"新"的自我

你相信神的存在吗?

我小时候(小学时期 乳臭未干)每个礼拜随着外公到教堂,
我当然是去天真无邪之主日学啦..
难道要我跟一大堆熟男熟女一起礼拜咩.. XD
我还记得那时我所持的态度,
那股对基督教的热诚,
简直就是典型的人见人爱型的好小孩..
怎么上了中学..
那股感觉就不知所踪了呢?
我曾试着鼓励自己: 去教堂吧! 没效..
久而久之.. 那种信奉上帝的感觉已在我心里销声匿迹了吧 (惭愧 ==)
是我給自己太多借口吧...

直到我来到了澳洲, 朋友都使尽吃奶的力气邀我去教堂
(欸~拜托一下~我这种百年教堂化石.. 怎么可能..(欠扁))
但.. 奇迹发生了!
上星期五晚上 我去教堂了! 参加他们的青年团聚..
今早也去做了第一次的礼拜..
很不幸的是.. 我找回了当初的那份感觉了! XD

特别是在礼拜五晚之后 感触良多 真的..

那晚我在想:
一个人真的须要信教吗?
主耶稣真的在眷顾着人类吗?
上帝, 真的存在吗?
我反复地思索.. 希望能得个所以然..

想啊想..

我想通了 (是顿悟吗? XD)
而我得到的结论是:
有必要想那么多吗? 信主是罪恶吗? 不..
then? 想那么多干嘛咧?
好吧.. 那就不想了.. 反正信主也没啥损失嘛 XD

其实我觉得去参加教会是有利而无害的啦..
又能认识新朋友(通常教会的人都比较亲切友好^^)
又能给自己心灵上一个依靠的地方..
何乐不为呢?

我又开始在冥想了 (<--此乃危险人物 请勿靠近)
(歹势吼~本人比较爱想些无关紧要的琐碎事 呵呵)
我在这里会重拾自己回到教堂,
是神的召唤吧..
也许.. 神觉得我休息也够久了 是时候回到祂身边了吧..
就是有一股隐藏的感觉 把我带回教堂去..
觉得还蛮神奇的 呵呵

我在想的同时,
不禁回忆起爸爸临终前的祷告
又不小心想起外公以前载着我们去教会的画面..
好窝心..
真的..
感觉像昨天才发生一样..

嗯..希望这次不是三分钟热度吧..
既然选择了就继续下去吧..
愿主保佑

P/S: 教会的合唱团超强的! 每次听都起一堆鸡麻皮..耳油掉满地..太动听了! Btw, the church i join is "Bible Presbyterian Church of WA".

《性別轉換問卷》

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史上最为震撼人心, 挑战你心跳变态至极的超级问卷:

《性別轉換問卷》 !

1、もしあなたが性転換したらなにをしたい？
－－如果性別轉換了會想做什麼？

丰胸.. 买奶罩.. 到处放电勾男人.. 要全天下男人都臣服于我的胯下! 哈哈哈哈.. (变态指数: 破表)

2、朝起きて最初になにをするか?
－－早上起床後第一件事是？

开眼睛 (超欠揍的...XD)

3、職業?

既然那些变态女人都想当牛郎, 那我只好牺牲小我.. 当织女好了.. XD
当个脱衣舞女郎也还蛮不错的耶 就是那坨'麻甩佬'会塞钱进你底裤那种

4、どんな相手と付き合いたいか
－－想跟什麼樣的對象交往？

稚气的来又不失成熟风味的, 外貌单纯有颗赤子之心的, 风度翩翩有着浓厚音乐气息的, 举手投足间都散发出迷死人气质的, 眉宇间充满了忧郁又不失开朗气息的, 外表冷漠内心狂野(床上 XD)的蓝眼混血儿, 不嫖 不赌 不喝, 胸肌腹肌所有肌, 身材比例无得顶.. 总结: "绝世好男人" (一拳射过去..)

5、自分で自慢できること
－－引以為傲的事是？

天使脸庞魔鬼身材 + 狂蜂浪蝶的攻势(当然是指上等的狂蜂浪蝶啦) XD

6、どんなカッコ
－－會做什麼樣的打扮？

只遮三点 其余开放任看任摸(咁大隻XX随街跳?!)

