depression

don't mean to be all depressed and neglectful. YOU made me do it.

one frickin' sentence from you can make my day. or.. ruin the whole day for me.

this is SAD.

i probably have depression, as in clinically pathologically depressed that i may not know of. or Parkinson's Disease..the one that comes with depression. and shaky hands. and wrinkly skin.

i might not seem to be bothered, or worse, be offended but deep down I DO CARE. it hurts so much that my heart's exaggeratedly broken into thousands of pieces when you probably don't mean what you just said. what can do..

it's so right that when you love someone until it's got to certain point, or what i'd rather call the boiling point, the hatred's gonna start building up and you'll feel so obnoxious of whatever that's done by that someone. ain't that a bitch.

i'm zonked out. so. very. knackered. shouldn't really do long-time-contact-lenses.

tonnes more to express but just too tired to clear up my mind. not to mention writing it all out. Oh God, guide me through this and hopefully everything's gonna turn out just fine after one good night sleep.

nighty. night.