Green-eyed monster

Have you ever had thoughts like these?
"Oh that shirt looks nice on him, damn i'm sure gonna get myself one of those"
"That guy's hairstyle is just..amazing! how i wish i could possess half the amazingness"

yes, clearly, that's me. though i look pretty hot as well (it's a facty fact, google yogurt yong and what shows up will be "did you mean 'hot'? ") but i'm always not contented by what i already had and stuff, to be exact, my appearance.

"Your the good-lookingest awesomest guy i've ever seen! your hot already!" claimed some crazy teenage girl fan of mine.

Still, when i watch dramas movies or some random ads, i come across some random awesomely looking hairstyle/outfit/shoes/accesories..those sorts of things, i'll look at the mirror straight into my lovely eyes, reflecting my whole handsome face thinking, "i should get that haircut" "i should buy that piece of clothe".. "i still look great without those but it'd be my pleasure to have those" therefore i can never get impressed. Is this called materialistic? cos i sorta think that would be the most-fitted way to describe me. loll. I'm a materialistic awesomely good-looking guy.

sorry for the self-admiration, its beyond curable, like the final stage of breast cancer did i just say breast cancer?

oh oh..it all started with the haircut i had this morning, i paid RM54 and got myself a haircut that i'm not IMPRESSED (Mr.Lee, 2004). well looking in the mirror for like an hour and finally got myself used to the newly-cut. thank goodness my face looks all handsome and handsome despite the haircut, well it isn't that bad itself but just not as what i expected it'd come out. nah it'll grow the way i want eventually so i'm rekindled again.

speaking of which, shopping! yes, shopping, i saw this pants at Padini concept store 1Borneo, beautifully made and it's written on the board specially made for hot guys (like..myself..lol) i tried size 31 on since that was the biggest i could possibly find on the rack. Damn it! didn't fit at all! couldn't even zip the zipper, i tried my hardest and i gave up. lol..didn't want to risk breaking some unfitted garment. and i will crash Warisan's Padini one day (maybe tmr) and they better have the size i want or i'll burn the shop down..*witchy devilish laugh*

oh and i'm sort of a shopaholic myself, not the uncontrollable kind but, the shopaholic dummies? lol