7、どこに行きたい？
－－想去哪裡？

女人专用泡澡室(所有女人共用的..*口水直流*)

8、「生まれ変わったらこんな自分と付き合えるか？」
－－如果性別轉換了，會想跟現在的自己交往嗎？

当然.. 像我这种自恋狂.. 不爱自己能爱谁.. 况且我又那么有男孩的魅力 XD (呕吐)

9、「このまま生まれ変わったままがいいか？」
－－會覺得就這樣轉變性別比較好嗎？

也还好啦 每个月还要经历一段第十八层地狱般的见红苦刑 才不幹咧~还是当有棍的比较好XD

10、「次の3人」
－－傳給下三個人。
我来也! 受死吧! 哇哈哈哈哈哈! ==
-Tenze
-Lolo
-Kanasai



好好享受这变态问卷吧 XD

2nd movie!

My very 2nd movie at Perth! how thrilled XD

yea it was us..the 3 of us..again~ we watched "Step Up 2 the Streets", which i tot is a really amazingly superb movie! though the storyline didnt really turn me on but the moves are incredible dude!! i was so touched like a lunatic in my heart tat i wanted to yell it all the way out n dance along! too bad..i dont dance XD

Afterwards we went for a coffee.. yup its Gloria Jeans Coffee.. know what? i came across sth..which might probably(or definitely) drive Rachel, the nympho(XD), crazy!! it was a pair of blue eyes! its like the blue eyes of Zac Efron.. i saw it! right in front of me! it was the cashier's eyes actually XD though tat guy wasnt really good looking but his eyes were just gorgeous man! i have to say that! like there's a magnet in his eyes sucking things toward him.. my my..wish i could have those eyes.. too bad i didnt manage to take a photo of his eyes XD btw, though blue eyes here arent tat peculiar but for tat coffee guy, his eyes' blueness is like having no others.. gosh anyway it's cool man! its my first time seeing such a gorgeous blueness.. how blessed wuakakaXD

Elaine n Harald..inside the food court of Garden City..

Food Court view 2
Food Court view 3

Food Court view 4

Food Court view 5
Gelare! my fave ice-cream of all..XD
There we go..its Gloria Jean's Coffees!
...
yea..its me..not the blue-eyes-guy..haha..
Elaine n Harald..again..enjoying Gloria..
tissue of Gloria Jean! orite..its lame..i know..haha..

Yay! its my bag n my fractured+tortured+gorgeous leg..
the mall(Garden City) was about to close..it was 5.20pm == its one part of the mall..the mall is freakin huge..

yea..waiting for the bus to come wuakaka..

Day of walking / Bus-Train misser

Let's start the story from yesterday..the three of us went out again! Me, harald n Elaine..we went to Harbour Town again, cause the stuffs there r really cheaper than others, since it's a factory outlet store. Anyway, Harald wanted to buy winter clothes so we went there since there's a huge Nike outlet store within, which is bravo! It was 30% store wide discount when we first entered the shop, sounds amazing right..though when the prices r converted back to RM, u'll say: Kill me! yet it's still reasonable n it's considered CHEAP for them == i merely bought a jacket cause i've brought enough long-sleeve clothes from KK XD Clever me..actually it was oso tat i had to spend my money wisely as i used up quite a number few eeks before XD so after we finished buying, we headed to Gelare, the tastiest ice-cream cafe(tats my thought XD) to have a break for our nearly-broken legs.. Harald suddenly realized tat he forgot to buy long pants, so we went back to the Nike again..when we stepped in n my first sight was:40% store wide discount?! WTF !@#$%^&*()~ poor Harald..wasted $18 for missing the discount Lol~

having Korean lunch before heading to Harbour Town, its kinda cheap but its so small the size ==


Oh yea~ why bus-train misser? yesterday when i went out to the bus stop outside i missed my bus to train station..(my fault for preparing too long XD) so i asked my kind-hearted homestay parents send me over to the train stn..when i reached there, i personally saw the bus driving away! in front of me! what the hell..n Harald was staring at me..at the same time seeing the bus drifting away LOL~ how bored..when we took a train back after finished the harbour town thingy, i missed my bus..AGAIN! so i waited for another 40 mins == the above's happened ytd, as for today, as a professional bus-train misser, sure i missed my bus again~ but this time i had to walk since thr wasnt anyone at home..at the moment..it took me 25 mins sauntering under the sunlight to my lovely train stn..damn..again, as a pro bus-train misser, the same thing happened..TWICE!! wtf..well, we waited 15 mins for the next train XD

proof for missing train

We went for a jog, so harald n i took train to elaine's hse n planned to jog at a park somewhere ard her hse..it was only 5 i guess when we reached her hse..the sun was still so bright..which could really kill a man..so we were slacking n eating n touring in her hse XD after all those then thr we're willing to leave the hse n start jogging LOL~ the wind was so strong that my perspiration just dried off tat way! how stunning XD

