last long ma..

well well well..it's my time to tag ppl wuakakaka^^ sigh~ who will be the lucky fellow? well, seems like noone's willing to be tagged haha so i choose u, Teenie! congrats^^

UWA~ I'm coming!

2007-12-14T15:11:00.000+09:00

Yea, UWA, my dream uni, to enroll, i have to achieve certain level of some tests..like UEC, IELTS..

So, i meet the requirement with my UEC result, which is less than 15 pts for 5 subjects (A1=1pt, A2=2pt etc.) i got 12 pts i think..(Yeah!) the next thing to worry about is my IELTS! a killing one.. since i didnt prepare well for it.. i'm kinda nervous with the coming-out result.. what did i do before IELTS? let me tell u wuakaka^^ i joined our class trip! which was an unforgettable one.. i had no regrets having fun with my classmates right before the day of my IELTS test.. i told myself that if i failed achieveing the requirement, i'll take it and go for a foundation, since i couldnt miss the last oppurtunity fooling around with my buddies! Yea! Way to go!^^

well, IELTS result comes out today, after 2pm..i standby in front of the comp until the clock struck on 2pm..again..my heart beat was like when i was ready to know my UEC result..HELP! i cant stand this anymore! it's torturing! for 2 consecutive days! damn it..anyway, i faced the reality and checked it online since i found that i got no transport to get it myself.. keying in candidate number.. ID number.. date of birth... test date.. ... .... .... ... .. and finally.. a result comes out with candidate number 000369 (that's me!) what i expected was sth like 6 or lower since i did not deliver it well.. wheni opened my eyes and looked at the result.. OMG! OMG! OMG! (that's how i feel) i got overall band mark of 7 for my IELTS! with speaking and listening 6.5, reading and writing 7.. know what? the requirement for IELTS to get into UWA is 6.5! Hooray!! i did it!! i got it!! GOAL!! thank god for looking after me.. real thanks.. although i'm not sure if the result displayed online is correct, but.. who cares! i bet it's correct! wuakakaka^^ thank god.. haha^^i breathe a sigh of relief after all these.. i've made thru it!! XD

Well, the thing left to be worried about is financial stuff.. going to look for some supports from kind-hearted dudes.. cheers! UWA!! Woohooo~~

UEC result comes out today!

2007-12-13T16:24:00.000+09:00

Early in the morning, around 9.30am i think, someone called to my hse, my grandma picked up the phone, she then knocked on my door vigorously like she found someone dead XD anyway, i was aroused by that anonymous phone call, guess who? yea! my servant was on the phone! he then told me that UEC result has already announced..he checked thru sms one..i was like, what the?! so early?! cause i planned to go to school to check out the result, and passingly have a glance at others' results^^

Orite then, woke up, settling everything down, sitting in front of the comp, logging on 董总 website, but who the hell would expect the server was so busy that i couldnt even make it to the page..fine then~i finalle decided to waste RM2 to check thru sms.. my heart was beating like crazy at that moment..u can hear that if u pay sufficient attention wuakaka^^ well, here comes the result, every part of my body was trembling..shaking..quivering..shivering..it's driving me crazy!! i told myself :"aiya, no matter how u also have to face this in the end.."so i gathered all my courage and observing the sms carefully..*POOF* i was so relieved! not as brilliant as straight A's but i got half of them A! *CLAP HANDS* orite, the next thing to do was to investigate others' results^^

So, i just came back from sch, i made a lil conclusion here..there's no straight A's in our class, even though our top 1, Jackie, he got 8 A1(marvelous!), but with a B3-chinese..what a waste!! for Ren class, no straight A's too i guess.. all those A's belong to Xiao class! there r overall 2 guys 2 ladies scoring straight A's..these peeps r 陈伟荣, 罗佩甄, 苗延秀 & 卢勉添..Congrats!
As u all know there were only 7 A1-Chinese scorers last year in our sch right? This year, there r altogether 19 A1-chinese scorers in S3 Science stream~it's beautiful, isnt it? i didnt count those in commerce class, but i think this is good enough~ *peace out* but there's an utter deterioration in one science subject this year, guess what? it's Chemistry! ARGH!! there r only 8 pals getting A1 for it this year..what a shame..i was kinda upset when i got to know that i had A2 for my Chem..but anyway, it's someone's fault! just figure it out by urself, it's easy~ *smirk*

