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This is the COCKY me underestimating the 100-MCQ coming tmr...
This is the GULLIBLE me falling into the molecular-biology-of-the-cell hoax, with incomplete lecture recordings, lecture slides with only pictures and nearly no explanation at all..
it's 1:15am and i'm supposed to make out with my bed at this moment.. but due to some factors, yes..my cockiness lol, i'm trapped! totally trapped like a fool. FOOL fool FOOL fool~ lalalala~ yes i'm a fool, i'm a COCKY fool! :p just wanted to express how glad i am that i'm always not the only one being so cocky. we have this discussion board for every unit we're enrolled in.. it's normally empty and dusty until the day before exam, typical.. all of a sudden the board is thronged and jammed and noisy and squeezy.. and for sure there's some professional last-minuter like myself (but i'm not being a last-minuter this time! lol) jamming the board asking for help. i understand how it feels when your desperate with something and you can't get it, you'd resort to do something you never did before.. like.. calling 911, commit homicide, or maybe suicide, kissing the lamp post, ... , xD and last but not least, spamming on discussion board! lol.. and for someone who's being cocky all the time and feeling devastated at this 11th hour, yes i'm referring to yogurt yong.. it's always good to find someone that happens to be on the same boat! how glorious would that be. GLORIOUS~ anyway, i saw lots of ppl ranting about how shouldn't the lecture be and so and so blah blah blah.. sure i'm so glad to see that i'm not alone! therefore i decided to spare this very last minute to express how glad i am cos i'm not alone~ i'm not alone~ lalala~
gotta turn in..wish me luck..100 MCQ! hope i'll have a dream about the answers for all the questions tmr.. all the best..
Ohhh Freedom~ Freedom~ Freeeeedoom~ Think! (yea that song..lol..)
I'm unofficially free! yea, unofficially.. cos i'm only free for one night (i gave myself this one-night-in-freedom pass, the coolest pass ever!) and have to work my ass out starting tomorrow for the 100-MCQ molecular biology on Sat.. sadness :p
anyway, since i granted myself a night free, i think i'd do something meaningful. YES! clean up the dust herein.. well lets start off with "how's my week been"! as you know it's been a while since exam week commenced, and i, as a fellow Human Biology 2 taker had my very first exam during Swat Voc (the week before actual exam for you to get prepared, they call it that, weird..lol) it was only a practical though, nothing much to worry about since it was fairly easy last semester, and i totally aced it! i got 97% for the practical last semester for human bio 1..yes, round applause please, thank you. and FYI 97% was the highest mark. there were only few of us scoring this ultimate mark. YES, big round applause. thank you very much :p So for the one this semester, i think i screwed it up a little, by a little i literally mean A LITTLE since i'm a cocky guy, i will always overestimate myself..cos i'm COCKY! haha. punch me in my face if your annoyed.. ha! you can't! nani nani bubi nani nani bubi you can't catch me! xp
enough with the stupid childish thing lol.. oh one thing! one embarrassing thing. It was a mary-go-round pattern exam, so basically your given 2.5 minutes for one station, times up, move to the next station, 2.5 mins, times up, move.... until you finish all the questions (sounds exciting hey! yes it definitely was the exam with greatest fun lol) then during one 'move', it was a 180 total turn, i had to move to the station behind me (oh ya the prac is on a threesome basis, 3 students a station a time) and i was a little nervous cos i couldn't really get the answer for the previous station so i moved to the next station promptly thinking the previous question, then i looked at the question in front of me when i moved to the next station, it was Q3 where i was supposed to have Q6! what the hell! i was like totally freaked out and started biting my nails, looking worried, eyes shifting left and right and left, perspiring profusely, wetting my pants, burning my brain down...yes i was a little LOST at that moment..but it took less than 0.01sec for me to recover, lol, guess what, i sat on the wrong seat! i was supposed to be the third seat all the way to the end and at that particular making-ppl-nerve-racking station i sat on the 1st seat! omg! the girl was waiting for me to fudge off and we had this awkward little grin when we faced and i left the seat so clumsily that i kissed Jennifer Hawkins.. believe it or not, the whole process elapsed a total of....3 seconds! lol yes this whole paragraph happened in 3 secs. xD lalalalala~
after the prac on 06/11 i started studying sambil slacking for the crazily bombarding exams coming this week, which i actually did quite a good job on. (slacking i'm referring to hahahaa) i started doing revision on 100-MCQ on last Sat, which was so not yogurt yong, the guy who always does his stuff at the eleventh hour. lol. anyway, yea studying slacking and studying, and finally it was this monday, 10/11, only i started revising Chem which the exam was yesterday. my plan was like "okay i'll study chem on monday and do human bio on tuesday, fair enough" cos after chem which was yesterday i'd have like less than one day to study for human bio hence my plan. yes, "plan"..if i ever do things according to my plan, i'm possessed. LOL as usual i used up my entire body to study my heart out on monday, like the nerdest nerd you can ever imgaine of me, well, in the morning only though, i started watching dramas and facebooking and that summed up my night, which i was supposed to finish chem and i still had like 2 topics and past exam papers to go! omg! well i then told myself not to torture my body and i went to bed so peacefully that i had the weirdest dream i've ever had! not sure if i had that dream that night or the night before, anyway it was a funny dream haha.. totally unorganized and mussy fussy..
