Learn to be appreciative

I do..I always grumble..about how toilsome i've been..how penniless i am..

yea, i do that quite often..murmuring at dispensable nonsense..as i always feel that i'm the most unfortunate guy in this world..perhaps i'm not..yet i always think so..for no reason..pathetic huh..

I used to think that way..but for now..

For sure, there're much more poorer and pitiable ppl..than me..in this world..and that's why i'm here..inspired by sth..leaving it here..

Everyone has a dream i guess, yea, it's a wonderful thing to pursue ur very own dream..imagine that one day u have to, and u ought to abandon ur big dream..for the reason that u're confronting economical matter that u can't afford the tuition fee..and for the reason that u have a family to take care of since u're the one who supports all the outcomes and consumptions of the family..and also for the reason that u have a lil 7-year-old bro to attend to..

So if u persevere on pursuing ur dream, ur family might be ruined cause of u..u're bearing a huge responsibility to ur family but u're just a teenager who r much more mature with ur same-age-fellows..since u're forced to face all the problems that u're encountering too early..at least for ur age..it's too early..in the end..u're still a teenager, who supppose to talk about ur dream n achieve it!! but too bad, it's a tough decision for u to make..

A teenager who wants to save the world, but his dream's broken up by the responsibility to his family..

I feel that i'm so lucky to be born in such happily-ever-after-family, need not to be apprenhensive about financial stuff at least, pursuing my dream as i like to..

Well, i said that i do always complain about everything that i've actually already had that others have not..i'm still discontented with all these..what a jerk i am..

Hmm, i'm not giving any solutions or suggestions here..just to express my feelings..n frankly speaking, i couldn't overcome all those problems if i were the guy who's suffering from those..thank god..yea, i esteem the perseverance of the guy facing those problems..it's totally not an easy thing..

Yea, just to drop sth here to remind u guys to appreciate what u've already owned, cherish what u've already got.. That's the pathway for not losing sth that might cause u regretful for the rest of ur life..

P/S: To the guy who inspired me( i think u know who u r haha), no offence, don't mind^^
For the others, just ignore me if u find that this post is blurry..have a nice day^^