Well, overally, we (2007 ttss graduation batch) did quite a mediocre job i guess, no serious failures, no superb performances though..it was ok.. so, our sch is working on a distribution list sth, after it's done then we'll see how it actually goes^^and about the slips, perhaps we can get it tmr or some days later since sth wrong's going on with the connection..just wait~ and good luck dudes!~

[Photos]Trip to Mesilau trilogy

2007-12-13T01:12:00.000+09:00

scene on the bus..we're heading to Mesilau! hooray!
powerful strong wind! funny photo haha^^
kitchen of our lovely chalet~a place where our beloved chefs work out for us..btw, it's Chris in pic^^
dining table..other than that, this table is useful for us to gamble! it's also a casino wuakaka~
one of the bedrooms..yea, it's that messy..it's the same for the other 3 rooms^^

one of the 7 toilets..u can call it tiny toilet or whatever..u cant even lay ur leg down when sitting on the closestool..it's true wuakaka^^
view 1 of our chalet..ppl bbq-ing..enjoying their meal haha..
view 2 of our chalet..taken from the steep path..幕后烧烤手!we wouldnt have anything to eat without them~
yea, as usual, group photo! sigh~memorable one..

well, after that we headed back to kk and back home to get enough rest..so..i know it's too early to say this but i hope that our gathering can occur soon in the future..cant wait to see how everyone changes in the future^^

c ya my classmates! good luck in all of ur future and all da best!

Server busy?!

2007-12-12T16:41:00.000+09:00

hey guys, i'm really having problems uploading photos to my blog recently..just wanna ask if u guys encountering the same matter with me? or i'm the only one facing these stupid problems?
oh god! it really drives me nuts! it has been days i couldnt stuff my photos into my blog..what a disaster! so, just let me know if anyone out there is having the same matter with me..or just simply tell me the solution..that would be much better wuakakaka^^

thanks a lot!

Trip to Mesilau trilogy

2007-12-11T22:01:00.000+09:00

I know it's a lil outdated bout this but, i still have to do sth with this after all, dont i?^^ YUP! finally, i pick up my mood n decide to write sth bout my class trip - Trip to Mesilau! Yippie! Hooray! *CLAP HANDS* trust me..it's a wonderful trip for me..