sorry bout that lol, i'll try to stick to the status quo! oohh stick to the status quo! HMS! lol.. then yup, as USUAL, i woke up on tuesday morning, glamorous sunshine shone magnificently through the window straight onto my good-lookingest face, procrastinated a little, breakfasting, enjoying the time of my life (lol) and finally the chem notes grasped my attention, the chem notes were like "bastard! you promised last night to study me!"...something like that..anyway, and i sat down, GUESS, WHAT,.. it was youtube time! lol..another half day gone, i only started studying for chem after that and @!$^!%@%^#%&^%!@^!^#^&Y (no, not swear words, that, my friend, is called "fast-forward", mark it down) then i sat the exam with whole lot of excitement and hope, and i came out of the hall looking desperately wanting to have some day off! lol. that was one hell of a controller btw, fast forawrded almost a day..HAHA! *slapped punched kicked stomped bitten eaten swollen* please bear with my randomness, i've been this random lately :p oh well. i had my human bio exam this afternoon, which was alright, i did a pretty mediocre job i guess, well, above average..maybe distinction..I'm a COCKY bad ass dude! *enough is enough!!* lol.. and here i am! doing meaningful stuff instead of preparing my funeral for the stats exam on next monday, make sure you make youselves available at that time, or i'll pester you with my never-dying-spirit. meow~ *i'm random~i'm random~*
actually this isn't what i wanted to post at first, and i ended up crapping so much, feeling so..LUCKY for you guys to have the chance to witness this great production of mine! your pleasure x-] oh ya the main point haha, finally, it's about aussie students..you know some of them, SOME, don't "pigeon-holing" yourself lol. yup SOME of them are like "i need to score only 30% in the exam to pass the unit! woohoo!" ...=.=... cos most of the exams here don't account like 70 or 80% to the unit final mark, most of them are like 50, max 65 or so.. and those aussies' attitudes.. i mean.. shoulnd't you be aiming for, say, at least a Credit or Distinction? PASS?! what the hell?! i even heard my friend from other uni say that her friends didn't even turn up for the exams cos it's only worth 30% of the total mark. WTF?! should this be the right attitude for studying? 中国文化历史悠久 孔子曰：“长江后浪推前浪， 前浪死在沙滩上” what a brilliant improvisation. i'm awesome. yup that's pretty much what i want to say.. step up fellas! credit! D! HD! not pass! lol.. i'm not that pissed actually, just thought that i might utilize this lame topic to rant for soemthing haha.
yay! long post! its been a while since i posted a long post. wooweee~ *kena tumbuk even harsher* better off to study now, yes, STUDY! which literally means..Grey's anatomy time! lol.. all the best guys ;)
i'm staying alive!
yes.. i'm staying alive! i'm doing some revision right now but just received a call from my mom.. i thought it was gonna be some sort of ranting or what so i answered the call expecting NOTHING.. she then asked me what was i doing how's study going sort of stuff.. then.. she said,
"I have a good news for you, your aunt just called (yes the aunt paying all my fees), and she said if you do great in this semester she'll let you proceed your study in aussie!"......