When we got back to elaine's hse, it was oledy 7 sth, as the free-transit bus had ended their service for the day, guess what? Yea! we walked to the train station! its like 8-station-distance from her hse..what the hell!! luckily it was night time, wind was blowing so vigorously n i think it was like 16'C at the moment, n we were wearing T-shirt n short pants..its totally wtf man! we then walked like about 40mins n finally..we were thr at the train stn! Thank God! but the tragedy didnt stop going on, what's so pathetic about me was we missed the train which had just left like 5 mins before! n we had to wait another 25 mins for the next train..zZzZz..

I tot i could have a nice ride back home after the train since the bus came at 8.52pm n there's only a bus an hour for Sundays..so if i missed it again(which i did) i had to wait an hour for the next bus, which was so not good!! Hell ya!! despite waiting, i took my decision to walk home since it took 25 mins, which i didnt have to sit on the bench waiting an hour for the "nice ride", furthermore it was only 14'C!! i would probably freeze n starve to death.. the eerie part was when i was on my way home, as u guys know, aussies dont usually switch their lights on during night times..so i passed thru streets n streets of darkness, which really freaked me out of my ass..know what's ghastlier? trees along those streets were shaking n flickering like hell, the wind was still blowing like hell, the streets were dark like hell, the temperature was oso low like hell, n my clothes r little like hell, which made me feel like i was walking in hell!! Coi coi coi..my goosebumps was falling while i kept walking faster n faster, cause i was totally terrified man! i've never had tat kind of feeling before like i was the one in those scary movies!! *goosebumps falling* anyway, finally i reached home, i was so relieved..there's definitely no next time ==

Yea..try calculate urself tat how long i've walked for these 2 days..which made my legs need not extra exercises!! i'm currently relaxing my legs..just tat there's no hot-water-tub for my poor legs T.T 1 more day of Easter holiday, gonna spend the day studying n catch up with those lectures..how diligent~ *my head being stroked like what a man might do to his pet dog* gonna have dinner now, actually its more of rummaging the kitchen for dinner, rather than HAVE dinner Lol~ god bless me, i'm starving!!

Elaine's hse-tour part 1


Elaine's hse-tour part 2

Garfield's Tag =.=

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR :
1. iPod!
2. Nintendo DS!
3. Pass all units in 3 years with flying colors
4. Wish all my friends and family stay healthy and happy all the time
5. 3 more wishes XD

THE PERSON WHO TAGGED ME IS: Tenze --- YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM/HER:

1. one not enough meh, still wan 5..it's torturing me wuakakaXD jk pal..first impression? nice kid..who always helps his family..
2. helpful..to his friends..
3. responsible guy..in doing things..anything that done by him is sure "no worries" one XD
4. this guy likes animal a lot..esp marine life..esp dolphin..XD but what a waste tat he couldnt study marine biology..which he wants to do it so bad..if i'm not mistaken XD
5. *brainstorming* a friend who's worth to be be with..for lifelong..since he always treats ppl so nice wuakakakaXD


MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAS GIVE/DONE FOR YOU
Considering me as his best friend..thanks bud!

THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE/SHE SAID TO YOU
...cant really remember..sorry XD

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL
didnt bother to think about it XD

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, THE REASON WILL BE
we're forgetting each other..what a reason hoho

PASS THE QUIZ TO 5 PEOPLE THAT YOU WISH TO KNOW HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT YOU:
(i tag my friends only...so dun blame me for tagging u guys~~^~^)
1. Rachel
2. Lolo
3. Harald
4. Samantha
5. Jasmine

1. WHO IS NO.3 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
he's still single..perhaps haha

2. WHO IS NO.5 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
wuakakakakakaka~ Nelson! a.k.a Leaf.. XD

3. IF NO.3 AND NO.2 ARE TOGETHER, WILL IT BE A GOOD THING?
Can't imagine..but it's quite match of these two fellows since they have approx not-really-tell-height..wuakaka..no offence~