27/11/2007 (Tue)
it was my birthday! we gathered at sch around 7am..i received quite a number of gifts from my classmates..so touched T.T they sang me a b'day song when i just got off my car.."i'm lovin it"!! wuakaka^^ then i found out sth they called a surprise..guess what? one of my friend - Joseph..he told me that he wouldn't be joining us to the class trip, i was kinda upset since i thought how nice if it's a 56-person-trip (there are 56 fellows in my class..hold on..it shud be "were"..wuakaka^^) so when i casted a sidelong glance, i came across sth really familiar..yea! u're right! it's Joseph! what a surprise..XD anyway, we got on the bus n went all the way to Mesilau! the bus stopped midway to let us have our lunch..breakfast actually since it was still 10 sth haha..there was where we first did our stupid photoshoot..wind was blowing like crazy and we took a lot of photos n pretending to be blown away..what a scene!^^ we carried on our way..then..there we were! Mesilau! it's freezing cold man there man..trust me..u could really experience winter up there..we took our 'garbage' n walked up the very inclined path to reach our chalet..it was kinda tidy n looked nice..we chose our own bed, after that, time for free activities..then, it was captain ball! the game which i hated the most since i'm the suckest player wuakaka^^ after a fierce struggle between opponents of great disparity..finally..our team lost out! hooray! as a result, we had to march and sing our school anthem at the same time! other than that, we had to clean all the dishes that night..as punishment! after that we got back to our chalet since it was drizzling. after that, we had our first shower up there, u could feel that u're taking a bath in north pole..there wasn't a tiny drop of hot water coming out from the pipe! not even warm water..anyway, it was crazy n feeling great showering in ice! we had fried rice and cabbage with oyster oil as our dinner, specially thanks to our backstage chefs! while i was enjoying my meal, suddenly i heard a b'day song melody..i was shocked..truly shocked! kinda overwhelmed but i hid my expression well wuakaka^^ i was so glad that my classmates were celebrating my b'day! woan lin, one of my buddies hold the cake in her hands.. we sand the song..ate the cake..it was so great! thanks guys! really thank u..well, a trip without gambling isnt really considered as a real trip..so, we gambled that night! i started losing money from then on..i've never won..bad luck i guess^^but it was alright for me cause the most important thing was happy together! cheers! other than gambling, there were still other small groups playing uno spin, mastermind, Nintendo DS, chit-chatting, sauntering around the chalet doing nth, paktoh-ing, sleeping..oh ya! our team members were busy washing all the dishes after the dinner, the tape water was cold like hell, it was totally freezing! we still had to put our hands under the water doing clean-up job..know what? it was hell-like cleaning those oil stains on the plates, since the water was so cold..the grease was totally unremovable!! anyway, we did our job and we went on gambling! wuakaka^^ we played until midnight..everyone was sleepy..only few of us were still sober..who were we? Me myself lo, Rachel nyawz, ah liau, kahyang..what we could do was..GAMBLING! wuakakaka^^ a bunch of desperate gamblers..we went to bed after that..wait,before gambling, in my mind, we were playing uno spin with kanasai, werent we? yea! i remembered that wuakaka..it was kinda crazy too! love it haha^^ anyway, it was still so cold out there..everything was cold..the atmosphere.. the weather..everything..it was 3am sth.....

28/11/2007 (Wed)
Good morning! hell no! dont wake me up! sincce it was still so freezing cold haha^^ i forced myself out of the blanket..cleaning up..waiting for breakfast..breakfast was..porridge! ya..with sth else but i forgot..there were still sandwiches..with kaya..wuakakaka^^ guess what we did after breakfast? yea! GAMBLING! not again..so i knew it's time for me to continue losing money..i was kinda enjoying that hoho^^ pervert.. we went to the waterfall actually other than just gambling the whole daylong..it was only a rivulet.. or sth like a brook instead of waterfall XD the water there..guess what..yea! it's ture! it was totally extremely chilling!! we were trembling when we put our legs in the water..we had a fun time! around 3pm sth, some other classmates had finally arrived! those were the candidates of art..so that's why they were late by one day..but anyway, we had our game right after their arrival..it was truth or dare! one of my favorite games!! wuakaka^^ i was fitted to do one of the tasks..expressing my love to one of my classmate-ah bing's sexy ass! Woooww!! sexy mama!! yea, i did it..no big deal haha..the most thrilling one was the kissing of jackie n chuchee with a bread between their sexy lips! ah Whooooo!! WAIT! there was one more! the most unforgettable..ah liau's sexy posing!!! oh my god!! it was totally freaky!! he's a pro in that!! what the!! wuakakakaa^^ we taped all of these down..as a memory..i'm missing it now..sigh..the happy moments..laughing together haha^^ it was BBQ night!! some of our fellows did the great 'cooker' job..thanks again to them^^ well, it was a coincidence actually some British people enquired us the way to the restaurant..it was kinda tough to simply show them the way thru speaking that way..so we made a bold decision, we brought them there! me, joseph and lolo, 3 of us haha^^ they were friendly, easy-going, so we could communicate well haha^^ nice one! a brand new experience hoho..er, after all those activities..sure before gambling, we went to one small room..sth like a leisure room, we watched tv there..we explored the darkness on the way back to the chalet..sounds adventurous le wuakakaka^^ after that..we gambled gambled n gambled!! at first we planned to stayed awake whole night but we failed..after the stupidest yet craziest game - "007" and "oyi-oyi-ooo", we laughed our ass off!! totally!! like that feeling of laughing around like lunatic..wuakakaka.. then we dropped in great fatigue..then we got into sleep..zzZZzzZZzzZZzz..btw, Joseph did his cantonese slang speaking that night right? or the previous night? not quite remember since i was gambling all the time wuakakaka^^ heard that it was funny too..haha^^

