wagger much?

again. one of those days. you wake up, staring outside the window, it's rainless. birds chirping. sunlight penetrating the chirping birds. as usual. awesomee.

slept at 6.30am. guess what that means. even a retard can get it right hah.. i missed my two lectures today. one at 11am one at 1pm. wagging is never really my thing. well at least it wasn't until last semester.

came to a friend's place to help her build her architectural model last night. wound up watching 'friends' instead. awesome:) yes. 'friends' all-nighter. cooliooo. hence the turning in at 6.30am.

now. it got me thinking..

am i doing this too much? skipping lectures.though i can catch up with everything eventually. smartass i am what do you expect. despite the smartass quality of mine, this is not right. wagging is never right.

"Kita tidak patut ponteng kelas suka hati" (whatever the phrasing is you get what i mean)

still.. the wronger the thing is, the more you'd like to do it. even though you know it's not right. you still go ahead and be all i-don't-care.and DO IT. when it's done, guilt comes knocking on your door. tamed. for a short bit. go wild all over again. and the cycle never stops. let's just call this "yog's awesome postulation of stupid you-know-you-want-me cycle". never doubt my randomness.

just like wagging. felt bad when you wagged for the first time.felt slightly better but still bad the second time. the third time. the fourth. the fifth.. "I become so numb!" and there you go. it's a never-ending story.

but still.i can't seem to stress this enough. i'll still be able to catch up with all the classes i've missed and turns out to be an awesome swine. awesome indeed. true story.

"when i get sick. i stop being sick, and be awesome instead" (barney stinson, himym) awesomeness it is:)

awesome.

did i mention October's stairway to hell for me? this is the last possible week for me to play all i want do whatever frickin' fun stuff i want. once it's october, assignments followed by assignments, tests and tests and..um.. tests? and exams. no. exam's in Nov. my bad..

oh wait. what's that noise? ... right. it's ivan snoring like one awesome swine. ivan - the one friend of mine whom i do all the bad stuff with hah.. fun stuff..

can't seem to clear up my mind. all sorts of thoughts found entangled within my awesome brain. moving out. job hunting. expenses. clothes to be worn tmr.. hah

running out of brain juice. starving. pointless post indeed. as usual. awesome.