I was STUNNED.. totally.. staying surprised for a few sec and that Joker's face started coming to me and sticked on my face.. I tried to sound calmed.. at the same time i burst out laughing in my mind.. woohohoho~ then my mom told me that she told my aunt about the aussie dollars dropping thing and me getting PR thing and my aunt agreed and.........I can stay if i get good results for this semester!
Ole Ole Ole Ole~~ i'm so on cloud nine right now!! walking on air to the seventh heaven!! yiiihaaaaaaaaaaa~~ it all just boost my mood to study harder but before that i'd have to express my extreme happiness at this particular moment!! Wuuuhaaaa~~ (and i just checked my grade for the last Chem lab i had, again, i got a HD! that's so wonderful)
All these just sum up my mood right now.. mary had a little lamb~ london bridge is faling down~ smiley faces cheerful heart~ lalalalalaa~ gotta study now.. catch up with you guys soon! ;)
Just saw some pictures taken during my grandma's birthday few days ago..my mom sent those photos to me.. and i'm feeling so homesick now.. i almost cried when i was seeing those photos.. tears just couldn't help revolving in my eyes.. there used to be me and my family but for these..i'm not in the pictures.. and it feels really strange.. awkwardly strange..
i've been pretty good since i came to perth..it's been almost a year and life's going kinda great here.. i didn't realize how much i miss my family until i saw the photos.. like the photos are some sort of activator to homesickness.. Let me go home~
i could go back at 24 nov before the flight's changed, which is like few more weeks from now.. but for some reason i have to stay and work so i won't be going back anytime soon.. another few months of 'excruciation'..
Another aeroplane, another sunny place,
I'm lucky I know
but I wanna go home
I got to go home
Let me go home
I'm just too far from where you are
I wanna come home
i miss home....
P/S: exam's in a week's time.. gotta do some cramming for sure.. and hopefully everything goes smoothly.. and.. all the best to all the people having exams out there as well.. let's pull it through!
It's been two whole busy weeks! multicultural week, assignments, tests..will share with you guys soon. Stay tune! lol..
State 15 weird/habits/little known facts about yourself. The 10 people I tag are then supposed to follow in my footsteps and state their 15 weird things, habits, and little known facts.
1. Let's begin with something physical. I have both my toes (the 2 biggest ones) kind of like bend inwards. lol. look at your own feet now, imagine your 2 stupidest toes bending towards your other toes on the same foot, in this case, bending left on the left foot and bending right on the right foot. will show you guys one day :p
2. I have unequally 'folded' eyelids on both my eyes. They sometimes look just fine with both the same size but sometimes for no reason one of them changes its 'conformation' forming one double eyelid and one single-double eyelid. i wonder if my mom accidentally dropped me on the floor when i was a baby causing this stupid eyelids thing, but what the hell i still like my eyes lol.
3. this isn't really a little known fact and it's kinda like my signature moves, i can't stop blinking my eyes whenever i get anxious, or when i'm getting more and more excited talking to someone, just..i blink me eyes 24/7! not the normal kind of blinking, it's like i can blink double the times normal people do in one minute. you should know this if your my friend haha. it's become a habit and i just can't seem to take it off me! so i just let it be..lol
4. I get horny quite easily, perhaps i have abnormally well developed nervous system so my neurons can fire at a speed which is like 10 times faster than others so..whenever i see or hear something sex-related i'll get steamy LOL. not that i'll get a boner everytime but just the feeling of arousal..like a surge of testosterone. so ladies, pick me and you'll be the happiest girl in the world! xD
5. well this one is not a little known fact either, my hands do shake! shaking like massage chair some more haha..it runs in family i guess cos my dad my aunt and some of my cousins shake too..my dad even shook not only his hands, but his head! hilarious~ but i don't shake all the time! gees who shakes every second..that's tiring i can imagine haha. it's like when i'm holding something tightly or handling stuff (eg pouring chemicals into test tube, holding a thermometer carefully) then my hands will get shaky..my head doesn't haha =p
6. I don't like it when people accuse me with no reason. PLEASE..gather some evidences before 'suing' me for what i have never done. gees..