29/11/2007 (Thu)
well, it was day to leave..as usual, we brushed our teeth, eating breakfast, packing our belongings..and ready to leave the lovely chalet..we took a lot of photos too..it's our custom..taking pictures all the time wuakakaka^^ we waited for the bus to come..then, we went to Perkasa hotel, Strawberry farm..fooling around..here n there..riding on the bus n headed back to kk..most of us fell asleep in the bus during the way home..since it was too tiring using up so much energy haha..we reached the Dewan Serbaguna..Damai that one..we separated and balik ke rumah masing-masing..it was a tiny separation of us, yet i felt quite uncomfortable leaving my friends..that night, i missed my classmates so bad..i couldnt even get used to living in my home, sleeping without my classmates around..anyway, i had really really great time at
Mesilau! special thanks to all my classmates for giving me such a memorable unforgettable trip..it was our class's last trip actually..no more oppurtunities for us to gather around n playing like crazy anymore since some of us will be leaving soon..and one of us, Chris, he left to Canada few days ago..sigh~ so, i'm so happy that i'm a part of my class..i'm proud of ourselves!! love ya, S3Zhong!! *muacksss*

The Cristmas Shoes

2007-12-10T16:58:00.000+09:00

"The Christmas Shoes" by Newsong

It was almost Christmas time, there I stood in another line
Tryin' to buy that last gift or two, not really in the Christmas mood
Standing right in front of me was a little boy waiting anxiously
Pacing 'round like little boys do
And in his hands he held a pair of shoes

His clothes were worn and old, he was dirty from head to toe
And when it came his time to pay
I couldn't believe what I heard him say

Chorus:
Sir, I want to buy these shoes for my Mama, please
It's Christmas Eve and these shoes are just her size
Could you hurry, sir, Daddy says there's not much time
You see she's been sick for quite a while
And I know these shoes would make her smile
And I want her to look beautiful if Mama meets Jesus tonight

He counted pennies for what seemed like years
Then the cashier said, "Son, there's not enough here"
He searched his pockets frantically
Then he turned and he looked at me
He said Mama made Christmas good at our house
Though most years she just did without
Tell me Sir, what am I going to do,
Somehow I've got to buy her these Christmas shoes

So I laid the money down, I just had to help him out
I'll never forget the look on his face when he said
Mama's gonna look so great

Sir, I want to buy these shoes for my Mama, please
It's Christmas Eve and these shoes are just her size
Could you hurry, sir, Daddy says there's not much time
You see she's been sick for quite a while
And I know these shoes would make her smile
And I want her to look beautiful if Mama meets Jesus tonight

Bridge:
I knew I'd caught a glimpse of heaven's love
As he thanked me and ran out
I knew that God had sent that little boy
To remind me just what Christmas is all about

Repeat Chorus

The Christmas Shoes Lyrics will surely make you realize that Christmas is also a time that we think of the less fortunate ones among us, and only then can we aim to catch “a glimpse of heaven's love”.

This song was published in year 2001(if i'm not mistaken), it's a song for the TV movie "The Christmas Shoes". The story's about a young boy trying to get a pair of Christmas shoes for his dying mother, while a lawyer tries to deal with the break-up of his marriage. Though i havent seen this movie but there's a voice telling me that this is a great touching movie..

