Bye guys..

well, after so many farewell tat we've done n finally, it's my turn tmr, i'm leaving to Perth..

It's unbelievably fast huh~i mean everything goes by, just like this..2 months' time man..but it felt like 2 weeks =.=

My grandma..crying almost these every few days.. oh gosh~like i wont come back anymore =.= but it feels really heartbreaking to separate with someone tat u've lived together for 18 yrs.. cant imagine the day i go, sth's gonna happen =.=

My buddies..thanks for giving me such a great time in Tshung Tsin, being thr with me, glad to have u guys as my lifetime friends!! appreciate u guys a lot..for real..='( will miss u guys lots!! missing the crazy moments tat we've been thru..the embarrassing moment while we sang a totally out-of-tune version of Danny Boy during Parents' day..how memorable..well, really thank u to u guys for being my best classmates ever in my life, i promise i'll never wipe u guys away from my heart XD

know what, i was pondering these few days..do i really like to study in Perth? Am i really a biomedicine material? well, there's a thought flashing in my mind these few days.. why dont study in UMS? cause now i realize KK is the best place for me to stay anyway..perhaps =.= maybe i cant put down my grandma here, my friends here but most of them r leaving what =.= n the tv here!! American idol!! argh..cant watch anymore..><

well i've finally done packing my luggage XD *ROUND APPLAUSE* it's not an easy stuff.. trust me.. it's sth tat makes u feeling headache all the time haha~ oh yea! i've bought my laptop..a HP laptop!! how nice hoho i'm acting like "rusa masuk ke kampung" since i've been holding n 'kissing' it these days XD

sigh~going to fly soon, one more day to go..still wondering how it feels like..anyway, take care my friends!! will see u guys in the future!! *peace out*

离人季节

继1月头在机场度过的"送机"时光后, 昨天(15/2)开始再度展开第二度的攻势, 这次送走的是"澳洲帮"..当然还夹杂"台湾帮" "Miri帮" "KL帮"... =.=

说实在的 在Terminal2送机确实没有在Terminal1来的有感觉..可能是目的地的关系吧.. Pinky Princess 刚刚飞去了 Brisbane..还蛮担心她的 毕竟是千金大小姐一名嘛 XD 刚在进闸之前她妈对她说了一些保重之类的话 顿时她眼泪就这样流了出来 看者心痛啊~ 不禁让我看到即将离开这里的自己 还蛮期待的 XD

说回昨晚 没错..就是送机前的一晚..我想是一种病吧 我老是在送机前一晚失眠的.. 所以现在本尊的状况是神智不清的..好久没这感觉了.. ><

好累~先去睡一会儿 之后就必须开始收拾行李了 头疼啊!! 真的不知从何收起 =.=

Leaving friends

4.30am
that's the time i woke myself up today
to bid our last goodbye to one of our friends who is leaving to Penang
yea, 0+0 is the one XD
though i'm awake for now, i can hardly open up my mind
everything in my mind is totally impeded
i'm now like a walking corpse, call me a dead-alive person XD

sigh~
well, friends are leaving in succession
i was so heart-breaking when we sent our first friend leaving to Canada (yea Chris tat's u haha)
but..in the course of time, i've been inured to it
like..paralyzed?
it seems quite apathetic of me but the fact is.. 我麻木了..

yea like someone's saying: "it's merely a process that you n me must experience at least once thru-out one's life."

furthermore there are so many technological stuff that we can depend on to meet each other online, how convenient

I'll be leaving soon, well..still a month to go haha
wonder how it looks like XD
I'm thrilled
since i havent travelled by plane for ages
and i'm going to separate with my all my buddies
wonder how it feels like
upset? excited? or simply no feeling?
wondering...XD

浩宇走了..

浩宇走了..

我失眠了..

本还以为我会没事的..因为浩宇走时我并没掉泪..当时想着:反正有webcam嘛,还能再见面,没什么大不了的..

