Sorry~

Prerequisite for this post: my previous post "Rainy season" XD nah just FYI, joyce and i are partner for this lab..and note one thing..we were the last ones to leave during the last lab 2 weeks ago..shameful lol..

I have my Molecular biology lab on tuesday once a fortnight..i had my 2nd lab for this unit this afternoon..i thought i was so well prepared for all the experiment things..procedures blah blah blah..not to mention i did quite some research on the lab topic today..i felt kinda confident before walking into the lab today..but after the lab................

we had a little quiz before the lab..it was completely little and when i say it's little..it is little..lol~ it was like a 2 simple questions quiz..not sure about the purpose though..easy marks i guess..the lab instructor then started explaining a little about how was the lab gonna go and stuff..we then commenced the experiment..i kinda told myself that i would never want to be the last-leaver again so we did all the steps pretty quick compared to the last lab..but still..as things went on and others were already doing the last few steps while joyce n i were still working on the first few steps..Gees! what was wrong?! we didn't even procrastinate a sec..maybe we did lol but what on earth led us to such a slow work?! ppl were finishing but we were still working on it..i could feel so obvious that adrenaline was pumping at the moment..once this adrenalin-pumping thing happens i tend to be spaced out so much..i couldn't even carry on my writing at the moment..and there i was..stuck for a few mins looking at my half-done lab notebook while other students were cleaning up their stuff and preparing to leave..*NO!!!!!*

clock was ticking so slow since then..it was already 5pm sth and we were supposed to finish at 4.45pm..there were only 2 of us(only students left) and our demonstrator, John and other groups' demonstrators left..all students had left but us..other than the 2 of us and John, the others started cleaning up the lab while we were rushing the lab notebook.."oh come on! write faster! jesus christ people are waiting!!" i kept telling myself that when i was trying so hard to smash everything in my mind into the notebook.."Yay!! done!!" finally i was done..looked around..i saw joyce rushing hers as well, John waiting for us and the worst part..all other demonstrators were standing at the door pretty impatiently waiting for us to finish and lock the lab! gosh..i felt ssssoooo embarrassed..i could actually feel the awkward atmosphere..it was tense..and i felt like saying "AWKWARD" out loud lol..it was already 5.30pm when the 2 of us finally completed and when we walked out the door i was about to apologize but turned out..i said thank u..LOL~you guys should see their expressions on the face..frowning + staring + mumbling..maybe they didn't lol..cause after we left we met John on our way back and he said sth about the other demonstrators..sth like about they're shitty or complaint or stuff..couldnt really get what he said though lol..perhaps it was because John's words i felt even guiltier..the other demonstrators are gonna abhor us so much..NNOOO!! =.=

John's a nice guy though..he didn't even get mad..very patient some more waiting for us without any grumbling..oh my~guiltiness came flooding all over me at the moment.. T.T feel so sorry to John..and also to the other demonstrators..promise..i won't be that slow anymore..hopefully i wont lol..or else i predict they're gonna shoot me in the face next time if i'm leaving late hoho..