Introspection..

Well, finally, i've received an offer letter from UWA! how thrilling..XD

But, before this, my mom scolded me for being too negligent.. like i didn't care anything about the enrolment of UWA..she said that i was just sitting in front the comp doing sth meaningless instead of applying scholarships, grants, whatever.. she also told me in such ironic way,"u dont want to study already, is it? huh? whenever i ask u to do sth and u always do things in such a slow mo..u shud know that when the offer letter has been sent to u, u have to pay within XX days, tahu? we dont even have suffeicient money to pay for the enrolment fees..don't think that this is a trifling matter.." *POOF POOF BOOM BOOM* the volcano in my heart was erupting!! how could u say such words? i don want to study anymore? ridiculous!! afterwards i kept my mouth shut all way long back-ing home..seriously, i hate that sensation!

yea, indeed, i was mad at her, for a few moments, but i pondered over after that about the attitude when i was dealing with this kind of stuff..i mean uni stuff, i was wrong actually..i should be more aggressive.. well, i did a lot of "things" to remedy my compunctious heart (cleaning my messy room, act like a good boy, blah blah blah..XD) nth why, don't ask me, just do so to let me feel better..wuakakaka^^

anyway, yea~i shud be more active in doing things next time, since i'm a passive dude currently (Daemon's test) hopefully i can alter myself after sometime..(but usually i wont be altering that quick..sure changing takes ages of time!! *smirk*)

Orite, i gotta do my stuff now, haha^^ see ya dudes!