话是这么说..刚刚冲完凉后..坐在电脑前..听着周杰伦的"彩虹"..心里不停地落泪..你会问为什么吧?因为浩宇走的前一天他在我车上听这首歌..听着听着我们就一起走完音地唱了起来..所以现在听回心里总有点感触..加上想起他母亲抱着他痛哭依依不舍的样子..简直就是颗催泪弹嘛..

但奇怪的是,为什么眼泪就是不会从我眼睛流下呢?
怎么..难道是泪腺偷跑了不成?

嗯..说真的要我掉泪还蛮困难的..更别说是感动到落泪了..我也不知为何..

现在的心情..像被万箭穿心似的..我的心好痛..真的还蛮痛的..可就流不出泪来..一想到浩宇要两年后才能和我们正式见面..心里很不是滋味..

或许过了几天后,我的心情会好转吧..也只能这样想了..

再说一次:再见了,浩宇..I'll always miss u, Chris dut fut(the way i call him^^)

Trying to get myself into sleep..hopefully i can make it..night guys~

*Sigh*

Feeling grieved..suddenly..

Reason?

...speechless..nth to describe about...

Separation stuff again i guess..it's going to haunt me quite a moment i think..again...

*SIGHHHHH* Moodless to face the SPM anymore..well perhaps i'll better tmr...hope so..

Gotta get on bed..
Hope that mr.insomnia won't come to find me ltr..

Night guys...

Separation

Well, I don't know why, I suddenly had the impetuosity to write down sth about my friends, perhaps the day of separation is coming soon I guess..

Since the graduation day, well before that day, when I thought that we were about to separate from each other soon, I felt grieved, it was sth like swallowing a whole piece of lemon n drinking a huge jug of pure lemonade, it just felt so sour and..*sigh*

Ya, I admit that I was mad at our class sometimes due to their incoorperative, their attitudes etc..I really wanted to stand up and yell at them:"Shut the FUCK up!!" when they were making immense noise which drove me crazy..

I didn't..

I wasn't daring enough to do so, ya, also, I couldn't let myself do that..Since they're all my friends, though this sounds weird haha, It's also part of my disposition that I would never do sth that couldn't let me get down from the stage, er, meaning that I wouldn't do sth that embarrass myself, and get no way for me to hide my embarrassment, like standing up in the class n scolding at them.. Since this really makes me feel shy or whatever blushing thing.. I don't know.. it's a bad thing.. for me.. being such a COWARD..no offence

Well, that's not the point haha. Back to the separation thing..

*SIGHHH* Feel really bad.. thinking of separation.. the first to go is Chris, just few more weeks then he'll be going to Canada, we'll not meet until 2 yeras later when Chris's coming back, heartbreaking huh.. Next up is Eric I think, Kanasai of our class, he'll go to Taiwan so I guess he'll disappear soon from KK.. sad sad sad..

There was a weird one, on the graduation day, some of us thought that we would cry and let tears flooding the hall, yet there was no one except WeiCing was crying.. perhaps, we're still meeting each other now in school cause of the SPM thing.. I guess that's why..

Thinking of going to Perth next year, probably by myself, or accompany of someone else, Ee Chuen? Chu Chee? Since I heard that they wanna go to Perth also.. *SIGH* another tears-causer event.. I'm gonna leave my friends here and make new friends there, it's quite tough for me as I'm resistant to strangers..it's really difficult for me to have buddies like now..it's also not an easy stuff for me to acclimatize to the ambience there, aw.. making me to have a wish to stay here with my friends, I prefer this actually haha..

Really can't imagine how my life will be at Perth, washing face with tears? missing my buddies all-day-long? Being in a trance thinking of fond memories? *BIG Sigh* I really don't know..
It's indeed a sorrowful thing, when typing all these, my heart is bleeding profusely(nice joke! =.='') It hurts my innocent pure lil heart(oh pls..) but it's true, though it's a lil exaggerated.

My brain is empty, don't know what to write, speechless? I guess so.. *sigh* hope that I can overcome this asap..

But anyway, love you guys, S3Zhong..