My heart was totally melted when i first listening to this song. At first i thought this was some kind of those bubbly christmas songs, so i downloaded it, and i was so surprised..so touched listening to this song, browsing thru its lyric, reveling in the intoxicating melody, humming along...

anyway, it's my first time sharing lyric here..since i find this song really meaningful and inspiring..Christmas is not only for fun and joy, there are atill many wretches out there living in this world waiting for a beam of hope..well, i cant really do anything to help..so, just live your life to the fullest and cherish every little thing you own!

^^

浩宇走了..

2007-12-07T04:42:00.000+09:00

浩宇走了..

我失眠了..

本还以为我会没事的..因为浩宇走时我并没掉泪..当时想着:反正有webcam嘛,还能再见面,没什么大不了的..

话是这么说..刚刚冲完凉后..坐在电脑前..听着周杰伦的"彩虹"..心里不停地落泪..你会问为什么吧?因为浩宇走的前一天他在我车上听这首歌..听着听着我们就一起走完音地唱了起来..所以现在听回心里总有点感触..加上想起他母亲抱着他痛哭依依不舍的样子..简直就是颗催泪弹嘛..

但奇怪的是,为什么眼泪就是不会从我眼睛流下呢?
怎么..难道是泪腺偷跑了不成?

嗯..说真的要我掉泪还蛮困难的..更别说是感动到落泪了..我也不知为何..

现在的心情..像被万箭穿心似的..我的心好痛..真的还蛮痛的..可就流不出泪来..一想到浩宇要两年后才能和我们正式见面..心里很不是滋味..

或许过了几天后,我的心情会好转吧..也只能这样想了..

再说一次:再见了,浩宇..I'll always miss u, Chris dut fut(the way i call him^^)

Trying to get myself into sleep..hopefully i can make it..night guys~

Simplement moi

depression

car crash

frustration. so knackered. the guilt. pharyngitis.

Be Still My Soul

it's just a few clicks away..

fluctuation

at this time of the night..

inebriation

wagger much?

whatever title it is..

crumbled

Science? the -ologies?

Whatever..

Leaving on a Jetstar

I know what you did last summer...

Memorial speech for Mr.陈乐轩 (lol)

Green-eyed monster

Streamyx totally rocks

I'm back!

Simplement moi

the night before..

Ohhh Freedom! Freeeeeddoomm

ah, ha, ha, ha, Stayin' alive! Stayin' alive!

Nostalgia

about-myself tag

STRESSED!

Will I stay or will I go?

Tagged by Chrisdut, the Chris of Dut

God loves everyone..

Crush on iTunes!

had a nice day

Sorry~

Sick of sickness

Winter = Rainy season = ANNOYING!

Battle of the Choirs

What to do?

气到炸 + 闷到爆

Face of the Future

Freedom: good thing? or catastrophe?

Hiatus

A Day of Fortune

6..anything special about '6'?

21

Who's the next American Idol? David Archuleta!

Rest in peace, grandma

Yog's Report

名句之Tag

101个整死男女朋友的方法

Prom Night : Yogurt's 3rd movie in Perth

爱 爱 爱

Psychology experiment

whats wrong..

"新"的自我

《性別轉換問卷》

2nd movie!

Day of walking / Bus-Train misser

Garfield's Tag =.=

what a week!

Autumn!

Being a feshman

Bye guys..

离人季节

真正的强者是..

为什么只有一部车!!

My celebrity look-alike

空虚

离家出走的日子

偏食

沉迷 星光

Leaving friends

马来西亚 - 失败中的失败

星光闪烁

转变

Back to School

超级星光大道 踢馆挑战赛 Part III

乐坛新希望~

Ho! Ho! Ho! Merry Christmas!

Nanny - Chipmunks day

Introspection..

爱爱爱

沉迷星光

超级星光大道踢馆挑战赛 Part III