Freedom: good thing? or catastrophe?

WARNING: long post ahead! well maybe not that long..get yourself well prepared and make sure you pee before reading the following content..XD


Exam's finally over! congrats man! Jesus..being a last minuter is always not an easy thing..though i've told myself like thousand times not to tolerate with procrastination, i could barely resist the temptations around me..i had 5 exams, for 4 units, with 2 of them i did the dilly-dallying thing..the 2 unlucky subjects were psychology and chemistry..which happened to be my first and last exam..gosh! i was like cramming the whole encyclopedia-like psychology textbook crazily the day before the actual exam and i spent that whole daylong from 5am to 1am(lets see..20 hours! wow..) on that book..my brain didnt work really well during the exam though..damn it..for chem, i got started right the night before like..4 or 5pm? luckily chem exam was at 2pm the next day so i managed to finish all the lecture slides and what i wasn't expecting was the chem paper came out with the exactly same things from those tutorial notes! Jesus Christ! well..should have known that earlier..XD so, people out there, here's a piece of advice, never do things in the eleventh hour! that kills you! yea i was murdered several times in my brain-body slaughter..but..i'm ALIVE!! i survived the exam! thank god for that haha..

i was so deadly excited like everyone else when the bell rang..that meant exam was over!! one of my friends was screaming like a lunatic jumping up n down like a schizophrenic patient..well..that was kinda swt..XD i purposely stayed at my place until the very last moment during the last exam..although i finished the paper way earlier than the time..come on~it was the last time sitting in tat place for this semester..sure i appreciated it much..lol..XD and guess what..it was time for for emancipation! Let's get the party started! =.= i went back home afterwards and started slacking around like i struck the jackpot..never have been so relaxed! but here's the problem..i got bored after the slacking moment i had..nth to play..nth to watch..nth to do! and that's why i titled it as "catastrophe"..and thats what so called human nature..XD when you're stifled working on something, u wish u could have nothing to do, but when you have nothing to do, u wish u could have something to do..gosh..typical human being..XD

Did i ever mention that i'm gonna look for a part-time job during this one-month winter holiday? i assume i did..lol..well here's another matter pestering me..what kind of job should i find? McDonald's? KFC? or Woolworth? Coles? or apply for sth like waiter? and how am i gonna fit into those "co-workers"? cause u know..i have this kind of phobia..i call it "Caucasianphobia"..i'm so timid when it comes to talking to caucasians..not all of them..but to my peers..like those teenagers of my age..weird huh? well perhaps i'm not confident enough with my communication skill n my english speaking..cause i always talk to my friends like i'm stammering all the time..guess i have to practice more? -.- maybe i'm just being paranoid..way too paranoid.. What goes around goes around goes around comes all the way back around~yeah~ lol~XDD

Speaking about movies, yeap..admit it..you're a movie freak yogurt yong! yea of course i am..i always am..i'm not crowned this title for nth..i've watched each n every movie showing now in the cinema here..except The Hulk..but gonna make it next week or so..XD seriously..since i came here, i've watched tonnes of movies like i never did in kk..want me to list the movies out? alright alright i know u're desperate knowing it..XD the 1st i watched was 10000B.C, followed by Step up 2 the streets, Prom night, Superhero, Iron man, Made of honour, What happens in vegas, Untraceable, Indiana Jones 4, 21, Sex and the city, Narnia: Prince Caspian, Speed racer, Kungfu Panda, You don't mess with Zohan, and the happening..16 movies..they probably cost me nearly 180 bucks or so..lol~i can buy original DVDs in kk with this amount! crap..now i realize how bad my willpower is..but hey! life without movies is not called LIFE! well that's personal though XD maybe i can set up my business like..establishing cinemas? movies? being a director? an actor? hmm..not a bad idea though..i'll think about it..*pondering seriously..utterly frowning eyebrows* XD