4. WHAT ABOUT NO.4 AND NO.5?
Unless they're Lesbian..=.=

5. WHAT IS NO.3 STUDYING?
going to study Mechanical Engineering..

6. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU CHATTED WIT NO.5?
Few days ago, thru MSN, while she was eating yogurt =.=

7. DOES NO.4 WORK?
sure not..she's studying..haha..

8. DO YOU HAVE ANY COUSIN IN HIS/HER OWN SCHOOL?
LaTrobe? i don think i know anyone inside besides her..

9. WILL U BE WITH NO.1?
Oh C'mon! we're like the best buddies ever!! She's got her hubby anyway..XD so i'm not those kind of ppl who destroy ppl's marriage!! (LOL)

10. HOW ABOUT NO.5?
She used to be my driver..the best driver i've ever had..wuakakakaXD She's got one oso..i'm not her cup of tea either hoho..we're friend friend..we're a group too!! insect group..she's cockroach i'm mosquito n Lolo is bacteria =.=

11. DOES NO.2 HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
Yea..1 younger bro..

12. HOW DID U GET TO KNOW ABOUT NO.2 AND NO.4?
knew no.2 since J1, like 6 yrs ago..haha we were classmates..then 38 38 then knew each other till now..LOL~ i knew no.4 in S1, which is like 3 yrs ago..n we were classmates too~ we talked to each other randomly then tat's how we knew XD i think so..

13. WHERE DOES NO.1 LIVE AT?
Sabah..Taman Cantek..

14. HOW DID U GET TO KNOW NO.2?
=.= pls refer to question 12..

15. IS NO.5 THE SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD?
Sexiest? maybe in Leaf's eyes..Yea! She is! haha..she's kinda hot..n she's not fat..at all..but she keeps saying herself like she's got obesity..=.=

(Yogurt says: what a long tag!)

what a week!

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What a week!

haven't shown my face for 2 weeks
sure a bundle of u missing me like hell..
i know it.. dont try to deny. XD

what've i done in the past 2 weeks?
well it has been quite a week as i said..
weather's turning cold..
but gonna 'bounce-back' to previous weather, 30++'C this week,
which is not good at all.. for me at least ==

what else?
labs n tutes were all started last week, brand new experience anyway..
talking about chem lab, i'm kinda frustrated actually,
by the teaching method in ttss!
last Thursday(13/3) was my 1st lab.. kinda excited first.. ended up with annoyance..
i was the last person leaving the lab..cause i was kinda messed up with the 1st stupid experiment..
time wasnt waiting for me so i ended up in a tight corner,
leaving 2 unknowns undone,
cleaning up all my apparatus n stuff,
it was totally a mess anyway..
n guess what, i merely got a 'Pass' for that lab.. *ROARing*
what i tried to say is, ttss, system sucks!
they should have arranged more time for students doing lab stuff, to get used to lab earlier, since all my other lab-mates were like finishing 15 mins before the end.. since what? they're well-trained..
well, it's not that blameful actually,
just seeking someone to be responsible for my mess.. poor ttss..
wuakakakakakakaXD

Oh yea~
last sunday(04/03) sth has happened..
Yogurt, Harald, Joyce, Elaine, Jovinia, Kahman, Tzeyan, Chiawyee, Stephanie
these 9 fellows were gathering, having lunch n had a simple citywalk
it's feeling weird yet familiar going out with friends tat u don used to get along with..
it was okay anyway..
laughter, chit-chat, bla bla bla...
we took a grp photo but it's not with me..will post it out once i have it haha

Poor Harald haha..there's a row of this kind of shop in northbridge..XD


taken the day before all of us going out..it's one of the coffee shop in center of Perth city, there's no starbucks, no cb, no sanfrancisco, only dome n others..


