Leaving friends

4.30am
that's the time i woke myself up today
to bid our last goodbye to one of our friends who is leaving to Penang
yea, 0+0 is the one XD
though i'm awake for now, i can hardly open up my mind
everything in my mind is totally impeded
i'm now like a walking corpse, call me a dead-alive person XD

sigh~
well, friends are leaving in succession
i was so heart-breaking when we sent our first friend leaving to Canada (yea Chris tat's u haha)
but..in the course of time, i've been inured to it
like..paralyzed?
it seems quite apathetic of me but the fact is.. 我麻木了..

yea like someone's saying: "it's merely a process that you n me must experience at least once thru-out one's life."

furthermore there are so many technological stuff that we can depend on to meet each other online, how convenient

I'll be leaving soon, well..still a month to go haha
wonder how it looks like XD
I'm thrilled
since i havent travelled by plane for ages
and i'm going to separate with my all my buddies
wonder how it feels like
upset? excited? or simply no feeling?
wondering...XD