你相信神的存在吗?
我小时候(小学时期 乳臭未干)每个礼拜随着外公到教堂,
我当然是去天真无邪之主日学啦..
难道要我跟一大堆熟男熟女一起礼拜咩.. XD
我还记得那时我所持的态度,
那股对基督教的热诚,
简直就是典型的人见人爱型的好小孩..
怎么上了中学..
那股感觉就不知所踪了呢?
我曾试着鼓励自己: 去教堂吧! 没效..
久而久之.. 那种信奉上帝的感觉已在我心里销声匿迹了吧 (惭愧 ==)
是我給自己太多借口吧...
直到我来到了澳洲, 朋友都使尽吃奶的力气邀我去教堂
(欸~拜托一下~我这种百年教堂化石.. 怎么可能..(欠扁))
但.. 奇迹发生了!
上星期五晚上 我去教堂了! 参加他们的青年团聚..
今早也去做了第一次的礼拜..
很不幸的是.. 我找回了当初的那份感觉了! XD
特别是在礼拜五晚之后 感触良多 真的..
那晚我在想:
一个人真的须要信教吗?
主耶稣真的在眷顾着人类吗?
上帝, 真的存在吗?
我反复地思索.. 希望能得个所以然..
想啊想..
我想通了 (是顿悟吗? XD)
而我得到的结论是:
有必要想那么多吗? 信主是罪恶吗? 不..
then? 想那么多干嘛咧?
好吧.. 那就不想了.. 反正信主也没啥损失嘛 XD
其实我觉得去参加教会是有利而无害的啦..
又能认识新朋友(通常教会的人都比较亲切友好^^)
又能给自己心灵上一个依靠的地方..
何乐不为呢?
我又开始在冥想了 (<--此乃危险人物 请勿靠近)
(歹势吼~本人比较爱想些无关紧要的琐碎事 呵呵)
我在这里会重拾自己回到教堂,
是神的召唤吧..
也许.. 神觉得我休息也够久了 是时候回到祂身边了吧..
就是有一股隐藏的感觉 把我带回教堂去..
觉得还蛮神奇的 呵呵
我在想的同时,
不禁回忆起爸爸临终前的祷告
又不小心想起外公以前载着我们去教会的画面..
好窝心..
真的..
感觉像昨天才发生一样..
嗯..希望这次不是三分钟热度吧..
既然选择了就继续下去吧..
愿主保佑
P/S: 教会的合唱团超强的! 每次听都起一堆鸡麻皮..耳油掉满地..太动听了! Btw, the church i join is "Bible Presbyterian Church of WA".
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Sunday, March 30, 2008
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8 comments:
god dammit..all chi words..i cant understand every word la..lol
哈哈,希望你能持之以恒~~~
這樣很好啊,你寂寞(?)和脆弱(??)的心靈也有個依靠點。
加油!
eiei!!! dun join tat church de!!!
join mine!!!
my church name is "The Kurang Ajar Church" = “没家教会"
haha!!! think about it oo~~~
(jkjk^^)
anonymous:
come on man! we can never forget our 'mother' language! even though ur not in china but make urself proud as a chinaman! hoho XD
Sai, Teenie:
Thx~旦愿如此 XD
Maxea:
still tot what church u wanted me to join..lol~i'll consider it..i know all those pastors inside..one is called Emmelly, one is called Maxealy, n i know the chief executive pastor is Maxealy Emmelly Akomly =.=
I m out of church for ages.
kena culik by devil. XD~
get out of her u devil!
急急如律令!
=.=
try church..its a great place..XD
haiyo all in chinese! took me double the time to read u know! but u know wat, it was worth it! I AM SO HAPPY FOR U man...! seriously!! Was Joyce one of the many ppl who persuaded u to go? U have made the right decision. and trust me, going to church doesn't make life perfect, but it really does make like worth living :) I really hope that you will continue to grow stronger and stronger in you christian faith!
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