I feel like tonnes n tonnes of stuff to tell
but, just simply couldnt split it out.. too complicated i guess XD
now i got one.. i sang karaoke with my homestay family 2 days ago..
it was unexpectedly scary
since it's my first time not singing in front of my friends..
WEIRD!
anyway i still had fun haha..
they're nice.. tat's why i had fun~
btw, we sang at home, not karaoke outside. lol~

one more thing!
i finally watched my 1st movie here! in cinema! Congrats to Yog!
it's hella not cheap which really freeaaked me out when i 1st saw the price

Adult: approx. AUD15 (all shows)
Student: approx. AUD12 (all shows)
Tuesday : AUD9.5 (every Tue)

tat's the prices shown by the cinema nearby my homestay..
i think they're more or less the same for other cinemas..
i watched 10,000bc, which wasnt really impressed..
it wasnt as brilliant as i expected,
since i find "The Day After Tomorrow" & "Independence Day" demoniacally fantastic!
so i was kinda disappointed but i was so thrilled since i've finally got the chance to sit in a cinema!
thank god! ==
i went with my s'pore frens btw..haha

Spot the difference!
Above: Room before i moved into my homestay i.e. my cousin's place
Below: My room in my homestay place!


well, for more photos, feel free to visit my facebook..haha..
gotta do some revision now before i cant catch up, in the matter of fact, i'm oledy left out ==

Cheers!

Autumn!

Autumn is coming soon..thank God!

I've commenced my lectures today, well, i kinda like that since there's still no labs or tutes around for the 1st week! Cheers bud! but Chem lab is gonna have sth quite fun i suppose, cause we have to buy ourselves a lab coat n u're wearing it everytime u're having lab classes, yea! Cool man! oh yea i love the psychology lecture too. the lovely lecturer is just plain humorous, like she can easily bring u into her world n make u enjoy so much, didnt regret my decision choosing psyc haha

Well, what've i done for the past few days? let me see, i've been walking around James Oval(it's a field i suppose XD) joining clubs n society since it was a Guild O' Day, it's sth like a funfair with plenty of clubs n society holding their stalls recruiting freshers == i've been touring around Perth city guided by ISS(International Student Services) committee, i've been enjoying my Sunday eating fish n chips at Fremantle, n..yea! i've moved into my homestay, which has quite a distance with my campus lol~

About the O'Day..the sun tat day was extremely POLITE man..guess it doesnt have to pay electricity bill so tat's why it's shining SO brightly tat day..clubs n society hanging around in their own stall..guess what clubs did i join? u can never predict tat! i joined Chinese Society n Malaysian Student Union(MSU)..it sounds good right..n hopefully it's good haha..i wanted to join Drama Club but i couldnt actually seek for one so i gave up to the mighty sun n went eating somewhere near the campus called Broadway..it's kinda like a food court since there r plenty of choices of food to satisfy ur stomach, it's cheaper anyway but it's still expensive though..for me at least XD yea..tat day i ended up like a 2-colored-roasted-prawn after being tortured by the sunpower..i've taken some pics of me becoming red-and-white-bubblegum..dont be freaked when u see it man~anyway i'm not going to post it here since i'm not using my own laptop wuakaka ==

So..now it's City Tour's turn hoho..it was fun..knowing new friends again..not bad what haha..i really hav to mention the dinner we had..it was so unique man..it's indian-vegetarian cuisine i suppose..the interesting part was tat u can pay the amount that u find reasonable for ur meal..i paid AUD5..but my cousin told me she paid 2 dollars..wat the..i even heard my cousin's fren said tat he was paying like only 50 cents..totally wat the hell haha..the meal was fine, i cant say tat it taste sux what~ == i really had fun for the whole day..it was fun..for real XD and who said there's no nightlife at Perth? i've never seen tat huge crowd before in Perth..i went drinking with my cousin at NorthBridge..where all those pubs n clubs there..anyway, Blondies rock man!!i love blonde! =.= oh yea guess what, i've been speaking english like i never did in KK before, the total amount of me speaking here probably has oledy exceeded the moment i spoke english for a yr in KK..it's torturing haha cause i cant split any word out whenever i get panic esp when talking to aussies with super accent..no offence anyway ><

bla bla bla there i go i've moved into my homestay! not tat much freedom like living at my cousin's hse since not knowing all of them so well..it takes time what..but the good thing is there's internet connection in my room! tat's the best thing ever wuakaka but what a waste tat there's no mirror in my room..cant be self-loving tat much ==

it's all fine actually..nth much to be complained since u have still to adapt to it what..yea..autumn is coming..love tat..hell-like-life is gonna end soon! come on champagne!! woolala~my mom's leaving bac to kk tmr so going to take a bus to her hotel n give her a hug after my class..hmm..well gonna sleep soon cause got class tmr morning at 8..what the..my class starts at 8 everyday for the 1st sem..nightmare! yea..take care friends anyway haha..see u guys in the future XD