7. I don't cry that often, in fact, i don't really cry. When i cry, there would be 4 reasons:
- my close ones passed away
- feeling guilty
- seeing my close ones crying like hell and get affected
- being helpless
by 'cry' i mean CRY, not sobbing not tearing softly but CRY OUT LOUD..haha.
8. I get annoyed all the time. i get annoyed by every tiny little detail which doesn't really make any sense. like when i see someone acting cool, i'll have this OS "what the hell very cool meh @$#I^$^%#!$#%!" then after a few seconds i feel guilty of my thought..lol like there's an angel and a demon in my head arguing all the time, which contradicts me so much lol.
9. I'm obssessed with having a hot body like what most of those angmos have. so i'm currently pumping myself quite a bit but getting lazier each day lol. I'll have a hot body one day..i will..but one thing though, there's 2 totally unnecessary cumulated fat lumps like 2 stupid tumours sitting posteriorly on the 2 sides of my 'lumbar region' which i'm trying so hard to get rid of..but it seems impossible :S
10. (gosh 5 more to go..*brainstorming*) oh! I will be pissed off a little when people know more about something than i do haha (yea i'm totally selfish haha) cos in my mind i'm the best! lol. of course i'm not haha.. but seriously when someone tries to show off of his knowledge or something, i'll be like "cheh~" in my heart haha..
11. i want tanner skin tone! my body i mean..you'll know if you've seen my body before lol.
12. I care what people think about me..very much! how i wear, how i look, how my perosn is, how good i am blah blah blah.. though i'm like "oh ok la nvm la" all the time but i seriously care! lol. i always fake my emotion when people are dissing or talking bad about me..though this rarely happens. and that's why i like compliment a lot, even faking ones haha. (i'm desperate for compliments! lol.) but who doesn't haha..
13. I quit playing organ when i was 12, which i kinda regret now. wish i continued learning and play musical instruments or learn singing or learn something else..as a talent cos i'm pretty much a living corpse with no talent lol. seriously if i'm asked to tell what my talent is i completely have no idea lol..
14. I like to listen to music whenever i'm alone or down, all the ups and downs moments, and some of the songs have been there for me at some of the moments, like "分享" during our class camp, "Teach me" "What hurts the most" "Tonight i wanna cry" when my mom sold the Waja away (lol), "彩虹" when i miss my friends and so and so. "So close" has been one of my all time favorites ever since i watched the movie "enchanted"..just simply like the music and the voice and the story behind the song..*melt like a summer snowman*
15. (yay! the last one! my brain juice has been sucked up quite a lot with probly 1 nanolitre left) can't imagine my life without my grandma, though i always act like i don't really care but i do! hope she will live with me until the day i die..also my family..and my friends..love u guys!
and people who are interested, tag yourself haha.
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!! wish i could go all the way to beach and SCREAM out everything within me..i'm so so so STRESSED!! holy moses..but i have no idea what i'm stressing for..quite several reasons combine and give birth to this holy fucking stress..seriously..i'm really torn apart..fucked up..not that bad..just feeling horrible..well i guess here are some reasons i could come up with..
-spent the whole weekend slacking instead of doing something meaningful (assignment..)
-fucking unreasonably long hair..(not exactly that long but it's annoying me! constantly!)
-will i stay or will i go stuff..my mom just found out that IMU is really a high standard institute(in fact it is..) and seems like 80% of the chance i'm going there next year, which is so to my dismay..
-McD part time job thing..the one i intended to apply for is currently not hiring any staff..damn it..
-some other trivial matters which contribute to this whole STRESS thing..which is fucking annoying!!
i'm supposed to get in bed soon..but what the MARTA FOCKER i couldn't close my eyes..once i do terrible matters keep pestering me..those stressful fucking idiots..damn it..i'm so not good when it comes to stress management..never got into such fucked up emotion before..darn it..
one more thing..i'm feeling terribly empty right now..like i've done nothing and have nothing to do..totally helpless feeling which i hate the most! what the fak..something please! fill me up! whatever it is just please..make me feel better..
gees..hopefully i'll get better tmr..and hopefully everything goes well..hopefully..
